I have been really excited to write this chapter and overall it is the longest chapter I have ever written in my fanfiction life, and I kind of personally like longer chapters when I read fanfic. Like the ex factor, now they are some meaty chapters.
I really hope you like it, please please review guys.
This chapter is also dedicated to Daddy's Little Cannibal, who will be missed. ;(
I have added some links onto my profile that will be useful while, reading this chapter, especially Embers by just jack- man I love that song right now. Listen to it and then maybe the dance I tried to write out should be easier to imagine, seen as I am not personally going to dance fore everyone.
All links for music and things should be on my profile.
This is the last chapter of the past, I can't wait to write the next couple. I already have ideas buzzing around my head..
All I Ever Wanted
Bella
"Are you going to tell me, what to look out for in your audition?" Alice probed me as we walked round the campus together. Esme and Carlisle had gone off shopping and were hoping to sneak in to see my performances.
Edward and Emmett were following around with my bag, commenting on the sports facilities of the university and Emmett generally pulling it down. We stopped outside some accommodation, in a queue to go in. Emmett wolf-whistled behind me, so I turned round to give him an evil glare and see the poor girl which was obviously his next target.
"What? she was..hot." He replied pointing to a tall blond which had passed.
I leaned back to see her face and who she was with, instantly recognising her.
"What the blonde? Rosalie Hale. You have no chance." I choked out.
"You know her?"
"Hell yeah, Edward knows who she is, she is the best violinist in... like the country."
"Yep, she is amazing. Was a special guest at some recital we were in. But I don't ..think.. you went, were you washing your hair or something?" Edward replied backing me up. "Totally, out of your league, dude. She told me she wanted to go to Oxford and daddy's like a millionaire."
"Not your type, Edward?" Emmett asked trying to see if there was any competition.
"No, too high maintenance like Alice and I'm getting put off with blondes and strawberry blondes, they expect too much."
"What the hell, your way too picky, Edward. If you like a girl, go for her."
"And you think she's into you?"
"Guess we can ask her now." I nodded behind Emmett, to Rosalie coming our way.
"Hey guys, what are you doing down here in London, Edward was it you who wolf-whistled?" She was mainly talking to me and Edward.
"Nah, it was Emmett, can't control his mouth sometimes." Edward choked next to Emmett who now looked like he had been slapped in the face.
"I have a scholarship audition, for the Music and Dance program."
"That's great, I'm sure you'll get in. Between you and me, I know they have been secretly waiting for you to come down here."
"Yeah, right. Do you have an audition?" Please don't say you have one, I will be dead meat against you.
"No, I have already been accepted, I'm supporting my friend Angela in the audition with a few others, but I'm also here, because they just wanted me to come in and scare a few of you lot off. Don't worry your safe, trust me." She smiled warmly to me.
"I thought you wanted to go to Oxford?" Edward asked.
"I did last year, but I didn't really like it. I dropped out after a few months, so I worked for my dad. This time daddy wanted me closer to home, so I don't drop out or anything. Plus, I can walk to his offices." Emmett creased up laughing when she said daddy.
Rosalie turned round to Emmett smacking him with her blonde hair and looked him up and down.
"Sorry, my brother is a bit idiotic. He doesn't want me to come down here, so he's trying to annoy everyone."
"Hmm," She turned back to me and Alice, "Are you Edward's sister then? You look a lot like him, ooh, I love your jeans, are they diesel?"
"Yep, Edward's sister, Bella's partner in crime." She smacked the top of her jeans, "Unfortunately, my jeans aren't diesel. I cheap version though."
"I love them still," Rosalie commented again, bending down to see the stitching.
"Okay, Rosalie this just looks weird. You that close to my sister's crotch, people are going to start staring."
"Whatever Edward. Emmett just wishes this was him."
We all burst out laughing, Emmett looked pissed off. Never had a girl embarrassed him this much, this way.
"So are your parents here, Rose?"
"God, no. Dad would have a fit, if he saw what I was dancing. Mum went shopping...." She looked back over to someone in her group who was shouting at her. "Sorry guys, I have to go, but I'll see in the auditions."
We carried on going round the university and then were led into the performance halls.
Alice and I followed the tour guide backstage while the boys sat down in the stalls.
We sat down in the girls locker-room on some benches, surrounded by other girls rushing around in swishy dresses.
"Okay, Alice. Lets see this baby." I squealed.
"I swear this will knock them dead." She said pulling out a small amount of material out of the bag, and holding out in font of her. "What do you think?"
"Shit, Alice why don't you just make me go out in a plastic bag?"
"..Because I think a bag, would be too small. Edward and Esme helped pick it out, they said it would look amazing, with the piano and the backdrop."
Four tall girls walked passed with an electric cello and violins, wearing what looked like navy blue bags that I had just been talking about.
I looked them up and down and noticed one to be Rosalie, who just saw me in the corner of her eye.
She spun round, and bending down to give me a hug. Which I was a little surprised about.
"Girls, meet Bella Swan, one of the best piano players and dancers I know.."
"No, I'm not that good," I said shaking me head.
"I think you are, anyway we have to get on the stage. But this is Angela," pointing out a tanned girl next to her wearing glasses, "who is after another scholarship, only for music though, and Lauren and Jessica, but they aren't going to be coming here."
All three waved at me, and then made their excuses to go to the stage.
"They were sweet, well Angela and Rosalie, the other to were bitches." Alice commented as they left.
"Eh, they hardly said anything, how can you tell that."
"I can see it in their eyes." I shook my head at her, she was a nutter sometimes. But usually right, with what she thought about people.
Alice passed me the dress, I stood up and started to strip down. I squeezed into the dress and then was passed some shoes. Well I say shoes, more like stilts.
"What the fuck are these, do you want me to fall off the stage or trip over something." I screamed out over some wailing, attempt to be an opera singer.
"S T F U, they will look amazing with your dress." She forced them on to my feet and got me to stand up.
The girl came into the room, who had just been singing bawling her eyes out, and the audience started to applaud in the hall.
"She was shit anyway, I could do better." Alice whispered over to me.
"Come on lets see Rosalie," I pulled Alice up, tottered over to the stage door and looked out on to the stage.
It was true the girls looked amazing, I could see Emmett in the crowd, his mouth open, large enough to catch incoming flies. Edward was too his side, and so me and Alice. He smiled and waved at the too of his, his mouth hung open but only when he saw what I was wearing.
Angela stood in the middle of the stage and the other three stood at the far side of the stage. She nodded to the other girls, and the cello player started up with a low beat and then the other ones started up.
As the music started to progress and build up, more mouths started open. Even without the other three, Angela was really good. Which actually made me nervous.
"Alice, have you thought, what your going to do if I do come here?" I whispered.
"A little, I want to come with your here. Be your right hand...woman. Maybe see if I can apply for somewhere here, get an intern-ship or a job."
"Seriously?"
"Yeah, bells. You and my brother will be down here. Who knows what you'll get up to with him." She winked at me, and smiled.
"What do you mean?"
"He fucking adores you Bella. I'm going to sit down, Good luck." She kissed my cheek and skipped off.
I carried on listening to the music, feeling sicker by the second.
I felt a warm hand on my bar shoulder, I turned round to see Edward. Alice had replaced him in the audience. I pulled him further backstage, so not to be in the way.
"Hi."
"How are your feeling?"
"I'm shitting myself listening to Angela."
"Your on next, right?"
I nodded, how the hell was I going to calm down.
"Just think of it as any other performance, we have done before. Except Emmett's here and he is not going to give a toss, what it sounds like. My parents are here, Alice is there and I'm here."
I started to object but he held up his hand.
"Bella your parents are watching," he moved his hand to my chest, "They are in here, and they love every minute of your performances."
"Yeh, think?"
"Sure, silly Bella."
He flung his arms around me, nearly knocking my of my feet and squeezing the air out of me.
Lately he was being overly weird, like really close to me, more than ever. Maybe it was just with the whole emotional thing I had been going through. But, every time he got to touch me, he took it and savoured it.
"Shit edward, let go of me..your strong."
"Excuse me, Miss Bella Swan your on next. Would you like to go on the stage." Someone asked taping me on the shoulder.
"Sure," I looked back at Edward, "Thanks Edward, for everything. Over the last few days, I have been thinking that Emmett is not going to realise that I will leave him someday, that I'm not is little sister anymore, who needs a minder. I'm never going to see my parents alive again, your family is like my family now. I have now learnt to move on and make a thing for myself."
"So your going to play your heart out?"
"I sure am." I smiled at him, and another emotion took over me.
I leant over to him, I was just bellow eye level even with the heels. I pulled his head towards me and smashed my lips onto his. They were warm and fit perfectly to mine. I wanted to carry on, but people would be waiting. I pulled away, to see Edward's shocked face and smiled again.
The audience applauded as Angela finished and left the stage and then I was called on.
"Miss Bella Swan?"
I walked steadily on to the stage, into the middle.
"What will you be playing today, Miss Swan?"
"It's my own composition," I answered confidently.
"And what has inspired this composition?"
I took a deep breathe, this was going to be hard to explain, "My parents were recently killed, and this composition conveys my emotions leading up to it and throughout the aftermath. It is dedicated to the five people, who are with me today, who helped pull me through the.. the situation."
"Okay, Thank you."
Edward
I had been watching Bella practise for the past 3 months whether she knew it or not.
I listened to her playing her music while I was in my room, the piano echoed all through the house and even though the music, she played was ...morbid, and sad. It sound really good, my parents loved that she was playing music again, none of us had heard her play in a while as she practised at college.
Watching her dancing was different, I never heard the music she was listening too, and I don't think I ever saw the full piece when she practised around the home.
So, I was excited as the rest of the family, to listen and watch, her performance.
But my emotion toward Bella had changed a lot recently, hanging out with her in November, when her parents left brought us closer and the watching her practise connected us even more. Bella had grown up a lot, and grown on me.
But she was still Emmett's little sister and Alice's Best friend. The way she just kissed me made my feelings stronger, and now I was just getting confused. I walked back to my seat, my parents had snuk in and Alice was sat down.
Bella walked onto the stage, as Rosalie and the others left.
"Alice what the fuck is my sister wearing?" Emmett's eyes bulged out of his head.
"It's called a dress, Emmett. It wasn't just me who picked it out, Esme and Edward picked a few options out."
"Oh did they, did you think to ask me?"
"No Emmett, because you would have her in trousers and a baggy jumper. We need to show off her gorgeous legs and her boobs. What do you say, Edward." Alice punched me in the side.
"Hmm."
"...composition conveys my emotions leading up to it and throughout the aftermath. It is dedicated to the five people, who are with me today, who helped pull me through the.. the situation." Bella stated from the stage, the lecturers nodded from their seats.
"Okay, Thank you."
"Oh, she didn't have too." My mother gasped from her seat.
Bella sat down at the piano which was now in the centre of the stage, wiggled her feet about a little before resting them on the foot peddles and scaled her fingers in the air (as her ritual before resting them on the keys.)
People had started to hold their breathe in the audience around me including my parents.
Her fingers flowed over the keys, like someone touch typing on a computer. Her fingers touched the keys light and then started to slow down and getting darker after a minute, obviously getting to the part where her parents died. Then she stopped for a second and picked up again, with soft tones.
I looked over to my mum, who was wiping her eyes already, Carlisle was holding her hand. I already could feel parts of my heart melt away, even to me as strong as I can be sometimes. Alice was just smiling all the time, not showing how she felt, and Emmett sat there with his hand over his mouth.
The music began to pick up again, I looked round to some of the audience and they were all either wiping there eyes or smiling too.
Bella carried on playing, and then started to quieten down until her playing was like a whisper and stopped.
The lecturers at the front nodded to each other, while the audience clapped. All five of us stood up and clapped closely followed by the rest of the audience, as she walked off the stage.
Esme and Carlisle pushed passed us and rushed backstage followed by emmett. Either going to complain about the dress, or congratulate on how awesome she played (as he had never heard her live before).
Another singer came on and started wailing again.
Alice leant over to me as we sat back down, "So, what happened backstage then?"
"How do you mean?"
"Did Bella say anything to you?"
"She said, that she has been thinking, Emmett is not going to accept the fact that she is growing up, she will never see her parents again. We are her new family now, and she was going to kick ass here."
"That all?"
"yes, what more did you expect?" Did she know that Bella was going to kiss me?"
"No, should we go and see when bella's up for dancing. This singer is giving me ear-ache."
"Me too."
Bella
"That was awesome Bella," Rosalie met me off the stage and pulled me into the locker rooms, before I could be accosted by anyone else.
"Seriously?" I wasn't that convinced, I swear I messed up a little.
"Yeah, people were actually crying."
"What crying it was that bad?"
"No.." Rosalie got cut off by Emmett barging into me and lifting me off the floor.
"Emmett, put me down please. You don't want to hurt me, I still have to dance."
"Sure squirt but, that was amazing. The parentals are welling up out there." He put me back down on the floor.
"Oh Bella, that was...it was...gorgeous, unreal...indescribable." Esme pulled me into a hug and then Carlisle came round and hugged the two of us. "The most emotional, beautiful thing I have heard in a while... I can't speak." She wafted her face.
Alice pulled herself into the middle of the group hug and squeezed my hand, while Edward came behind and hugged me round the waist which was a surprise to me and Alice.
"Gorgeous," Edward whispered into my ear, not really knowing how I'm supposed to process that.
"Okay, quit with the hugging thing. There is still the fact that Bella might as well have gone out there in her pants."
"Oh Shut the fuck up, Emmett. What have I told you?" Alice scolded.
I got pulled out of the hug and in front of Emmett. Rosalie was leaning against the locker watching and Edward sat next too Emmett.
Alice smacked my legs.
"Ow," I complained.
"She has freaking long pins," She turned me around and then smacked my arse, "A great arse," I got turned around, and pointed at my chest "...and great boobs, Emmett. Get over yourself, your little sister is not that little anymore.
"Have you stopped feeling me up, Alice?" I asked.
Alice ignored me and looked at Rosalie, "what do you say Rosalie?"
who was in an equally skimpy navy blue dress.
"I agree with Alice, I mean Bella has it. She should flaunt it." Emmett looked like he could kill us all, but what did he know. He was only a guy.
That discussion was soon over and then I had to get ready to dance. Although this time, I sent everyone to go and watch Rosalie, for Emmett to really see a girl dancing.
She told me earlier that she was dancing to Eric Prdyz, which could only mean one song.
Edward
Again, I was nervous for bella. None of us knew what her dance was like or what she was going to wear, she simply sent us all to come and watch some of the other dancers and Rosalie. Especially Rose, apparently Emmett definitely had to watch Rose. I had a feeling what Bella meant, when she said Emmett should definitely watch rose.
Rose walked onto the stage in a black leotard, with fluorescent pink leg warmers, belt and head band and carrying a roll up yoga mat.
"Oh my god, she is not." Alice whispered over to me
"Oh yes she is." Emmett cried as the music kicked in, starting up with a heavy techno beat.
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Bella stood in the middle of the stage, with her eyes closed waiting for the music to start.
A fast instrument started up and bella started moving.
She moved her body, to the side as she stood on her toes and leant to one side and then stretched up and to the opposite side.
Soft clapping started up in the music and Bella bobbed her head as her arms and legs moved simultaneously and randomly.
She stretched out again and then sank down to here knees as the singing started. She moved in to the splits, which got an 'ohh' from the audience, moved her leg back to meet the other one rolled up onto the tops of her shoulders.
The facts and the
figures,
They Overwhelm and stifle,
everything that you thought
you knew.
She rolled back into the splits and moved the opposite leg and faced the other side and rolled up onto her shoulders again.
The facts and the
figures,
They Overwhelm and stifle,
from the very first breath
you drew.
She rolled back into the splits and moved the opposite leg and faced the other side and rolled up onto her shoulders again. From there she rolled up, up over her head and stood back up.
The facts and the
figures,
They Overwhelm and stifle,
and the petty decisions
that you think make a difference.
She
stood one leg and and spinned vertically round still on on foot
So tiny that they
blow away like dust.
They Overwhelm and
stifle,
and the petty decisions that you think make a difference.
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It was so hard to describe what she did while on the stage, it was different to the other dancer we watched, Bella's was more contemporary, to the fake representations of ballet. Which had obviously be pre-fed to them by some teacher.
As she finished once again, everyone stood up and applauded. Me and alice took of backstage to meet her from her final audition.
She saw us as we walked through the door, ran up to me jumping up, wrapping her legs around my waist and arms around my neck.
"How awesome was it?" She screamed at my ear and Alice behind me.
"Mum's crying again and Emmett hasn't quite got over what he saw Rosalie do." Alice replied.
"Yeah I think he might be sat in that seat a while, until he calms down." I muffled through Bella's hair, even after prancing around the stage it smelt gorgeous, I could smell it all night.
She jumped down from me, hugged Alice, then grabbed a towel and the clothes she had been wearing before.
"I can't believe it, the composition went okay I think I slipped up a few times. But the dance, I tried to make it simple and effective, and it rocked! People actually like it."
Rosalie came up to us holding a towel, "Guys, some of us are going clubbing tonight, will you be able to come?"
Bella and Alice looked up at me, knowing my parents would allow them to if I went with them too.
"Yeah go on, but we are getting the train early in the morning, you know."
"Great, we meet you in your hotel lobby. Make sure you get Emmett to come, have a lot more moves to show him."
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I still didn't understand why girls took so long to get ready. After the auditions, we all went shopping. Esme and Carlisle took off together while the four of us wondered around the shops. Bella was now as energetic as Alice, we tried on clothes which we would never wear in a million years and forced us in to shops we would never go in.
Emmett looked like he was at home, when we wondered into the various bra areas of shops which featured huge images of women, just wearing there underwear, covering whole walls.
We finished off the afternoon, by meeting up at a Chinese restaurant. Never before had we laughed so much in a while.
Now both me and Emmett were sat on my sisters bed while the two of them raced in and out of the bathroom. They went in, in one dress, coming out in another and then came back out again, in the first dress. Hair was straightened, curled and then straightened again. Until they both finally came out.
Alice wearing a short polka dot dress which looked more like something she would sleep in and Bella wore a tight fitting black and silver dress, a bit like the one earlier she wore for her composition.
Despite the fact I was slightly pissed with what Alice was wearing, she was my little sister and I was looking at Alice like Emmett looked at Bella earlier. Bella was hot, I couldn't care less that she was Emmett's little sister and Alice's best friend.
"Fuck Alice, should we all just go to bed, 'cos you look like that's where your going."
"Get a grip, Edward." She snapped.
"Now you know how it feels, for your sister to be dressed to..kill." Emmett smirked at me and Alice, forgetting what Bella was wearing.
"Guys can we just go, please. I have been waiting for tonight for so long." Bella sighed moving towards the door.
"Don't let me get started on you, sis." Emmett snapped.
Both girls looked horrified at the two of us.
"Fuck the both of you, you always have to spoil things." Bella hissed at us, if we were somewhere else she would have shouted I swear. She flung open the door walking out, followed by Alice, who simply shook her head.
"Man now she is going to be pissed at me all night!"
"I started it off?" I replied.
"Well, yeah you did," we walked out of the room locking it behind us, and down the corridor into an empty lift, "I just... since mum and dad, well you know. I feel that I should be protecting her more, watching her every move, making sure she doesn't trip. Edward I cannot lose my sister, she is my only real family now. You know what I mean?"
"Sure, anyone would feel that. I think your just watching a bit too closely, being over-protective. I tell you what, swap sister's tonight. I'll look out for Bella, you keep an eye on Alice. It will give us all a break from each other."
"Great Idea Ed, because loves to piss me off too."
We stepped out of the lift into the lobby.
"Yeah, well don't react because then you will have no-one to look after." I replied as we walked over to the sofa's, where Bella was stood. She moved to the side as she saw us.
"Well hello, Miss Hale," Emmett whispered under his breathe.
"Remember, your also meant to be watching Alice, not just Rosalie." I reminded him as we approached them. Bella and alice were both stood up next to, another blonde and a brunette.
"Are we off then?" Emmett asked, casually snaking his arm around Rosalie (the blonde) who raised her eyebrow, as I stood near Bella. We were about the same height now, with the killer shoes Alice once again forced her into. The other girl was angela from earlier on.
"Sorry, your not going to make a scene are you? Don't you think Rosalie might get a bit cold or something, with what she is wearing?" Bella hissed at us again.
All four looked at me and Emmett, obviously they knew what had just happened.
Emmett stuttered a little, seen as he was the one who had the whole dress-y thing anyway.
He moved his arm, to check her out. "Well I guess, she's a little under-dressed. But..."
"Oh save your breathe, shit bag. Lets go."
We all moved towards the revolving doors and out onto the street. The area we were in was inner-city London, so it wasn't really that far to walk. Rosalie strolled out in front, probably testing out Emmett, who instantly wrapped himself around her as they walked.
Alice and Angela settle in the middle probably in some major discussion about shoes, leaving me and Bella at the back.
"Your not going to piss me off tonight, are you?" She asked.
"Why? Do I ever?"
"That little stunt you pulled in the hotel room didn't help matters. Did It?"
"No, but it was too Alice. Who actually does look like she's wearing a nightie." I looked over to Bella, who smirked.
"Yeah, when she put it on I did ask her what else she was thinking of wearing. That dress, isn't really my cup of tea. What do you think to what I'm wearing?"
I looked up and down her properly for the first time tonight, without getting shouted out.
"Very nice." I nodded, not wanting to be too eager.
"So, your not going to tell me I'm not wearing enough."
"I can't judge you can I? I'm not your brother, boyfriend," though I wouldn't mind if it wasn't weird, "cousin or anything. Just the guy next door."
"So, as the guy, next door...?"
"I think you look... gorgeous. Okay, and by the way I'm kinda looking out for you tonight. Emmett is watching Alice."
She sighed loudly, so I could hear, "Great so if its not my brother-"
"Seriously, I'm not going to piss you off. Just if you want me I'm going to be around."
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I sat at the bar, stuck. I was done dancing, watching Emmett and Rosalie making out, drinking and whatever else I should be doing. Bella, alice and angela were dancing, apparently not satisfied with the quality of men in london. It was one in the morning, I was tired, I took to counting the amount of bottles and glasses were on the shelves behind the bar.
Three girls brushed passed me, to the bar.
"Six shots of tequila," one shouted.
"No, no only four. I wanna go back now." I looked over to see the familiar girls. Bella, alice and Angela. Bella looked tired while the others, were obviously just getting started.
"Five, Just have one Bella, please?"
"Fine, whatever"
"Bella?" I touched her arm, she lifted her head up to be smiling slightly, with droopy eyes.
I turned on the stool to face her, as she put her palms above my knees.
"Edward, take me back please. I'm tired and the guys are all drunk and ...ugly." She turned in disgust, as one moved passed checking her out.
"Bella, your shot." Angela shouted over her head.
She turned round, picked up the small glass, lifted it to her lips, threw her head back, emptying the glass and then slammed it on the bar.
"Please."
"Are you sure you want to go?"
"Yes."
"Alice, are you two all right, together. Emmett's somewhere here." I motioned around the dark club.
"Yeah, we'll wait for them two to peel off each other." She nodded, smiling.
I jumped down from the stool, grabbing Bella sweaty palm.
"Should we go try and tell Emmett, we are off?" I asked her as we moved through the crowds.
"Your my guardian, Edward?" She replied cheekily.
"Your right, lets get out of here." I pulled her quicker out of the club onto the cool street.
We wondered in the direction of the hotel, not really that eager to get there anymore. She shivered a little as we walked hand in hand. Just as friends, I swear.
"Come here, Bella," I pulled her closer to me and hung my arm round her shoulder.
"Edward, are you excited for Chelsea?"
"I am, but I'm nervous about what will happen while I'm away. How much trouble Emmett's going to get into-"
"I don't think you need to worry that much. As you have seen today, we all look out for each other, although some look out more than others."
"Are you excited for the London, Bella?" I asked her.
"I don't know if I'm coming here yet, do I?"
"I think you had your place before you came down for the audition."
"Hmm, your not going to dis-own use are you? You know if you do get in the team, make it big." She asked after a long pause, she had obviously been thinking about the question for long enough.
"Yeah, like that's easy enough. Alice wants to move down to London too, doesn't she?"
"Yeah, she might have mentioned it earlier today." We entered the hotel and into a waiting lift.
As the lift door closed and we started moving up the floors, I pulled her to face me.
"You know that you are the hardest person to forget right? The hardest person to piss off, to break apart, but the person easiest to love."
Her eyes twinkled and her breath hitched up.
I took her face in my hands and brought her lips to mine, just as she had earlier in the day. I wanted more, I missed the feeling of her soft lips on mine.
She pushed her small hands into my hair and pulled me closer to her, smashing our faces closer.
The lift dinged when we reached our level, like a light-bulb flicking on in my head.
I pulled her away roughly, "Sorry, I can't do this." I whispered, running off to my room and closing the door tightly behind me.
It was a mistake, I kissed Emmett's little sister. I enjoyed it, and wanted more, but it was something I couldn't have. It was wrong to have.
