Summary:: Edward and Bella are in a relationship, she's very submissive to him though which leads him to treat her as he sees fit, they have their ups and downs but Bella doesn't know how to speak her mind, she's a very timid and shy girl who clings to him and would do anything not to get him mad at her, she's fragile and Edward takes advantage of it, he knows how to use his cards on her. But they do love each other, cant live without each other, and there's a reason behind his act. Would Bella step up out of her shell and stop him before he finally breaks her or is it too late for that? Can they ever be the couple they used to be?

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg

Next morning was very different. Different good, different bad? Who knows.

Next morning somebody was leaving. And it was not Bella.

She felt somebody shake her on her sleep, and slowly she opened her eyes unwrapping her arm from her brother's waist. She woke up with a headache, she could still feel her eyes swollen from all the crying she did last night. When she looked up with furrowed eyebrows she saw none other than Edward with a nonchalant look on his face.

Well that was odd, usually it was the other way around.

"We gotta get ready" he whispered groggily still from sleep, it was her best guess. He stared at her down with a look she didnt quiet comprehend.

This is his way to start from scratch? – she thought to herself. He got up and lingered for a little inside the room waiting to see if she was going to say something, or gonna do anything, when she pulled the sheets off of her was the best sign he got.

That was enough of a sign for him to hit the shower and start packing.

He was a little spent from last night, he couldnt sleep, he was angry at her, he was pissed at himself. She got under his skin, because he couldnt read her anymore, it upset him greatly cause it was like if she were hiding something from him, and he didnt like it one bit. He preffered for her to slap him and yell at him than keep her thoughts to herself it made him…anxious.

He wrapped a towel around his waist after he was done and got dressed on her bedroom, she wasnt there, thinking she was getting ready herself he didnt bother to look for her and ask her where were his blue jeans.

He put his boxers on with a dark blue jeans following. He saw his bag on the bed which meant she didnt bother to do it, he sighed, he hated packing even when he actually did it she would just throw the things again and organize them herself.

He pulled his shirts and sweaters inside the bag carelessly when he heard voices down the hallway, it was Reene and Phil talking.

Damn that woman could be loud!

He decided to leave Bella handle Renee herself, what would he tell her for starters? 'Im leaving because im bored out of my mind and I need to get laid ASAP? '

Right! That was never going to work.

One look on his watch and he knew he got another 20 minutes before leaving, he scrambled around his bag to look for a t-shirt when Bella walked inside the room with a few clothes on her hands, Edward's clothes, his blue jeans and his American Eagle shirt, he took them from her hands and pulled them inside his bag.

"I've been looking for these" he mumbled when, realization hit him, Bella was not fucking ready. She was still wearing the white sleeping pijama gown with long sleeves that reached mid-thighs barely.

"Bella! We're leaving like in 15 minutes!" he exclaimed alarmed. This was so not like her, taking it so easy and measured.

She didnt say anything, barely sighed and walked out of the room, he sighed after she did so and turned around in a swift motion to catch up with her but then stopped dead on his tracks, after contemplating the though of following after her and make up with her, he decided against it, they both had a rough night. And yelling at each other in the middle of the morning didnt sound so tempting. Maybe when they got inside the cab.

He pulled a simple black shirt on and walked out the room in time to see Sam speeding like a bullet down the hallway bumping into him.

"Hey, easy there sport" Edward laughed messing with his brown locks of hair.

He walked down the stairs hearing sounds inside the kitchen when he was nearing he could see they were all gathered having breakfast including Bella in her sleeping gown yet.

He widened his eyes in surprise, seeing her so comfy leaning back on her chair munching her bread.

"What the fuckk..?" he mumbled under his breath.

With restrained anger he walked inside the room, he tried to fake a smile but he was not much of a good actor specially when he was pissed, hell he deserved an Oscar for not storming inside the kitchen yelling profanities.

That was something alright!

Before he could say a word Renee watched him walk in and spoke with that terrible peeching voice of hers.

"Oh Edward there you are"

His eyes wondered from Bella to Renee.

"Bella told us you had to leave early to work on a project" she pouted sadly, he furrowed his eyebrows confused "Its such a shame, we're going to visit Peaches Central Park today"

"Well yes, maybe some other time, we have a plane to catch in about 10 minutes" he faked a smile, and emphasized '10 minutes' like reminding Bella to get her ass moving.

"Well im sure Bella will tell you all about it!" Renee exclaimed enthusiastic. That's were Edward's eyebrow raised up, and then laughed watching Bella intently.

'If she thought she was going to stay around, she has another thing coming' – Bella finally looked up from the floor, bitting her thumb nervously and finally gave him an adamant look.

Renee looked up at him strangely, she didnt found anything funny in what she was saying, then she looked down to Bella.

"Is there something wrong?" Renee asked.

"No" Bella shook her head pulling herself up from the chair, she was not about to let Edward make a scene in front of her babbling mother, not a chance! She was embarrassed enough from lastnights event.

Edward waited patiently for her to approach him, and when she got passed him he followed her upstairs controlling himself even when she was being extra careful and slow on her steps.

"Should i call a cab?" he heard Renee's faint voice calling down the stairs.

When they finally reached the floor he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her inside her bedroom like a speed bullet.

She sighed hard when he pushed her inside the room.

"Get ready now" he snapped trying to keep it down.

"Im not leaving Edward"

"You are" he restrained himself from losing it.

His eyes fixing hers throughtfully, she was strong enough to stare back.

"I'll be staying till tomorrow" she wrapped her arms against her chest.

"Like hell you are!" he scowled. Reaching her bag underneath her bed and putting it on her bed, when he was unzipping it Bella stepped up pulling her hands to stop his from pulling the zipper down.

"Stop that" she asked.

He shrugged her hands away simply, but what was 'simple' to him was a harsh push to her. He walked inside her closet and grabbed a handful of her clothes pulling them inside the bag.

"That's enough Edward" she surprised herself when she heard her own voice coming from her lungs. It was not a tiny kitty moan anymore.

Like he listened to her!

"If i have to toss you around my shoulder and carry you to the airport, I will" he snapped while stuffing the bag with all he could find "You know I will"

"So what? You're going to drag me by force underneath my parents noses?" she exclaimed.

"No, im not! Because you're going to get dressed and come with me willingly" he said pulling her shoes out of the closet.

"I am not leaving…-" her voice was outshined by his shouting now.

"Cause you know far well what's good for you Bella, you're a smart girl!"

"Edward!" she tried louder.

"Or else Bella, i swear to God!" he cringed his eyes rolling in the back of his head.

"Dont threaten me Edward! Please…I dont want to do this right now" he wouldnt let her talk though no matter how loud she was.

"10 minutes Bella!"

"Im not leaving" she mumbled finally even though he heard her, she spoon around to walk away from the room but he caught up with her almost instantly, spooning her around harshly and pressing her back on the door.

"Im so god-damn tired of this child-like tantrums, you're not a baby anymore face your problems like an adult would and stop hiding behind your momma! You're coming back to New Hampshire with me, and that's the end of it!" he snapped on her face a finger pointing at her. She stare back at him with broken teary eyes, for along time they stare down at each others, when he had "calmed down" a little as in (had stopped shouting) and let her talk.

His chest was panting back and forth like he was missing the air to breathe.

As hard as it was for her to take a stand on this, she did it, she never stray her eyes away from his angry ones.

Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

"Why do you want me anymore?" she whispers slowly, his eyes didnt change his expression. Her question didnt manage to surprise him.

"Is this your way of punishing me?" her words broke at the end "Are you making me pay by treating me like shit?" she whispered.

"Werent the last 2 years enough for you?"

"You dont wanna go there, trust me" he warned.

"If your resentment and revenge its the only thing why we're still together maybe we should just put an end to it then" she cried out. As much as the bare thought of it hurt her, she had to say it for her own sanity.

She was cut off by his harsh laugh.

"You would like that wouldnt you?"

"No actually i wouldnt..-"

"Well you're not gonna get it that easily Bella" she pushed away from him and he let her do so but he brought her body to his instantly, pulling it brusingly close to his "Im never letting you go, get that through your thick head, you are mine" she didnt dare to move an inch while he hold her for dear life a tear cascated down her cheeks, he sounded so possesive it stirred the hair on the back of her neck, how his hands groped her behind while he said it "Everybody wants a piece of you and i get it all" he laughed on her ear, she pushed away fiercily, she knew this was not Edward. He was being more of an asshole than any other day because she had refused to leave with him, and that was a punch to his ego, she knew this, she was not scared.

"I just wanted to spend a nice week-end with you and you just go and do…-" she whimpered when he pushed his hand down on her thigh hard.

"Couldnt you settle giving me a blow jow and that would be it?"

He surely knows how to get through a girl's heart.

"Edward please" she cried out pushing away as she could, crawling down to get away from his grip.

He let her after awhile and watched her cry, he rolled his eyes and turned around with his hands on his hips overthinking everything.

The thought of staying away from her did nothing good to him.

She slide down the floor with her hands on her head trying to pull herself together. This calm and silence right now gave her hope maybe he was over thinking their choices.

"Last chance Isabella"

She didnt look up at him, and simply shook her head 'no'. Edward nodded his head and took his bag in a quick move he stormed down the stairs, she followed after him.

"Im leaving now Renee, thanks for having me" Bella heard him say when he gave her mother a quick hug which she responded to.

"We hope to see you around here more often" she smiled at him, he nodded his head with a small smile pulling his hand out to shake Phil's.

"Always a pleasure sir" Edward nodded, Phil shook his hand giving him a quick goodbye.

Edward said goodbye to Sam and opened the door everybody followed him outside to say goodbye, Bella looked at her mother's look and she knew she was worried and wondered what the hell was going, so to not give her much things to think about, she walked towards Edward just in time when he put the bag on the trunk of the cab and turned around to catch her lips with his, she responded to the kiss and didnt miss the 'special' way he bit her lower lip. His expression remained the same when he turned around and closed the trunk and when he got inside the cab.

Like that he went back home.

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses

After he was gone she took a shower and cried the whole time. She was tired of being so damn weak. It was sickening.

She had become his personal punching bag, and that's because she let him do so as he pleased.

Edward was complicated, he had always been jealous and kinda possessive before, but it never bothered her before, it was amusing to see actually, and it turned her on, it made her feel wanted, but now he crossed the limit, he was being ridiculous.

She had spent one week-end away on Forks before this, and he didnt had a problem with it, they got through it, she lived! But it only took them barely a week-end together to rip each other's heads off.

Maybe she was tempting faith, and now the only thing she had left was this feeling in the pit of her stomach that she wouldn't like to see what she founded once she got back home.

And she was scared because he knew she was fragile, she was needy, she was weak he knew it very well, and the worst part was she knew it herself as well.

.

She wasnt able to spend the rest of the day as she would have liked, she was spending time with her family and the only thing she could think of was Edward, so after she got home the first thing she did was put her hands on the phone.

"Hello?"

She heard his velvet voice answer.

"Edward, its me" she whispered tiredly.

"What do you want?"

"I dont want it to be like this" she prevented a sob to escape her mouth just in time.

He didnt answer.

"Edward please" she begged to hear his voice.

"I only wanted to go because you wanted to Bella! I never wanted to leave here in the first place, you know how much stressed i am from school and…-"

"Edward i am too! I never forced you to come!" she exclaimed not tears falling freely. He ignored her.

"And you can only think about taking vacations! I've been so damn tired lately all i want is to spend time with you and you go and leave to Forks any chance you have, then you go and tell me you want to visit your mom, then is your grandmother and the list goes on and on, and im so damn sick and tired, the only thing i want is for you to settle down a second!"

"Im visiting family im not whoring around!" she snapped.

"Are you really?" sarcasm dripping all over his voice, she wanted to hit him right now.

"YOU'RE FUCKING TANYA BEHIND MY BACK and you dont even have the decency to hide it when i..-"

"DONT RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME! Are you fucking nuts?"

"…step inside your house!!" she finished outraged, completely ignoring his scold.

"Im not fucking Tanya" he said calmly like it was no big of a deal, like he was sure of what he was saying.

"Edward c'mon!"

"Im not" she rolled her eyes, she didnt know what to believe anymore.

"I gotta go" she said after a dead silence.

He didnt bother anymore, he hang up. And the line went silent.

But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily

Bella was running late for her dance classes again, figures! Today was definetely not her day!

She stopped on the pedestrian crossing, the lights warning her it was no time to cross yet, no cars were in sight but her momma taught her good, the little men light was red, and so she stopped, when the light turned green for her she put a foot on the dark concrete where white strings were painted alerting everyone that was a pedestrian crossing, not to the asshole who decided to stop his brand new Aston Martin 2004 there, cutting off her walk, she could have go round it of course.

But she didn't feel like it!

This guy was in for it. He was distracted messing with his stereo he wasn't aware of what this girl was doing.

Bella climbed one feet at a time on the dashboard, earning two pair of widened green eyes on her.

She walked swiftly on the dashboard one foot infront of the other making sure to get her weight properly, finally when she got to the other side she jumped off and pushed her jeans shorts back down, fixing her hair.

"HEY!!" she heard the jerk's voice snap. She kept walking.

"Hey you! You nut case! What hell do you think you're doing?" he snapped, she heard the shock in his surprise alright.

She didn't even turn around as she replied to him:

"Either you respect the pedestrian step or you cut the horn of your wheels, Asshole!" she snapped not caring enough to turn around and give him a piece of her mind.

Today was definetely not her day!

You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

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Author's Note: like I promised here is chapter 4!! I hope you enjoyed, sooo the flashback at the end was when Bella was 15 and Edward 16. (That flashback by the way is from one of my fave soaps!) I know Edward was very mean in this chapter :/ I cant write sweet Edward for the life of me LMAO. And next chapter we're still gonna have Darward and the next one we'll be having Sweetdard :D Everybody cool then??

PS: I SERIOUSLY loved how everybody's taking their guesses on what might have happened between Bella and Edward in the past, lol. Quite near I must say, but not quite yet lol. ILY.

+Song: KT Tunstall

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