Author's Note: This is the last chapter! I do hope that everyone enjoyed reading this, even if it is extremely depressing. Anyway, this chapter should tie up all lose ends and I can't say more than that without you reading the chapter.


College Life: Senior Year

Kendall managed to learn how to physically beat someone to submission without leaving a bruise, and he planned on testing it on James as soon as he got home. When he opened the door of their apartment he jumped ten feet off the ground because in front of him stood Gustavo and Kelly with red eyes and a piece of paper in front of them.

James returned shortly after Kendall heard the news, and Gustavo and Kelly repeated the process. Kendall couldn't believe it even after hearing it for a second time. 'Logan. Dead. Suicide. Letter.' Kendall's mind kept telling him that it wasn't true, but he knew that Gustavo and Kelly wouldn't lie. James sat there in shock, his eyes focused on Kendall as he cried.

The sun had set for about three hours before Carlos returned, wearing skimpy shorts and no shirt or shoes. He stumbled in the room and reeked of sex. His face changed when he noticed Gustavo and Kelly's presence, Kendall crying and James unresponsive. He knew something had happened.

"I'm so sorry Carlitos. Logan…he-he…." Kendall said before sobbing into the pillow he grabbed from the couch. Carlos didn't have to hear the rest; he knew what had happened to Logan. He died.

Gustavo read the letter that Logan wrote to his previous boss and his friend/boss' assistant.

'Dear Mr. Rocque and Mrs. Wainwright,

I am terribly sorry to inform you that I am dead. Or, rather I will be dead by the time you are reading this letter. You both were amazing to work with and I am happy that you both were in my life. Enclosed you will find three letters, please give them to Kendall, Carlos and James exactly two months from when you received this letter. Knowing my friends, nobody would have told them that I had died so I trust you both to tell them.

Love,

Logan Mitchell'

Carlos couldn't believe that Logan was dead. Kelly handed him an envelope with the name 'Carlos' along with a heart next to it. Carlos read his letter out loud as Kendall, James, Kelly and Gustavo watched him.

'Carlos,

Knowing you would burn the first letter I gave you; I decided to make another one, just for you. First off I don't want you to blame yourself for my suicide, it had nothing to do with you. And if you honestly believe that then you need to burn this letter too. You literally pushed me over the edge, and laughed at me as I fell. You broke my heart and I can't return the favor because I doubt if you even had one to begin with.

Something tells me that you and Mike are over, and that you have probably turned into a slut. You always were itching for the next fuck, I guess it's no surprise how you turned out. In a way I guess I am thankful that you caused all this, I am finally going to be with my mother again. So for that I have to thank you.

I really did love you I hope you know that.

Love always,

Logie Bear'

Carlos immediately burst into tears and fell to the ground screaming Logan's name. Kelly didn't try to comfort him; she blamed him for Logan's death, as did Kendall, James and Gustavo.

Kendall read his letter next, as James held his with kid gloves.

'Kendall,

I don't know if I am psychic, as I doubt such abilities really exist but I think I should say this anyway. Violence is never a solution for ANYTHING. If you love him then you should praise him and make him feel like the only person that matters, not the opposite. Hopefully, if anything the knowledge of my death will change your ways. If this doesn't apply to you then ignore what you just read, as I said before I am not psychic, but I think it needed to be said.

You were always there for me, protecting me from the bullies in my life. Too bad you weren't there to save me from myself.

Love,

Logan'

Kendall cries got louder as he finished the letter. Kelly put her arm around him allowing him to cry into her shoulder. James slowly opened the letter, almost like he was afraid of ruining it by opening it quickly.

'James,

Don't let yourself become a victim. Just because things are like this now, doesn't mean that they will always be. You are in charge of your own future, YOU and no one else.

Please don't let my death affect you too much. I know that you will become an amazing actor/singer/dancer one day; all you need is to believe in your own ability and take the first step into what you want to become. Also, please keep Carlos out of trouble; I have a feeling that he will need some help soon.

Love,

Logan'

James didn't cry, instead he stood up and slapped Carlos across the face and stormed into his room. Normally, Gustavo would laugh, but he felt that this wasn't an appropriate time. A couple minutes later James returned with a new set of clothes on. He changed into a black shirt, black pants and a bright lime green band across his arm, Logan's favorite color. He tossed black clothing to Kendall and Carlos before saying that they were all going to visit Logan's grave.

The five of them stood there, with tears in their eyes while they gave their respects to their beloved friend.

Kelly reminisced about the time Logan read her like an open book. He asked her if anything was bothering her, out of the blue. She lied and said that nothing was but Logan saw right through it. He hugged her and told her that she wasn't doing anyone any good by holding it in. He took her out for lunch while she explained to him that she was fed up with Gustavo.

Gustavo remembered the time when Logan saved his job. Griffin unexpectedly showed up, like normal, except this time he was complaining that Gustavo didn't do any of his invoices right and if he didn't correct them by 6pm then he would be out of a job. Logan volunteered to have them done by 4 at the latest, so when Griffin showed up two hours early the invoices were neatly waiting for him on Gustavo's desk.

James couldn't help but remember when Logan was dealing with his mom's death. Everyday without fail after school Logan would disappear for an hour, and then show up like nothing happened. James got curious as to where Logan went off to so he followed him. He stood outside of the front of the cemetery with a confused look on his face, he had seen Logan run inside but he didn't know why. Ten minutes later James remained outside the cemetery when Logan walked out. Logan didn't notice him standing there so James decided to investigate. He found out that Logan's mom died when he was barley 4 years old.

Kendall didn't want to but he was reminded of the time that Logan was beat up during their first year of high school. Logan came out the year before and people didn't really care because it wasn't like he killed a person. But the jocks on the various sports teams had a problem with Logan's sexuality so they decided to beat him with various sporting items. Kendall happened to be walking by after hockey practice when he noticed a group of people swinging bats, sticks and other various things. When he heard Logan's cry for help, he began defending his friend in the only way he knew how, by attacking the idiots with his hockey stick.

Carlos had a flashback before they became famous, one that he would always think of when he was in a funk. He and Logan were lying on a bed, not doing anything. They were content in each other's embrace, neither one of them wanting to ruin a moment with needless words. Until Logan said three words that summed up his feelings toward the Latino, 'I love you.'

Carlos cleaned up his act and became a successful artist. His art sold for millions and each painting was dedicated to his former lover, Logan. In a small way, Carlos felt that this was his way to apologize for what he done to Logan. That and he remained abstinent since the day at the cemetery, waiting for the day that he and Logan could finally be reunited, if Logan would still want him.

Kendall stopped beating James and started focusing on becoming a professional boxer. He said that if he ever laid a hand on James again that James had every right to walk out of their marriage. It's been almost 10 years since that day at the cemetery and Kendall hasn't touched James in anyway that wasn't consensual.

James landed the lead role in the Broadway musical 'Till I Forget,' a musical about the death of a friend and its effect on the people around him. He wouldn't admit it to Kendall, Carlos, Kelly or Gustavo but those tears on stage were real, he finally cried over Logan's passing. After that performance James landed role after role before becoming a household name and not in the Lohan style.

Gustavo and Kelly finally realized that they loved instead of hated each other and married each other. The boys sang at their reception and were Gustavo's best men.

They wouldn't forget but they realized that it took the sacrifice of their best friend for them to realize how wrong and idiotic they really were.

"Logan Garcia-Mitchell 1987-2010 A friend, lover, band mate and overall the best person in the world." –CG, KK, JD


A/N: There it is, the ending of the most depressing story I ever wrote. I do hope that you enjoyed it! Please let me know how you felt about it.

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