i gave up counting how many times i've tried writing. i think i have extreme writers block. I have 4 stories im working on and i want to start another, but not till i finish one.

Hey Roma! You never answered me yesterday!

Sorry, i was busy. Like he already didn't know.

Oh what were you doing?

Just with a friend

A special friend? ;)

None of your business.

Did you like the person?

Why are you asking me this? Avoiding the subject again Lovino.

Because i'm curious!

Spain, it's none of your business!

Roma I'm curious!

Romano? You there?

Hello?

Roma!

Lovino had left his phone in his room while he took a shower. Did he really like Antonio? Yes he did. Antonio knew that as well. It was all very confusing. He rinsed himself off and got out, drying himself and putting on boxers. Then the italian went back to his room where his phone had just vibrated.

Hey Roma, meet me in the back bathroom at school tomorrow at 10:30 His eyes widened. This won't end well.

Monday rolled around and Lovino was thinking whether or not he should go. Chances of him actually going were low. Antonio had already guessed it was him and he worried about what would happen. These moments were when he wished he had friends other than his brother. Wow... that's lonely. He decided to go to class.

"Hey what are you doing out of class?" Gilbert called down the hallway to the italian. He froze. He wanted to avoid them!

"He asked a question Lovi~" Antonio said with a smirk.

"Just going to class, leave me alone bastards." He tried to walk past the three, who had now surrounded him.

"One condition Lovi! Give me a kiss and we'll let you go." the spanish teen said. Lovino frowned.

"No." He tried to push past now but they all stayed in place. "Just let me go!" Francis chuckled and Gilbert grabbed the italian's arms, pulling them behind him.

"Let go!" Lovino yelled, but the two just laughed, although Antonio looked slightly concerned.

"Let him go guys." He said. Lovino fell to the ground by their hands, but kept his eyes glued onto the spanish teen, who extended his hand out to him. Helping Lovino up, he managed a smile. Lovino could see the sadness in his eyes and knew it was his fault for not showing up, not the Antonio knew, or as far as Lovino knew. Is that confusing? The italian just stared into those sad green eyes for another moment before standing on his toes and kissing him. It was a short peck, and then Lovino ran the other way. He could hear Francis and Gilbert laughing and knew Antonio would be standing there at a loss for words.

"Well you got what you wanted!" Gilbert said, trying to snap the spanish teen out of his shocked state. Antonio nodded sadly. "Well what's wrong?"

"I want more. I want kisses all the time. I want everything of Lovino. Guys, I think I'm in love!" He said with a cheerful depressed tone. Oxymoron or what? The other two laughed once more.

"Well shit thats cool. I think the little babe has a crush on you anyways." Gilbert said.

"Interesting words Gil." Francis said. The three laughed and walked away. Lovino was sitting in the bathroom where he was suppose to meet Antonio earlier. He was thinking about if he did go. It was 11, so it was for sure too late. The door opened and Lovino hid in a stall. There were sounds of kissing and he opened the door a crack to see Gilbert and Roderich kissing. He knew if he interrupted, Gilbert would kill him. So Lovino just stood hidden in the stall. Then someone else entered the bathroom. He already knew it was the others. The Bad Touch Trio was attacking people. The italian was for sure trapped now.

"Toni, keep watch!" Gilbert said. Peeking through the crack, he saw Francis had Matthew against the wall. Antonio was by the door thankfully, Lovino wouldn't want to see him kissing anyone else. Suddenly his phone beeped, the battery dead. Then there was Antonio standing in front of the stall, and there was a knock.

"Who's in there?" He asked. Lovino looked down. He had been caught. Antonio's head popped above the stall. "Lovi!" He yelled. "Will you come out and play?" Lovino remained silent.

"Please Lovi~" he whispered. The Italian looked up and saw a strange look in his eyes. Antonio broke the eye contact by looking back. Thats when he heard the click of the stall being unlocked. The spanish teen opened the door where Lovino was leaning back against the wall, trying to look uncaring. Antonio closed the stall door behind him, thankfully this was the handicapped stall, so it was larger.

Antonio walked up to him and placed a hand on his cheek. "Lovi?" He said, trying to get him to look at the other. "Can I k-" Lovino grabbed his face and kissed him. This came as a shock for Antonio, who froze. This caused Lovino to think he did something wrong, so he broke the kiss and back up again, looking away.

"Lovi~ Come here!" He purred, pulling the other to him. Antonio placed his lips on the other's cheek and then kissed his way to his lips. They started kissing for a little bit until a knock was on the door.

"Hey Antonio, are you just taking a piss or what?" Francis asked, nobody knew Lovino was there. Antonio turned away to leave but Lovino pulled him one last time for a kiss. Then Antonio joined his friends and they left.

"Those 3 are so... annoying..." Roderich said. Him and Matthew were still there, sitting on the sink. Lovino opened the door.

"We thought we heard you in there." Matthew said quietly. "You're awfully loud." Lovino blushed.

"Well so are you two." The three were used to seeing each other in this sort of situation. "You turn into such a girl Roderich." Smack! "Ow.."

"Have some respect! Gilbert does have talented lips..." Roderich fantasized.

"Someone have a crush?" Matthew asked. Roderich turned away. "Shut up! Like you don't like someone!"

"i do..." Matthew blushed. "Ivan." They both turned to Lovino. "Who do you like Lovino?" "From the sounds coming from that stall, its Antonio." The italian smacked Roderich. "It is!" the Austrian yelled, laughing.

"Would you shut up?" Lovino said, glaring. "Fine, i admit it! I like Antonio! Now shut up!" bzzzzz! He picked up his phone.

You weren't there :( He rolled his eyes.

I never said i would be.

But Roma! I wanted to see who you were!

You can just wait.

ROMA! Lovino put his phone away. He knew he disappointed him, but... well he didn't have an excuse! Why didn't he go!?

You owe me now for standing me up!

What do i owe you?

A secret!

What? No.

Just a secret. Come on! He didn't want to disappoint him a second time...

Fine. I have a pillow shaped like a tomato that i sleep with every night. Happy?

Not much of a secret. But that's so cute!

Shut up. They started sharing a few more secrets.

"Who're you texting?" Gilbert asked Antonio. Without thinking, he said: "Lovi." The bell rang and Antonio put his phone back into his pocket and they all got up to go to the next class. When Antonio went to go upstairs, Francis pulled his phone from the pocket and slipped it into his own.

Got any other secrets? Francis asked, unknowingly Lovino answered.

hmm... i've attempted suicide twice before... That was probably one of Lovino's biggest secrets and now Francis knew.

Gotta go! Bye! He copied all the messages and edited all of Antonio's texts out of the conversation and then sent them to all of his contacts, and trust me, Antonio had almost everyone in his phone. So all over his classroom, people were checking their phones and laughing.

In Lovino's class, people were snickering and looking back at him. He was confused. Until he got a text from his brother.

Fratello? I just got a text message from Antonio. Did you really try to kill yourself? There was another text from Antonio. It had all of the messages he had ever sent him, and the top said From Lovino. Thankfully class was over.

"Lovino!" Matthew ran through the hallway and caught him.

"W-what!" He snapped, tears falling down his face.

"Come here!" The canadian pulled him to the bathroom where Roderich was as well. He got up and awkwardly hugged him.

"You can cry." Matthew said. Lovino tried to remain strong but ended up breaking down in tears. "Lovino, it's ok." Never having any real friends, the italian was very uncomfortable.

"It will all be fine. We'll get back at Antonio for you." Roderich said. But how?

HOLY CRAP! I FINISHED A CHAPTER! AH LIKE A WEEK LATER BUT I FINISHED! but now i have to get back to my bio stuff.. depressing man. Everyone has people to work with and are getting it finished and im just like...alone... IM TOO STUPID FOR THIS!