Chapter 4- Feelings Are Spilt
"Allison, Allison… Allie, we… we can't," Adam said, breaking the kiss.
"What, huh," Allison muttered, just coming back from heaven.
"We can't. I'm sorry Allie," Adam responded. "Your parents trusted me to keep you safe. Making out with their daughter is probably NOT what they had in mind. Plus, you're my best friend, nothing more."
Allison's heart broke. "Yeah," she said sadly. "I'm gonna go sit down… alone," she quickly added. She went over to one of the empty tables and sat down. She got tears in her eyes and they silently flew down her cheek. She silently thanked god that she wore waterproof mascara.
Adam followed her and went up to the table. "Allie," he softly said, putting a hand on her shoulder. Allison looked up at Adam, tears still in her eyes.
"Adam… leave me alone… please," she begged, wiping some tears from her eyes, He ignored her and sat down next to her.
"No. What's wrong? Did I did something?" he asked, clueless.
"Well… no, I guess not," she replied.
"Then what's wrong?"
"I," she started off. "Why don't you wanna kiss me?" Allison asked. It was risky to ask, but she had to know.
"It's complicated Allison. One, your parents trusted me to keep you safe. You are just a kid. Only 16," he explained. "It's not that I don't wanna kiss you… okay, that came out wrong." More tears ran down her face. "What's wrong, Allie? The real reason why."
"So if you did want to kiss me, why did you stop? And I'm not just a kid, Adam!" she shouted. "Kissing me doesn't hurt me. My parents would only get mad if I don't want you to do something to me! I'm still safe! And-" Adam cut her off.
"Whoa, whoa, Whoa!' he exclaimed. "You are my best friend. Best friends don't kiss each other!"
"And three," Allison continued. "Did it ever occur to you that I don't wanna be your best friend?"
"You don't?" he asked her.
"Not just friends Adam," she responded.
"Then what? I don't understand Allie,"
"I love you, okay! I am in love with you!" she shouted. She got up from the table, but Adam pulled her back down to him.
"Allie… you… you love me?" he asked her.
"Yes. I… I… I love you Adam," the teenager confessed. "Ugh! Just forget it!"
"Allison. We need to talk. About the whole love thing."
"Just forget it Adam! It's not a crime!"
"Yes it is! I'm 27 and you are 16!"
"Not if we don't do anything!" she replied.
"Allison. Listen to me. I need to talk to you about the whole love thing," he told Allison.
"No Adam! I don't need to hear you reject me. You don't love me! I get it, okay Adam! You don't want me; you just want to be friends! I understand! You don't love me the way that I love you!" she blew up.
"Allison, I do love you," he replied.
"Yeah, as friends," she replied.
"No, Allie. Listen to me! I am in love with you. I know that it is wrong, but I don't care about that. I love you so much," Adam responded.
"You are just saying that," Allison replied, not believing him.
"Well Allie Kat, you are wrong, I am so in love with you. I knew that I felt something, but I didn't know what until I kissed you," he explained. Allison looked at him and decided that he was telling the truth.
"Then why didn't you just say that?" she asked.
"Because it is wrong!" Adam exclaimed. "And you know that."
"Will you just forget that I am 16 for two seconds!" Allison said. "I don't care! I love you and nothing will ever change that,"
Adam smiled his 'cutie' smile at her.
"Good god you are so hot," Allison said, getting off topic.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked.
"Yes, yes, yes, yes, a million times yes!" Adam cut her off by kissing her on the lips.
"Not here Adam," she responded, breaking the kiss. "We have to hide our relationship. You know that. At least until the end of Idol."
"Yeah, I know that we do," he told her.
"I love you," she said.
"I love you to Allie," he said, kissing her on the top of her head.
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