Oh hi guys…
So this is my 4th chapter
Sorry for the very short chapters and the bad cliffhanger so I'm making it at least a tiny bit longer and better (I think) so hope you like this…
Reviews please… love it (awesome!) or hate it (be gentle please)
I don't glee if I did I would be the coolest girl in the world
Blaine POV
Where are dads most of her life? …. they missed so much.
I felt an urged to hug Rachel… if only she was here, she's out buying some stuff …
She'd been through so much… and facing it all alone…no one to be her crying shoulder...to wipe her tears away
I looked at her pictures again… she was all smiles but always same expression… it was like automatic…. It was very optimistic…. Almost too optimistic….it was all fake…a mask but her eyes can't lie… her eyes were anything but happy
Only few…. the ones with her dads were the only pictures that she was actually happy...She was jumping...laughing. ...hugged and kissed by dads…
My heart just melted on how much love they show their love for her…I can see that they care so much for her but why are they always away?…
I look around the rest of the house
the kitchen… well it was very clean and has "warm "feeling …
the living room was full of movies of musicals and oldies…romance and…. Wait … is that a full case DVD's of Harry Potter? ... Wow that was unexpected.
Anyway …. Went upstairs and saw a door with a gold star …I bet it was Rachel's …
I went into the room…. I know this is trespassing…entering someone's room without permission but I am in a very "curiousy" mood and I have nothing to do before Rachel arrives…
And there I was in Rachel's room… It was so different from the Rachel I saw at the park a while ago…it was so cheery and bubbly… I think I'm really gonna like this Rachel…
I look around the room… Kurt's right…it does look like strawberry shortcake…
I saw more pictures of her …only younger…aww little Rachel how cute! ...um *cough*
Any way …and some pictures of her dads… glee members winning sectionals 1st and 2nd… hey there's me and Kurt…he's so adorable in this picture… I mean ... handsome … no wait I mean …ugh never mind *blush*
After getting distracted by pictures…I've noticed that her computer was on…and her Facebook… I stared at it a bit… I saw on the Recents and Newsfeed
Rachel Berry just changed her status from In a relationship to Single
-Santana Lopez likes this
Comment: It's about time hobbit
Okay that was kinda mean… I think I don't like this Santana girl…
Finn Hudson just changed his status from In a relationship to Single
Huh no comments…
I scrolled a bit more …
I feel bad about this…I mean invading her privacy like some kind of a worried dad or should I say brother but I have to know what's going on
I clicked on her videos … it was full of Broadway songs sang by her… I listened to it... she was amazing… I didn't noticed the comments below until the video was finished
Most were very insulting…. Manhands, RuPaul, freak…. You name it...she was amazing on her performance and they all knew it … why do they have to be so mean? …just because she was different…
I felt a sting in my heart… It reminded me of my old self once in my own school...Sure… she was not gay and Kurt and I almost had the same experience in our old school and we are now in same school but there is something about her that is alike to mine…. We were alone…lonely …no friends to really try to understand us, both our parents are not so much around and the pain of all the insults and bad names just for being different… we are almost the same…
Before I catch myself cry… fortunately I caught it and left the computer alone…
Then I noticed the radio with a tape in it …I was so curious so I decided to turn it on...I started to listen to it…
Hello baby... this is your mom… this song pretty much says it all… I dream a dream in time gone by….
This is from her mom? Oh my god!
I heard the door opened….it was Rachel "Blaine? Where are you? I bought some food"
I started to panic… I immediately turn the radio off and got out of her room...
I rushed downstairs…."hi Rachel... I was just looking around … you got a beautiful room"
Rachel smiled at me" Why thank you Blaine. ...that is sweet of you"...Phew she hasn't notice what I just found out…
She was very formal… Kurt said that it was normal for her to be formal but I think that it's not it… It was like her mask... her defense mechanism...
She built up walls so that no one can see her vulnerability… her protection …her sadness and I need to let her walls down to be herself… …
She cooked dinner while I offered to fix the table…
She's really good cook... the food was delicious
Our conversations are mostly light…. School activities, music, movies… Harry potter…, boys…um Kurt…. Which a bit uncomfortable for me giving a teasing look that says" come on Blaine I know you like him… ask him out already!"
She's actually funny, sweet and down to earth girl once you get to know her …
It was getting late… so I better get back to the dorm before curfew...
I helped her clean up…wash the dishes…
Gave each other a hug…. "Well I'll see you later Rachel" kissing forehead
"Bye Blaine " giving a loving smile but her brown eyes look like a little girl that had just lost her favorite teddy bear…
My heart felt like it had been stung… as I look at her one last time... Went to my car …
Ever since then Rachel mostly spend time with Kurt and Blaine… well mostly Kurt… Rachel and Kurt are like siblings... Almost alike except on their fashion sense….but they so alike that it's freaky…like their really are related
She's now closer to Kurt than Mercedes…fortunately she's not complaining…she's not a jealous type…
Rachel always visits Dalton Academy every Tuesdays and Thursdays… days when there is no glee practice much…
Kurt and Blaine … Wes and David …like her visits to Dalton… she always bake them sweets… cakes, sweet pastries, cookies, brownies… man she was like turning them into sweet baked desert craving monsters… but they didn't care even Kurt … she can even make a mean caramel flan.
FLASHBACK
RACHEL'S FIRST VISIT TO DALTON
"Excuse me? I'm looking for my friend Kurt Hummel, he goes to school here ,do you know where he is?" she ask the dark haired Asian boy…. Wes and the dark colored boy… David
Wes smiled at her "oh hello … you must be Rachel Berry… I'm Wes by the way …this is David." Both smiled at her which she awkwardly smiles back to them…
Before she knew it both boys took both her hands pulled her to somewhere" come on don't be shy… we'll take you to him his in his room probably watching some Disney movie" both smirked at her… she giggled when the said that to her
Finally...They arrived at Kurt's room door
Wes and David didn't even bother to knock to the door… instead they just barged in the room pulling Rachel with them… which made her almost tripped…good thing she have a good sense of balance or else she would have a less graceful entrance
Rachel looks around the room…. So amazed of its beauty…. She was like in a castle…if only she was a boy she would enroll here right this minute.
She was happy for Kurt…but she can't help herself not to be jealous of him…he got an amazing school, great friends who accepts him for who he is no matter what…
Still admiring the wonderful architecture… a countertenor voice came...
"Oh hi Rachel! It's so nice to see you here!" he said optimistically.
"Kurt! I finally found you" running towards to boy ,hugging him tightly ..too tight
"Rachel I can't breathe…" Rachel giggled as he let's go of Kurt" Sorry it's just I thought it will be a good idea to come visit you here…but I got lost...I don't know where to go... .thank god I saw two of your friends here..." saying it in a very cute childish voice
then facing the other two boys who accompanied her"Wes …David… thank you"
"You're welcome" both boys said to her" a friend of Kurt's is a friend of ours especially to girls as pretty as you are" Rachel blushed as she heard it and giggled
"Oh I almost forgot… I brought something…it's a cake I baked them myself I hope you like it"
The three boys were so amazed of how wonderful her baking skills are… they haven't even tasted it yet and they already know how delicious it is…
"Rachel…I didn't know you bake" Kurt said to Rachel before he took a bite from his own slice of strawberry custard cake she made.
The three boys took a bite of the cake at the same at time and as the sweet desert went into their mouths …. They were sure they just heard an angel sang and went to heaven.
"Oh sweet baby Jesus" Wes said in admiration
"Will you marry me Rachel?" David suddenly said to her… Wes, Kurt and Rachel just laugh
"this is so good Rachel" Kurt said ..nodding with the two boys in agreement.
Then another boy entered the room. " hey Kurt! What's goin—oh! Why hello Rachel nice to see you again" gave the girl a hug
"Hey Blaine nice to see you too" smiling to the older boy
"what are those?" Blaine ask the three boys who are enjoying their cake
"It's a cake made by Rachel. It's so good" Kurt answered then continued to enjoy his desert.
"here you go" Rachel offered Blaine a piece.
He took a bite… as he put the sweet desert to his mouth…. His eyes became wider
"Oh my god!" his mouth still full of cake...Suddenly gave Rachel a hug "Where have you been all my live?"
"Oh in a room that looks like a strawberry short cake in Ohio" she said jokingly
All laughed…
End Flash back
But this Tuesday is different… Rachel wasn't in Dalton…
Instead a phone rang from Kurt's phone …but Kurt left it from his room.
Thankfully Blaine went to his room to get something from Kurt's room…
He quickly answered the phone when he recognized the ring tone…Rachel was calling..
"Hello Rachel" he answered
"Blaine? Where's Kurt?" it's sound like it's shaking" Can I talk to him?"
Blaine became concerned at the sound of her voice" I'm sorry he's busy right now.. What's wrong?"
He heard her crying…" Blaine… Help me…"
"Rachel… Where are you?" he started to get worried
"school..." Rachel answered…her voice started to choke
"I'll be right there Rachel" he hung up … ran outside the school.. rushing to his car…
What happened to Rachel? ...
To be continued... Stay tuned
