Chapter 3.

I ran and ran. Crossing states in a mere matter of minutes. I soon saw that the sun was beginning to emerge. I stopped in one of the states. I quickly glanced around trying to figure out where I am. I think I can see a sign far away. I walked towards it and saw I had ended up in Minnesota somehow. It looked pretty cloudy and to my luck there was not much sun that day. I decided to stay in the woods I found until sundown. As I wondered memories kept filling me. I couldn't shake them.

"Scream for me. Maybe I'll let you live. No scream for him, come on this isn't as fun."

My head started whirling at the thought of him near me. I got so made suddenly their was a tree trunk next to me and sawdust falling all around. I couldn't believe I had done that. I had to really buckle down and learn some self control. What would Edward think. I always knew I'd be one of them, but not like this. It should've been him to change me. Edward was suppose to help me. Now I have to deal with my mistakes and learn on my own. I decided to chase James and now I must suffer the consequences. As much as I love Edward I don't want him to deal with this. I'm a monster now and I want to be good like him. I know I can survive.

As the night started falling, I could sense I was getting weaker. All that running made me want to feed. I went deeper into the forest hoping to save myself from the monster inside me. I don't want to be a killer.

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