"Catch Me While I'm Sleeping" – Pink
How many times had Pavel sat across from me on the bridge, thinking the same things that I thought?
...How could he possibly think that I could give him what he needed?
I told him the truth; that he needed so much more than I could provide for him. But he, as strange as he always is, just told me he had faith in me.
People are constantly falling in and out of love, I told myself. He would get over me if I just gave him enough time. He deserved so much more than what I could give him.
I wanted to tell him goodbye. I tried to cut it off completely and give him a chance to grow. I tried to, but I just wasn't strong enough. I wasn't strong enough to tell him to go back to his room and sleep in his own bed, either, because mine always seemed so lonely when he wasn't in it.
