Slappin' Pistons

BELLA'S POV CH4

I sat there hiding my face in my hands. I couldn't bring myself to look at Emmy, I knew I had just fucked up and hurt him bad. How could I throw that in his face? God I am such a bitch sometimes!

"B, just stop it and look at me." Emmett pleaded kneeling down in front of me. Look at him? Is he fucking crazy? Why would I look at him right now, just so I can see all the hurt and pain I have caused in his life?

"B, look at me now." He snapped reaching out to grab my hands from my face. I tried to fight him and keep my face covered but his strength won as he grabbed both of my hands and pinning them down on my thigh while he took his other hand and wiped away the treacherous tears that had begun to spring in my eyes. When I met Emmett I had spent the past 10 years crying over anything and everything that happened to me, it was just the way I dealt with my past.

Then my hero stepped into my life and showed me other ways to deal with pain. Emmett wouldn't let me cry about anything. Normal people cry things out but not us, we fight it out preferable in MMA cage matches and when that doesn't work, well let's just say you'll never hear me complain about our fuck fights or make-up sex!

"B, everything is okay, I'm not mad at you honey." Emmett cooed leaning over and kissing both of my closed eyes, he may have gotten my hands down but the eyes were staying closed. I had no desire to see his pain or Tinker's murderous eyes toward me, and I most definitely didn't want to see Jake's disappointment in who his sweet, innocent, little Bells had turned out to be. But Jake can't think too bad of me look at where he is at now!

"B, please look at me babe, I told you everything is okay. You didn't hurt me and I'm not mad, it's forgotten." He whispered leaning his forehead down on mine. God how much had he drank tonight, he smells like a brewery?

"No everything is not okay Emmy, how could you even think it was! All this shit that is going on, all the secrets and that bitch! I swear I'm going to kill her if she starts one more once of trouble for us. I can't take this crap anymore Emmett, she's the whole reason all that shit took place in Cali, and you still fucking talk to her!" I screamed opening my eyes taking my hands and shoving him back away from me.

Emmett fell back on his ass and chuckled at me. "What the fuck is so damn funny Emmett?"

"Nothing B, it just hot as hell to see that kitten turn into a tiger." He said laughing as he lay on back on the floor. God he pisses me off when he taunts me like that. He's trying to piss me off!

"Fuck you Emmett McCarty!" I screamed jumping up and kicking his foot. Why does he always taunt me like this? Oh I know, because he likes it went I take my anger out on him!

"PLEASE DO!" He laughed even harder taking his arms and folding them under the back of his head relaxing like there wasn't a damn thing going on right now.

"You fucking wish asshole!" I screamed as I turned around and caught Jake standing there looking at us with a smirk of his own. Damn if he didn't get fucking hot when he grew up!

"Yeah I do B, so let's make the fight short and get on with it, you know you can't wait to work all that pent up frustration out on me!" He said booming out laughter and glancing back at Tinker and Blaze saying...

"I think this is where you two step out and hang the DO NOT DISTURB sign on the door."

Blaze chuckled and Tinker grumbled stepping toward the door. "You two are fucking crazy. I've never seen anything like you two before."

I was so pissed at Emmett and I did have frustration I needed out, but I felt like beating the shit out of Beth not fucking Emmett! I looked up at Jake still standing there like an idiot smirking at me. Damn him and that sexy ass smirk! What was he thinking? Was he crazy? What the hell is he smirking for? I bet he is laughing his ass off at me!

"What the hell is your problem Blackie?" I yelled hearing him and Emmett both laugh at me. What the hell is so funny about me being pissed off? Give me a damn ball bat and I'll show them funny as I beat their dumb ass's down with it!

"You Bella, you're funny when you're pissed. I never in a million years would have believed that the sweet, little, innocent, kitten of Charlie Swan's would turn into some feisty, sex-addicted, demon tiger or something." Jake said laughing hysterically as Emmett jumped up and high fived him.

"FUCK YOU BLACK!" I screamed.

"Really Bells? I'm available anytime you need to work that shit out."Jake chuckled but I noticed that Emmett didn't like that comment to much. I stood waiting for Emmett to punch Jake for saying that but he didn't, he stood there straight faced watching Jake and me now.

"Don't call me that! I stopped using that name three years ago!"

"Yeah about that Bella, why don't you fill me in on what the hell has been going on with you." He questioned setting down on the arm of the couch.

I laughed thinking of the nightmares I'd cause him if I did. "Umm...no, let's not and say I did."

"Bells, what has been going on with you?" Emmett stepped toward us probably figuring out that we already knew each other. I watched as he bowed up and crossed his arms over his chest glaring at Jake now. Oh shit Earthquake is awake now.

I hated when Earthquake rose to the surface, he was the only thing that ever scared me about Emmett. Everyone else referred to Emmett as his fighter name but not me. I only referred to him like that when he was in fighter mode.

"B, don't!" Emmett said looking back over at me. He knew I couldn't talk about this shit. I'd break down and be a zombie for days. The last time I broke down I had tried to end it all by jumping my bike off a cliff with a hundred foot drop into the desert sands of Cali. But I was too damn good on my bike, I knew what I was doing and hadn't wrecked yet.

Jake watched as Emmett stepping toward me giving him a murderous but questioning glare. "WHY?" Jake asked.

"B, how do you know this fucker? Was he one of those guys?" Earthquake asked standing in front of me blocking my view of Jake's eyes. Earthquake always rose in Emmett whenever he thought something was going to harm or upset me. It was as if it had become second nature to him or something, I don't think he had any control over him.

"What the hell is he talking about Bella?"Jake asked stepping to the right so he could have a view of my face again, but Earthquake matched his step. I placed my hand on the small of his back to try and calm him before things got uncontrollable.

"She already told you not to call her Bella!" Earthquake snapped tighten his fist at his sides cracking his knuckles.

"Emmy everything is okay, back down babe." I softly whispered laying my forehead into the crease of his spine.

"No, it's not Bella! Charlie showed up at my fucking shop this morning wanting to know if I'd talked to my long lost best friend that stepped out of my life 13 years ago and never had another thought about me!" Jake screamed stepping toward me again.

"Dude, REMEMBER WARNING?" Blaze said stepping in the room with Paul, Grim and Reaper flanking him. Thank god he brought reinforcements with him this time. Last time Earthquake broke loose Blaze had taken him down by himself but it took him about 45 minutes of fighting and it ended with them both having black eyes, busted lips and Blaze had a broken nose.

If someone was stupid enough to provoke Earthquake then they deserved the path of destruction he would put their ass through, but I don't think Jake knew what he was messing with. Jake is a pretty big man. I had noticed that he and Paul didn't seem to be phased by the warnings earlier so maybe they know how to fight. But I'm sure they aren't trained to kill and that puts Earthquake at an advantage over them. God I hope these two don't fight!

"B, go outside and check on the races for me. You know how Down South is, he's flaky there's no telling what is going on out there. You need to get with him anyway about the trip to Cali next weekend." Earthquake said never removing his eyes from Jake's ridged stance.

"Bella!, Don't you dare take one step toward that damn door!" Jake said looking at me and then turning his glare to Blaze.

"And Blaze, thanks for the warning man but I don't think I'll be needed it too much." Jake stated turning his eyes back to Earthquake.

"Just so you know EARTHQUAKE, I don't back down either and if one of us is going down it's not going to be me." I heard Blaze mumble "Stupid fucker" as they all stepped toward these two. Paul went to stand beside Jake as Blaze stepped up placing his hand on Earthquakes shoulder.

"Man step down she's not in danger with all of us here with her. He obviously would not hurt her, hell he knows her father. Let's just step outside and let her talk to him for a little bit man." Blaze said trying to calm him down.

"Emmy, please don't do this, everything is fine, I promise you I'm safe with him." I told him as I stepped around and in front of him wrapping my arms tightly around his waist placing light kisses on his chest. I watched his eyes soften and my Emmy came back as he barracked his arms around me whispering...

"I'm sorry B, old habits are hard to break. I only know how to love and protect you. I don't know how to be in between. And when it comes to protecting you, I will not let him get to you again and I am going to go into overdrive with any man from your past! After what happened I just can't help it." Emmett whispered cupping his hands on both my cheeks and kissing me lightly.

"B, why can't you see how much I love you?" He whispered kissing me again softly before releasing me and giving Jake a stern look.

"If you as much as bring one tear to these beautiful brown eyes of hers you will be one broken mother fucker." Emmett hissed.

Paul chuckled like the threat meant nothing and Jake raised his hands up in surrender form. "If she sheds a tear it won't be from something that I do to her, it would be from all these damn secrets she's hiding."

"NOT ONE TEAR!" Emmett yelled in Jake's direction before bending down and grabbing me up by the back of my knees and wrapping my legs around his waist. I giggled throwing my arms around his neck and hugging him as he walked carrying me toward the door with him. Emmett turned back to the boyz and nodded for them to come on then he crashed his lips into mine.

He was kissing me softly until he felt the moan come from my throat then he shoved me against the door frame devouring my lips and tongue as if he'd been trapped away in the desert for weeks and just found his drink of water. "A-HEM"

I tried pulling my lips from his as he grabbed my bottom lip in between his teeth and gently bit it. "Mm B, you do it to me every time, you make me forget that anything exists but you." He whispered then sat me down turning and punching Blaze in the arm.

"You had to just go ruin that for me didn't you fucker!" Emmett boomed laughing.

"Who would I be if I wasn't your cockblocker?" Blaze said hitting him back laughing then looking at me with an easy smile.

"I got your back Honey, go talk to Blackie and I'll keep him in line we need to make some plans for the trip to Cali anyway." Blaze then pushed Emmett on out of the door being followed by Grim and Reaper.

I turned to see Paul and Jake standing there giving each other strong glares, they looked like they were having some sort of silent conversation or something. I wondered if I should step out of the room and let them talk but Jake turned to me smiling my Jacob smile from childhood and I melted right there into a million pieces.

"Bella, Paul refuses to leave me in here by myself, he thinks I'm a baby, it's a pack bro thing. Do you mind if he's in here with us, I'll gladly put him in timeout, over in the corner if you want me to?" Jake said laughing trying to ease my worries, he always good about making me laugh as a kid.

"No he's fine." I said going over to the couch and sitting down. Jake came and set beside me taking my hand in his as he did when we were kids. Paul seeing this scoffed and plopped down in the chase lounge on the other side of the room. What the hell is that boy's problem with me?

"Ignore Paul Bella he's just a dick naturally."Jake said smiling at me and squeezing my hand lightly.

I rolled my eyes at him when he called me Bella again it was really starting to bug me. "Jake please I have already asked you not to call me that."

"Why, tell me what is going on? What happened to you Bella?"

"Jake, please don't, I'll tell you one day but not tonight. I'm tired and it's late well actually it's early, what is it like 3 in the morning now?"I asked hoping to deter him from this conversation. He glanced down at the front of his cell phone and chuckled.

"You're good, I guess you're use to staying up all night in this fast life you live in, huh."

"Yeah I guess so; it's a good day when I get three hours of sleep. We stay busy around here with the clubs and all." I smiled leaning back into the corner of the couch. It had been an extra long day for me. Emmett and I had been up almost all of the night before and today and night.

"Yeah but sleep is calling my name tonight." I whispered shutting my eyes for a minute and taking deep breath.

"Bella talk to me."Jake asked again.

"Look Jake if you keep calling me Bella I'm never going to talk to you. I know you have questions and that's fine, when I feel like answering them then I will! This is my damn life now and you don't need to be part of it and I don't want or need you or Charlie as part of it either. I refuse to talk to Renee so don't even try! If you want me to call Charlie and tell him I'm safe and in Seattle then fine I will first thing tomorrow. There you go, the only two people I ever cared about when I was growing up, you and Charlie will both know I'm fine!"

"HA! SAFE? YEAH, FUCKING RIGHT! For one you never gave a shit about me BELLA, if you did then you would not have just up and walked away. I tried like hell to reach you and you wouldn't answer my calls or write me back. Bella what the hell happened, I know something did? And as far as Charlie goes well, you have worried that poor man so much he's almost completely white haired now! He knows there is something going on with you and so does your mother!"Jake screamed back at me watching me jump up and walk away from him.

"BELLA, DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE!"

"FUCK YOU JAKE! YOU DON'T OWN ME AND YOU'RE NOT MY FATHER SO DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!"

"No I'm not your father but I will be making a trip to Forks when I leave here and informing him of where I fucking found you and that you have yourself in some deep shit!"

"YOU WOULDN'T!"

"TRY ME!"

"GO TO HELL JAKE!"

"I'M SURE YOU ARE FIXING TO TAKE ME THERE, BELLA!"

"I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING TO YOU JAKE! YOU ARE THE ONE THAT SHOWED UP ON MY TURF TONIGHT! WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST GO HOME AND NOT COME HERE! YOU DON'T BELONG HERE, JAKE!"

Jake rushed to stand in front of me taking my chin and pulling my face up to look at him. "And you do? Bella, you don't belong in this shit. I don't know everything that is going on with 'Busa Street fighters' but I've heard enough on the streets to know you have no business hanging out with that club!"

"Don't believe everything you hear Jake, most of its bullshit!" I said yanking my chin away from him.

"Damn Bella why do you have to be such a BITCH!" Jake growled.

"BITCH is my middle name and that's MISS BITCH to you!"

I heard Paul laugh grumbling. "More like HELLS BELLS!"

"FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!" I yelled at Paul

"NOPE YOUR NOT PISSED ENOUGH TO HANDLE ME RIGHT NOW!"

"Pretty sure of yourself there dawg, now get the hell out of here so I can talk to Bella alone." Jake said nodding toward the door. Paul left and Jake started probing me for answers again. I was beginning to get really frustrated with him and his questions when Emmy walked back in the room. Thank God!

"B, you ready to close down shop?" Emmett asked strolling in like nothing was wrong until he glanced up noticing my tensed up face and Jake's angry scowl.

"What's up B?"Emmett asked placing his hands on my shoulders and massaging softly.

"Just tired" I whispered rolling my head around stretching my neck into his massage. Jake looked like he was fuming but at least he kept his mouth shut this time.

"Are you through here B?" Emmett asked nodding from me to Jake. I could feel Jake's eyes boring holes in my head as he stood there glaring at me, daring me to say yes.

I looked at him glaring back with the sexiest smirk I could manage at 3 in the morning after being awake for nearly 2 days. "Absolutely and I'm going home with you, babe."

"Mm-hum, that's my girl." Emmett whispered sliding his tongue up the side of my neck taking my earlobe in his mouth and sucking softly.

"Mmm-hum, babe you got that right." I moaned looking straight at Jake as his face turned hard and he stormed toward the bay door saying.

"I'm outta here I've got a trip to Charlie's to make."

"Mmm... Fuck you, Jake." I moaned leaning my head back giving Emmett better access to my neck. He was lost to what was happening between us he wasn't even listening to what was going on between me and Jake.

"Mmm B you are so fucking sexy." Emmett seductively whispered.

"Nah that's okay that duty was filled by a hot blonde when I left your ass in that office tonight." He said laughing trying to piss me off.

"Okay then, thank her for me next time you see her and while you're tattle tailing to my daddy be sure to tell him I said hello." I whispered running my hands under Emmett's shirt and sliding his shirt off. I smiled when I heard the door slam shut. Finally

As soon as Emmett heard the door slamming he grabbed me up wrapping my legs around his waist and walked us to the chase lounge. He laid me down and slowly began to unzip my black leather biker suite. Emmett had bought this suit for me claiming it was for my protection if I wreaked my bike but I heard him telling Blaze he bought it because he knew how sexy I'd look in all black leather. And almost 100% sure he bought 2 sizes to small on purpose, so it'd look painted on.

"Fuck babe can you get any sexier?" He whispered pulling my black leather spikes off then sliding the suit off.

Emmett shook his head back and forth groaning "Damn your killing me B." When he seen I was nude under that suit. I reached up unbuttoning his jeans and stared pulling his jeans down.

"Good cause you drove me crazy tonight." I said smirking as he stood up sliding them off bring his boxers with them. Emmett knew he was panty melting hot and he used it against me most the time to get whatever he wanted from me.

"Take me" I whispered in his ear as he leaned in kissing my shoulders.

"Trust me babe, I plan on it, your frustrations will be long gone before the sun rises."

EMMETT'S POV

"Bring it BIG BOY." B whispered sliding her fingers down the length of my cock.

"Oh babe, I want you so fucking bad." I moaned trusting my dick in her tiny fingers as they wrapped tightly around me squeezing painfully hard. She knew just how to touch me every move she made sent my cock throbbing.

"Mmm show me how bad you want me babe." She moaned laying back spreading her legs wide open for my viewing pleasures. I could spend the rest of my life happy and content devouring just her pussy. I'd never seen a pussy I thought was pretty until I saw hers. One night before we had slept together we had gotten drunk with some friends that owned a tattoo shop and before we left that night B had decided to have me shave her pussy for her and then she had Bryan tattoo it for her.

I slid my face down in between her thighs and looked up at her. "Pretty B, so pretty. Is this what you want me to do babe?" I cooed placing light kisses on the insides of her thighs slowly up to her mound then starting at the bottom of her slit and dragging my tongue up her folds.

"Fuck, big daddy" She moaned sending my dick on a pulsating ecstasy trip.

"Mmm, B you taste so damn good. Do you like this, you want me to lick you, babe?"

"Don't stop big daddy, don't stop...right there Emmy, take me right there, please." B moaned as she started riding my face.

"MM-MMM B, not so fast babe. I want that pent up frustration to build some more before you explode on my tongue." I told her moving my lips back to the center of her thighs sucking and biting at her flesh.

"Big daddy please don't stop, Emmy I need you now, babe." She whispered running her fingers into the curls on top of my head and grabbing pulling my face back to her pussy.

"Patience B, patience" I whispered moving my face back to her thighs, that was a sensitive spot for her and I loved to taunt her with it. I slipped two fingers inside and started slowly trusting in and out, her moans louder and bucking her hips on my fingers.

"Patience is a virtue I don't possess at the moment babe." She groaned trusting her hips faster on my fingers. I chuckled and slipped my fingers out of her leaning back some so that she couldn't make contact with my face or hands when I did.

"I think we should work on that then." I said smirking.

"Emmett McCarty you wouldn't do that to me, would you?" She grumbled sounding sexually exhausted as she leaned up propping herself up n her elbows.

"Of course I would babe, I love to make you squirm and beg, and patience is definitely a virtue that you need to work on and who better to help you with that then me."

"Emmett if you don't stop fucking around I swear I'll never suck your dick again." She lied and I knew it, if there was one thing she loved to do to me it was suck me off in public places. She got off on the excitement of it.

"Liar" I laughed.

"Yeah you're right, that would be punishing." She said seductively smiling then taking her fingers on one hand placing it on her pussy and rubbing the wetness bringing it to my lips, and slipping it in my mouth. Moaning, she used her other fingers to play with her nipples.

"FUCK ME" I groaned feeling my dick throb for attention.

"Mm-hum big daddy sounds good to me, let's work on that and forget about patience." She whispered pulling herself up and pushing me to stand up.

I stood up watching her drop down on her knees taking the tip of my cock in her mouth teasing me. "Babe, shit that feels good."

"Mm-hum, you taste good too." She moaned sending vibration in my dick.

"Fuck B...your killing me." I groaned ramming my cock further in her mouth. She was teasing the hell out of the head of my dick, licking and nipping at the hole.

"Eye for an eye, you teased me first big daddy." She whispered sucking my cock harder and pumping the base with her hand. Loud moans began escaping her throat as she began to play with her pussy and suck me at the same time.

"Oh god B you are abso-fuckin-lutley beautiful." I groaned intertwining my fingers in her hair guiding her mouth up and down on my dick.

She sucked me deeper dragging her teeth down the sides of my cock as she gave in to her first orgasm. "B, you are so damn amazing."

I'd fucked a lot of girls before B and had been given a lot of head down at the track from the wann-a-bee's but no girl had ever held my attention during sex the way B does. I get entranced with her and it becomes all about her, just so I can see the next expression that crosses her beautiful face as she moans my name or the desire that runs deep in her eyes when she pleads for me to fuck her harder.

I groaned cupping both of her cheeks feeling my cock start to swell begging for release as she sucked harder pumping faster moaning. "Cum for me babe, I want to taste you big daddy."

"Aahhh B...babe..." I groaned spilling my seed as she licked my cock like an ice cream.

I reached down pulling her up to her feet, turned her around, and smacked her ass right as I slid my cock deep in the folds of her pussy.

"Oh babe, that feels so good Emmy." She moaned meeting each thrust I rammed toward her. I felt my dick swell when she came all over my cock as she shoved her hips harder back on my dick.

"Fuck me big daddy." She begged leaning up and back against my chest sticking her hands behind my head pulling me tighter against her back.

I buried my face in the crook of her neck sucking and nipping, marking her as taken. I wanted her to belong to me god and everybody else knew that I belonged to her. She was always worried and jealous of Beth, but could never hold a candle to B in my eyes. There wasn't another woman in this world that could ever take me away from this woman, if she'd just drop her walls. I'd spend eternity worshiping her and only her if she'd let me.

"Mmm Emmy...fuck..." She moaned slumping forward.

I pulled her back to me turning her around in my arms kissing her softly then reaching down grabbing her up by her knees wrapping her legs around me walking around to the front of the chase lounge and laid her down never breaking my kiss and sliding my cock deep inside her.

"Oh babe" I moaned feeling her warm wetness sliding back down over my cock.

"B, you're so warm and wet." I groaned thrusting in and out of her harder as she dug her nails into the muscles of my back as they flexed with each push and pull out.

"Fuck B" I yelled feeling her pussy clinch down painfully hard on my dick again. She was having her forth orgasm and it felt like each time she had one the harder her pussy clamped down sucking and milking at my dick.

"B, OH MY GOD, FUCK BABE!" I screamed feeling my cock swelling again and filling her up.

B slid her arms up and around my neck looking up at me. "God B, you are so beautiful." I whispered as she pulled me down to lay my head on her chest. I'd stay right her with her and never move if she asked me too.

"B, I think it's probably day light outside now and you need some sleep before you go to your doctor's appointment today. Why don't we just stay here and you can sleep. I'll hold you so you can sleep and then get you up in plenty of time to run home and shower before you need to be there."

"Emmy do I have to go this time, can't I just wait until next time, I've been feeling fine."

"No B, you have to go and your going if I have to carry you there, you're going!" I wasn't about to let her off the hook with this appointment after what happen when she missed the last one.

"FINE!" She snapped.

"Fine is right! B, I love you and I'm not going to let you ignore this." I whispered softly kissing her neck and seeing the huge ass bite mark that I was sure she'd slap me for when she's realizes it's there.

"Emmy what did you work out about the run down in Cali?" She asked pushing me off and turning over on her side then pulling me back down to lay behind her. I propped one of my arms under our heads and wrapped the other around her waist and pulled her flush against me.

I wanted to hold her tight so she could move when I told her the plans. "B, I'm leaving Thursday night, but Blaze and the boyz will still be here with you. I already talked to Tinker and she's going to help you and Blaze with the club Thursday and Friday night then I will see all of you when get down there on Saturday."

"Hell no Emmett! You are not going down there by yourself." She yelled jumping up and turning around before I could tighten my grip on her

"B, I have to go, no one else can do it."

"No let Blaze do this run and you stay with me." She pleaded.

"B, this is not something I am going to let one of the boyz do for me. I'll do it and I'll be fine, don't worry."

"Emmett McCarty how in the hell can you tell me not to worry? I worry myself sick every time you go off and do this shit. Damn why did I have to be there that night? Fuck!" She yelled burying her face in my chest.

"Why Emmett, why does my life have to fucking suck so bad? Does god hate me or something? What could I have done that was bad enough as a child to deserve everything that has happened? I was eight years old Emmett EIGHT DAMN YEARS OLD! And as if living with all that for thirteen years wasn't enough now he sucks you into it too! I don't want you doing this anymore Emmett, I mean! Let him have me, I'm not worth your life or you ending up in prison for killing the dick."

"B! don't start that again! I took care of the first one and I'll get him to if he comes near you again! They can fuck with me all they want to but he will not get to you and neither will that fuck head son of his. If I ever see him again he's as good as dead! We're not giving up and I mean it! B, it's not your fault and I'm just doing what I have to do to protect you."

"May be I don't won't to be protected anymore."

"Too fucking bad now shut up and go to sleep I'm not fighting with you right now." I told her crashing my lips into her before pulling her face down on my chest so she would go to sleep.

I laid there holding her while her breathing eased as she calmed down. I had learned her breathing patterns and I knew she'd be asleep shortly she was too tired not to be. I was constantly worrying about her and what the doctors had told me, and then there was this bullshit hanging over her head. I really didn't blame her for wanting to give up.

But that's what I was for, to hold her up when she couldn't do it anymore and I'd die doing just that if I had too. B knew and that's what scared her so bad, she knew I'd walk through the fiery pits of hell to save her without a second thought to my own safety.

I laid there helplessly listening to her fight the nightmare alone in her sleep she'd done so well lately with not having them and tonight when I realized that Blackie was the childhood friend she'd told me about I was worried that the nightmare would start back just because all this shit started for her the day after leaving him and her father that year.

I honestly don't know how she dealt with everything for the nine years before she met me. Her stupid ass mother should have dealt with this or called her dad to help B. But instead she kept her sorry as mixed right up in it as they nearly sucked the life right out of B. I just thank god that I was there to save her the night his son brought her to the club. She had no idea who his father was when she'd started dating him and they nearly got away with it until he crossed paths with me.

I blame Renee for every single thing that has happened to her since that day. It broke my heart clear in two when she finally told me everything that had happened. I had to fight like hell to get her to open up and disclose that to me, but when she finally did, it was like the child that had been locked away was released, set free almost and she became her own woman.

She told me she didn't want to be called Bella anymore so I started calling her B and she won't let anyone else refer to her as B but me. Everyone else has to call her by her nick name for the club. Emmy and B were our names for each other and no one else were allowed to call us by them.

I had laughed my ass off falling out of my chair at the club one night when Beth called me Emmy and B heard her do it. B walked right up and cold cocked her right in her nose, then politely handed her a wet rag for her nose turned and went back to working the club.

Beth has yet to try that one again although she tries everything else to get her claws back in me again. I was a little stunned to find out that Beth was the one that sent Blackie to the club and he just happened to be someone from B's past. The thought of her knowing more about B and sending him there on purpose had been going through my mind all night.

"No!" B cried starting to thrash around. I pulled her tight to me feeling her relax again. I leaned over and kissed her forehead closing my eyes dreading leaving her here without me around on Thursday and Friday but I had to go. It was my job to protect her from them, not my boyz even though they fought like hell with me about it, tonight I'd finally won.

"I love you B" I softly whispered closing my eyes to relax right about the time some started beating on the door screaming. "EMMETT WAKE UP!"