We spent the next three days running for everything that purgatory had to offer. None of us rested for more than minutes, my body ached and I was hungry. I never remembered being hungry before this. I don't even think eating was on my radar.

But being around Dean made me feel a little at ease. Add the angel and vampire to the mix and we had a foursome that could take on just about anything.

"Dean, you need to rest." the angels voice turned soft.

"Damn it Cas. Stop trying to make me sleep. I am fine." Dean snapped at him.

"You need some sleep." I sided with the angel. He shot a glare at me. I smiled sweetly at him. We were wading through water that was waist high.

"God, I want a shower." I said randomly as we pushed through the water towards the other side.

"Sex in the shower." Dean muttered as he looked back at me.

"Yes!" I said throwing my head back and giving a small laugh. Castiel looked back at us and gave a judgmental look.

"Up the hill." Benny pointed up the hill at something. I squinted to see what he was pointing at.

"That is where the portal is." Castiel said looking at us. I looked at Dean who gave a nodding smile at me. We hurried through the water and onto the beach. In our wet clothing, we started the ascent up the mountain side.

I could feel a strong wind pushing me upward. My jacket flew up and sent a chill up my spine. My foot slipped as I was just over the ridge and slipped down.

Castiel turned and grabbed my wrist. He hauled me over the edge and helped me to my feet.

"Thanks." I said looking down and nodding.

"Don't mention it." He said looking at Dean. His face was heavy with grief, he walked forward a little.

I reached out and grabbed his arm.

"What is it?" I asked him quietly.

"Nothing. Never mind." Castiel said looking troubled.

"No, tell me." I held his arm.

"I can't go back." He said looking at me.

"Stop it." I said as I pulled him along. We caught up to Benny and Dean.

The two men had stopped and were looking up at a strange undulating light extending from the sky. It pulsed and weaved with the light breeze.

"Alright, let's do this." Dean said rolling his sleeve up.

"I'm putting a lot of trust in you brother." Benny said looking at Dean. Dean smirked and pulled a knife from his jacket.

"You earned it, man." Dean smiled at him.

Castiel looked around and stared at the sky. I could see him getting tense as he watched Dean cut his arm.

"See you soon." Benny said to Dean. He handed me his machete and smiled. He patted my cheek and nodded.

"Conjunti sumus, unum sumus." Dean said as Benny disappeared. Dean hissed and pulled his sleeve down and looked at Castiel and me.

"Come on." He said rushing us.

As I started to pull my sleeve up, a hard rush of air slammed into us. A set of four Leviathans appeared sneering at us .

"Dean. Take her and go." the angel shouted at us. Cas shoved me at Dean and turned away from us. A leviathan slammed Castiel to the ground.

"Castiel!" Dean shouted. I pulled away from him and swung the machete and took the head off sending black goo flying in the wind.

I could hear Dean screaming as he disappeared into the bluish white tornado.

I swung the blade again and landed is in the middle of the monsters head. Castiel pressed his palm to his forehead sending a white light through the monster. I didn't feel the blow to the back of my head. I felt my body go down and a weight on my chest. I laid in the dirt and tried to open my eyes.

I came to just in time to see a bright white light hovering over me. The body of the leviathan fall away from me. Castiel was standing over me. He reached down and picked me up. He made no sound like I was weightless.

My eyes were fuzzy and my head was pounding. I gripped on to his sleeve.

"Together." I murmured to him.

He nodded then everything went dark. I felt cold air brush over me. A strange sense of relief hit me like a ton of brick.

I woke up on the ground. I stared around at the woods.

I was alone and cold.

"Hello!" I shouted but heard nothing but nature around me.

I pulled the machete out and slowly started to walk away. I walked for what felt like miles. I never saw anyone or frankly anything.

When I didn't think I would be able to walk further, I came across asphalt. I dropped to my knees and placed my palms to the road.

I felt the tears roll down my cheeks and a pressure off my shoulders. I needed to find a shower and a bed, then I wanted to find Dean and Castiel.