Just a short update! :) I don't want you guys to wait.
After that faithful night, I spent my nights crying in frustration. Why couldn't Spencer love me? Why couldn't Spencer choose me? My attitude in the daytime was totally different though. I smiled and acted like everything was okay, but inside my heart I was really breaking. My nights were spent going over to Spencer's house. We had fun and everything but it always would end with her telling me about ALISON and like an idiot I always gave her advice.
Until one day I was walking home and I saw Alison and she was with a girl except that girl WASN'T Spencer. It was someone else. I thought to myself, "Is Alison cheating on her?" But I didn't want to jump to conclusions so I just kept things in mind. When I got home that night I went onto my bed and did the usual routine. I buried my head into my pillow and cried. But this night was different. I wasn't only crying for me, I was crying for Spencer.
My God I prayed while sobbing I did not want to discover that Alison was cheating on Spencer because she's the reason Spencer is happy. I don't care about myself and my own happiness all I care about is Spencer. Sometimes I wonder WHY DO I LOVE HER?
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