Hey Guys! (Gosh I really over use that, don't I?)

By the way guys, this chapter yes is once again based off another episode but this time not word for word, kay?

Before I start (Starting to over use that too...) I just wanna say some great, big, thank you's!

So here they are -

It'sLittleMe - Lol, my mum gives me weird looks all the time, so join the club =D And yeah, tiss funny to say GoldFard and thanks to you I said it out loud to =P though unlike you, no one was around to hear me =D

ChannyLover08 - I'd love to un-confuse you but I can't sorry =) Your just gonna have to wait and see =D

Bri - Updated as soon as I could =D and just keep on believing and the truth will unfold... eventually xDDD

Prettyinpink21 - I'm glad you do =)

randomsmileyperson - Love the awesome name by the way =D The whole reason I wrote this chapter was because I figured it would bring back memories not only for you guys but also cause of the plot line :L Chad at the moment is kinda in denial over the whole Sophie/Sonny resemblance thing going on, so it's nice to be able to see what's going on and how everything is rather de-ja-vu-y. And on that note I gotta say none of what I actually typed just made sense, did it? Oh well, I just wanted to say de-ja-vu-y! xDDD

DannySamLover - I Shall! And yeah, Sophie is rather clever =D

alexatheknight - I'm happy tou think it's different and after the last one - Who I want to be - I wanted this one to be different to, plus as it's the sequel it kinda had to be and it has to be twice as good as the last one!

Kydra002 - You may be dead wrong... Or are you dead right...? Who knows? I don't even know! Or do I...? DUN, DUN, DUN! (By the way, In eight days is soooo good! I'm hooked!)

Cheerr - Nice guess =D But is it right...?

JaY XxXX - Thanks =D and Hmmm :/ ^_^

Disclaimer: Didn't do it last chapter so... I own nothing. Now bugger off your cutting into my story telling time! .

Now on with the Tale! ^_^ (Am I over ususing that too?)

Chad's POV

I entered the cafeteria with my usual swagger, until I stumbled upon strange happenings in the cafeteria and I suddenly became very pissed.

Why? You ask.

Well, I'll tell ya' why.

James Conroy, is why.

James Conroy is back guest starring on Mackenzie Falls, for our Christmas episode. Which is just another version of 'A Chrsitmas Carol', but only, it's a better version because it's Mackenzie Falls style. He's going to be playing the 'Ghost Of Christmas Past'.

But that's not why I'm annoyed, the reason I'm annoyed is that I do believe he is flirting witha certain bubbly brunette, who was dressed in some wacky tea pot costume. Not that I cafre or anything... Pfft.

I hurried over and asked Brenda for a rack of lamb, trying to eavsdrop on Sophie and James' conversation, though I was barely hearing a word due to the comissary being exceptionally busy and loud today.

Brenda hande me over my rack of lamb and I winked at her, she swooned and I walked away slightly weirded out but not weirded out enough to stop getting food off the woman.

"Hey, I got her to make me a rack of lamb," I said butting in and bragging ever so slightly so it wasn't obvious.

"Sweet! I love lamb!"

"Stick with me man, you'll have a good time here." I then turned and pretended to finally notice tea pot girl, "Sophie."

"Chad," She said, throwing me a dirty look.

I turned back to James in order to annoy Sophie further, "Anyways, so there shooting our scene right after lunch we should probably go," I put a hand on james shoulder and pushed him slightly backwards so we could get back to Mack Falls and he could stop flirting with Sonny - I mean Sophie.

"Oh your on Mackenzie Falls this week?" Sophie asked James, which I swear she did just to annoy me. "Lemme guess, stuck up Mackenzie being chased by bad boy bank robber?" She said, touching his jacket. Ugh!

"Lemme guess, life at the boston tea party?" I said a fiercely confident smirk playing on my lips.

"Well, at least my show brings joy to our viewers," She challenged.

I gave her a fake laugh then said, "At least my show had viewers."

Sophie scowled and I grinned on the inside, yes! Point one to Chad!

"Whoa... What's going on here?" James asked looking at both me and Sophie.

"Nothing."

"It's beyond nothing," Sophie said her voice raising an octave, sounding just like...

I frowned slightly before adding, "And it's certainly nothing to be late over. Our scenes up first after lunch." I told James before turning back to Tea Pot, "Sophie."

"Chad," She said with a fake smile.

We both gave fake laughs, one last dirty look each and I walked off, on the inside regretting it because I knew now I was gone James would ask her out.

*********************** That Afternoon ***************************

Tawni had already barged in and told me to get James to back off of Sophie, as Tawni's best friend I felt obliged though there was something else telling me to get James to back off and it wasn't just that I knew that James could be a jerk...

I was currently sat in my dressing room strumming away on my guitar. Ever since the whole Christopher Wilde thing had blown over I had a lot more spare time and I could now just play guitar for fun.

I was in the zone, the song was practically writing itself. Then I realised I didn't need a song any more, I was free. Part of me, yes was happy that I was no longer Christopher Wilde, but I guess the other part missed the rush that came form creating, singing and producing a new song. It was like giving birth to a child of your own, only it probably hurt a lot less than literally giving birth. Sure, depending on the song and how long and hard you were working on it yes you could be left with a few blistered fingers but thats nothing in comparison to squeezing a watermelon sized thing through a hole the size of a pea! At least, that's what Mom says, though sometimes I think she exaggertes a bit.

Nonetheless I carried on with my song up until my phone started to ring. Usually I would have simply ignored it but this time it was different. For you see this time my phone was sounding a ring tone I had not heard in over a year and a half... it was Sonny's ring tone.

I leapt across the room, and dived for my phone. I fumbled with the answer button, adrenaline running through me.

"Hello?" I said, breathing rappidly, my heart was pounding in my chest like a thousand woodpeckers.

"Sonny!" I cired, happy tears rolling down my face.

But as soon as I had been granted that feeling of happiness it had been ripped away from me, the dial tone rang through and I was left with nothing but the sound of an ear piercing beep and my own heavy breathing. I was so happy, I had really thought Sonny was calling me but she wasn't... it was just my cell phone glitching up. I sighed my tears of happiness turning into tears of pain.

"Sonny..." I whispered before falling to my knees and hitting the ground painfully hard, but not caring in the slightest about my soon to be bruised knee caps.

I sat on the floor for quite some time feeling numb, because that's all there was to feel.

Eventually though sense came thorugh and I got up and sat back down on the couch, I picked my guitar back up and looked at it dumbly. Strumming a random chord.

The song I had been writing befor ehad evaporated from my mind but something new came through... Sonny being my new inspiration for the song.

"I shouldn't love you but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move

I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move

I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around, I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all

Before I go

Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around, I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all

Before I go

Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me

And I'm wondering why I've waited so long

Looking back I realize

It was always there just never spoken

I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around, I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all

Before I go

Just so you know"

I sat with my guitar in my hand starring blankly at nothing, before sighing and putting away my guitar and leaving the room and my phoen behind.

As I left I crashed into some brunette walking past my dressing room, "Sorry," I mumbled.

"No it was my fault," A familar but kinda down voice said.

I looked down at the person, realising it was a rather un-perky Sophie, "Hey, what's wrong?" My caring side asked.

"Nothing, don't worry..." She said avoiding my gaze.

"Sophie, don't lie to me. Anyways, shouldn't you be happy since James Conroy just asked you out?"

"I am happy can't you tell?" She shouted at me before running off down the corridor.

Wow, bipolar much?

I shook my head deciding to leave it for a later date.

********************************** Sunday Morning ************************************

What a weekend, huh?

Crashing Sophie's date.

Being Sophie's fake date to crash Tawni's fake date with James Conroy that he didn't know about.

Getting that de-ja-vu-y feeling again. What is it with that feeling? It's practically haunting me! Ugh!

Maybe I'm sick? Or something like that.

I looked over at the pillow next to me. The pillow Sonny had slept next to me on so long ago. Well, okay the pillow she had slept breifly on before settling on sleeping on my chest.

Rolling back over so I couldn't see it was probably the best decision I could make but something kept me looking at it...

********************************* Thusrsday Morning ******************************************

I walked into the prop-house for the first time in days. I hadn't left my house since Saturday and had decided I should probably stop pretending like I was sick because I didn't want to come to work through fear of my phone ringing.

Yes I had two phones, the one I answered regularly was the one that I had abondoned in my dressing room nearly a week ago.

"Chad!" Tawni screeched as I entered the room, she rushed up from the comfy couch and ran to me, flinging her arms around me in a hug. "Where the heck have you been?"

"At home."

"You could have called!" Grady frowned.

"Yeah, we've called you like eighteen times! Maybe more!" Nico added.

"Guy's I'm sorry, I left my phone here last week and I've been sick for the past couple of days," I lied.

"You still could have called!" Tawni pointed out angrily.

"Guys, I'm sorry."

"Fine, your forgiven, but..." Zora began.

"Always a but with you guys."

"Hehe, she said butt," Grady giggled.

I rolled my eyes and looked over at Zora, "Yes?"

"We get to call you Chaddy whenever we want and you can't complain!" Nico said his eyes shining with laughter, the others all agreeing with him in that group way they do.

"Fine."

"Fine," They said together.

"Good."

"Good."

"So we're good?"

"Oh we're so good," All but Tawni and Sophie who wasn't actually in the room said.

I walked over to Tawni and asked teasingly, "Aww, aren't we good Tawn?" Poking her in the ribs jokingly.

"No Chad."

"Aww, why?" I pouted playfully.

"Because we're not Sonny," She said, her voice cracking.

I felt like I'd been punched in the gut, and by my best friend! "T-Tawn -"

"No Chad, you need to accept it."

"Tawni..." Nico whispered, taking a step forward towards Tawni.

"No Nico, he needs to hear this. Chad, I know it hurts but you gotta accept she's gone. Sometimes... sometimes you treat us like we're her, when we're not. We miss her too Chad but..." She said gently, her voice getting quieter as she went on.

"No, go on," I said, biting down hard on my tongue, so I wouldn't cry.

Tawni sighed but continued, "Chad... Ever since Sophie got here you've been acting like she's Sonny. I won't deny there are a lot of resemblances and that somethings have happened since she's got here that a a lot like some times with Sonny but regardless she's not Sonny. As your friend, I'm telling you now that you need to let go, I know that it's hard. I know exactly how it feels -"

"No you don't."

"Yes I do Chad."

"No you don't, because you didn't love her."

"No I didn't Chad. I loved her like a sister. Chad, Sonny was the best thing that ever happened to you but you screwed up and you let her run away. Your just making it worse for yourself and everyone else by trying to replace her."

"I'm not trying to replace her!"

"Yes you are!" Tawni laughed in disbelief. "A part of you believes Sophie is Sonny. She's not Chad. Theres no Hannah Montana moment here. It's not Sonny disgusing herself. Theres no conspiracy and it's time you accept that. If you love us, you'll try to let go."

"But Tawni, I am. I have!"

"No Chad, you haven't! Your still holding onto her, clinging for dear life. Chad moving on is gonna be hard, and it's even harder when your in love with that person, but it's what you've gotta do."

"I can't," I whipspered defeated. "Letting go, is like jumping out of a aeroplane withouth a parachute... I can't do it."

"Chad... can't you see, you just took a crucial step forward by admitting to all of us, that you can't let go?" Tawni smiled softly, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder.

I took as step back and her hand flopped downwards. "I... I gotta go..."

"Chad -" Tawni started walking towards me.

"No," I said, walking backwards. "Just... no..." And with that I left the Randoms behind me.

Tears were threatening to fall again, so I quickened my pace hurrying. I made it to my dressing room but as I reached the door I realised I couldn't go in there. My phone was in there. What if it rang again? I backed away from the door and rushed away, heading to the nearest janitors closet.

I finally made it into the small dark room. I sunk to the floor, letting my tears flow freely, I dug my nails into my skull, the pain was nothing compared to the searing pain in my heart. The cause of the pain?

Myself.

Why because I made her go away.

It was my fault Sonny was gone.

It was my fault my Sonshine had gone out, and the world outside was just as dark as this stupid janitors closet.

It was all my fault...

********************* Authors Note *********************

I felt rather sorry for Chad in this chapter. Poor guys going through so much right now. Maybe I should give him a break? But then... there would be no dram, so nah =P

Hope you guys enjoyed this one. I worked superhard on it xDDD

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