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Chapter 3: What Do I Do Now?

0o Three Days Later, sometime in the morning o0

0o Bella's Point Of View o0

BEEP!

BEEP!

BEEP!

What. The. Fuck?! I rolled over on my bed to the alarm clock and threw the piece of fucked up trash somewhere, hopefully and sufficiently smashing it against the wall or something. I cracked an eye open to see a pile of metal on the floor across the room.

Serves the evil alarm clock right.

Dude, it's just a machine! Seriously?! You are getting revenge on a piece of metal that isn't even alive?! I think you need a therapist.

That was when Isa decided to pop into my head and started nagging me.

Shut the fuck up!

No, I will not 'shut the fuck up'. Quit lying around and get up, you have school today, Church Bells.

Oh, how nice of you. Thank you so much for the lovely nickname!

Would you rather me call you Man Balls instead? She asked sweetly as she batted her eye lashes.

Why am I talking to a little voice in my head?

'Cause you love me!

I sighed, ignoring Isa, and got out of bed. I yawned sleepily and stretched my legs. Walking out of my room, I went into the bathroom, not bothering to bring any clothes. I already had my pj's on.

Once I was naked, I hopped into the shower and turned on the tap. It took a little while for it to get warm, but when it did, I was relishing in the warmth.

I slowly washed my hair with my favorite strawberry shampoo and then my body with lavender soap. After about twenty minutes I turned off the tap and got out of the shower, wrapping myself in a big fluffy white towel. Walking back to my room and closing the door, I took my towel off and walked to my small dresser.

Putting on my bra and panty set, I walked over to my wardrobe. I pulled out a black AC/DC t-shirt and put it on, and then I got a pair of black skinny jeans and did the same with those.

I went over to the window to check if Charlie was still here. Unfortunately, he wasn't. I shook my head and walked to the full length mirror that Charlie bought me. Satisfied with my look, I grabbed my backpack and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

What to eat, what to eat? That is the question. I opened the cupboard and got a box of cereal, grabbed milk out of the fridge, and located a spoon and a bowl. I poured the cereal and then the milk. I walked out of the kitchen and into our small dining room with my food. Sitting down, I began eating my breakfast and thinking about the last three days.

I haven't seen the family, except for Edward, since my birthday, not even in school. Ever since the 'incident', Edward was acting really weird. He wouldn't talk to me unless I asked him a straight up question.

Oh my god, Bella! You are so fucking blind! Don't you get it?! They are going to leave you like trash and leave you to that psycho bitch Victoria!

What do you mean, Isa?! Of course they won't leave me, they are my family!

Think again, you stupid hoe! You have not seen any of them for the last three days, and Edward hasn't even said one sentence to you since your birthday. Doesn't that sound a little suspicious to you?! She barked in my head.

Oh my god! They are going to leave me! They can't leave, well, they can, but Jasper can't. If he does, I know I'll fall apart. Just thinking about him leaving makes my heart clench with burning pain.

Dude! Stop being such a fucking pussy! You are ISABELLA MARIE SWAN! Who is strong, independent, hot, sassy, and has a witch as a best friend. You, need to call Renee and tell her to ship over our two beautiful bikes. Oh, and, man the fuck up and grow a pair of balls, bitch!

Good to know you love me so much!

I shook my head, ridding myself of the stupid conversation I had with Isa. I realized I had finished my cereal, so I stood up and grabbed my bowl. Walking back into the kitchen, I dumped the bowl into the sink before going back to the dining room to grab my bag and keys. I slowly made my way towards the front door through the corridor and past the living room.

I picked up my pair of combat boots from the shoe rack and laced them on my feet before opening the door and stepping outside. Closing and locking the front door behind me, I walked over to my very old ancient red Chevy.

I looked up at the sky, wondering if it will rain today. The sky was covered by clouds that were light grey, meaning it probably won't rain. I hopped into the warm truck and jammed the key into the ignition and turned it, thus, starting the very loud engine.

I slowly backed out of the driveway and made my way to Angela's house. I have to take her to school with me today because her car broke down yesterday. Plus, I get to spend some quality time with my witchy friend. Oh, sorry, forgot to tell you guys, Angela isn't exactly human either. She's sort of a witch, meaning she can do really cool spells and tricks. I found out what she was on the first day of school.

I was in the girl's bathroom during lunch break because I had to go to the toilet, duh. Then, Angela walks in and she didn't know I was in one of the stalls. Unfortunately, she spilled some grape juice on her favorite t-shirt during lunch and came in here, thinking she was alone to clean up her shirt. Anyway, grape juice permanently stains fabric, so she used a spell. But, I could see her perfectly through the crack of the door. So you can imagine what happened and then I learned her secret. We became best friends after that. She's the only one other than me who knows the Cullen's are vamps.

We have become so close since that first day and now I have to talk to her about all of this. I haven't spoken to her since my birthday because I've been processing and she was busy with whatever shit she had going on. I'm afraid that she's going to blow her fucking lid and put a spell on Edward, thus pulling that stick out of his ass! Maybe that wouldn't be so bad.

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I pulled up to Ange's house and blared the horn. Her house wasn't the best in town, but it had this homey feel to it. It was an exact replica of Charlie's. The white painted wooden panels had small cracks in them while on the corners I could see some mold growing. The house had two stories, but there were only three bedrooms and one bathroom.

I heard the front door close with a bang, startling me out of my thoughts. I see her running out of her small house wearing a pair of blue jeans and a white button up shirt with a pair of runners on her feet. Once she finally arrived at my truck, which was parked on the road, she gracefully hopped into the passenger seat.

Pulling out and heading toward the school, everything that has happened in the past few days comes pouring out like word vomit.

"Okay, I think I have a major crush on Jasper and can't stop thinking about what it'd be like if he fucked me. I haven't seen the rest of the family since my birthday when I was almost killed, and Edward has a stick shoved up his ass!" I say in a hurried pace, bracing myself for her reaction.

"Jasper?! Are you fucking kidding me? He is so much hotter than Edward! It's about time you started lusting after men, not gay boys!. And girl, I always dream about him fucking me too!"

"Ang, seriously? That's all you took from that? How about the fact that I was almost killed on my birthday?"

"You're here, alive, and talking to me aren't you? Obviously I don't have to worry about that." She said, nudging my shoulder playfully. "We have more important matters at hand. Like, why the fuck are you lusting after Gayward's fuck-hot bad boy brother!"

"Well, it all started a few weeks ago when I saw him walking into Cullen Mansion with nothing but a t-shirt, cowboy boots and jeans! I mean, who knew men looked so good in jeans!" I gushed dreamily.

I don't know how to feel about this! I mean, I have this massive pull towards him, I really want to jump him, but he's Alice's husband for god's sakes! I just can't think about him like that!

Pussy bitch! Pussy bitch!

Shut the fuck up Isa!

Holy shit she is becoming one huge pain in my ass! At least she's shut her big mouth for now.

"That's intense Bella. What are you going to do now?" Ang asked seriously.

And there's the million dollar question. I have no idea what I was going to do now and I was too afraid to really think about it. What would happen if Jasper did decide to leave me as well? I just can't handle that. I don't even know why I care if Jasper leaves! Just the thought of Jasper leaving brought agony to my heart.

Man the fuck up, bitch! See what the penny-head did to you?! He made you into the person you used to despise! Isa snarled in my mind.

Here is what we are going to do, and you better listen very carefully because I will not say this again! You are going to get the two motorcycles that Renee and Phil bought you two years ago. Then you are going to practice with your shields because we are not going to be weaklings anymore!

Then it hit me. Isa was right. I have turned into this...this weak, self-conscious mouse. From now on, I will not let anyone walk over me. From now on, I'm in full bitch-mode.

'Bout time! Isa huffed and disappeared.

A small smirk slowly wiggled its way onto my lips as my eyes flickered to Angela, who was staring at me expectantly, knowing I am having a conversation with Isa. She is the only one who knows about the little voice in my head and about my mental and physical shields. I never told the Cullens because it will just raise more questions, and quite frankly, I do not want to be a lab experiment.

"Oh, I know what we are going to do." I smiled evilly as I pulled into the school parking lot and parked my truck in an empty spot.

"We are going to release out inner bitches."

I turned to Angie as I killed the engine. Her eyes brighten at my statement before an evil glint suddenly appeared in her honey brown eyes.

"I was wondering when you would man the fuck up," she smirked at me before we both hopped out of my piece of junk for a truck.

As we walked into the old building, we chatted about what plans we were going to make, ignoring everyone. But I noticed Edward wasn't anywhere to be seen. So he is going to leave me today, is he?

Well, I have some news for him, I could care less! From now on, I will be myself and Angela will be my sister and side-kick!