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Chapter 4

I slumbered into work, still feeling slightly nauseous from the other day. I had decided to come in early to try make up for the time I unwillingly slacked off for. I didn't want to get a name for myself as lazy around the ward. I marched onto the ward, all I could hear was my feet against the tiled floor. It was still dark out, but only 6 am. I could hear footsteps approach behind me, i swivelled round. It was only Valentine.

"Thought you wouldn't be in today?" I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Best just get on I suppose. I probably won't see her again."

My heart sank as I heard him say this. I couldn't get my head around why I felt so sympathetic towards him.

"We'll I'm here if you need me." I said to him in the least personal way I could.

"Thank you Jac." He said to me

"It's still Ms Naylor." I said letting out the slightest smile.

When I turned back around I could see Mo looking at us. Obviously taking everything in and twisting it into some gossip that she would tell Maconie later. I just rolled my eyes at her. I walked over to the doctor 'looking' through patient notes.

"See what you wanted?" I said towering her as she sat down at the nurses station.

"Watch what your doing, I don't want you hurting Johnny." She said angrily

"Oh please, what do you think is going on between me and Valentine? There's nothing between me and Johnny anyway." I tutted.

"Yeah well it wouldn't be the first time if you did would it? Just be careful." She whispered with anger in her voice.

I just rolled my eyes towards her. There was nothing really between us, I don understand why everyone thought so.

"Valentine!" I called "sorted Mr cole out? 10 milligrams of morphine."

He just nodded his head and walked off to tend to him.

Mo just looked at me again giving a look of disapproval, I quickly turned my head and pretended I didn't see. All of a sudden the monitor from Mr cole went off. I ran over to see what was going on.

"CRASH TEAM!" I shouted, glaring at Oliver who was unaware of what he had done.

"What did you give him?" I asked angrily

"10 milligrams of adrenaline. Like you asked.." He said sheepishly

I gritted my teeth and looked at him.

I took the crash trolly from Mo,

"Charge to 200" I waited... Nothing

"Clear, charge again..." Again I just watched the lifeless man.

"Once more. Charge..."

The mans eyes began to blink, he was confused

"What's happened?" He asked

"You have just been brought back round Mr Cole.." I said to him. I grabbed Oliver by the arm and dragged him to my office.

"I said Morphine. NOT adrenaline." My eyes narrowed at him.

"I'm so sorry Ms Naylor! It's just been hectic the last few days." He explained

"Take the rest of the day off, you need to figure your personal life out before you come back." I snapped.

He looked at me

"I'm sorry. Please let me stay here, it keeps my mind off it all." He said pleading.

I rolled my eyes and scoffed

"I've heard it all before Valentine, you don't get slack because we work together.."

He sighed and headed for the door.

"Just take the rest of today and tomorrow off then you can come in. She isn't worth all this, she wouldn't have just left if she cared that much. I know it's 'heartbreaking' but it had to be said by someone."

All he could do was let out a sad smile before going.

I felt awful again, it was going to be said sooner or later. She didn't care, only for her career did Tara care. I was getting too into this situation and I had to stop. Mo already thinks I'm going behind Johnny's back with him. Who next, Johnny will be thinking things!