A/N: Hi, I know no nobody reads these things, so I'll keep it short and sweet. This chapter is...like most of this story...a bit random. It's not the best thing I've never wrote but it does help move the story along so it's necessary Chapter. Thank you so much for all the lovely reviews I really appreciate it them all so much.
Disclaimer: no own twilight.
Leah Clearwater hated children. Leah clearwater never wanted children. Leah Clearwater couldn't have children. But if she never wanted them, why did it hurt when all her friends started to have their own.
'Uncle Jake!' Came an excited voice as Leah and Jacob entered the Blacks threshold. A six your old Zachary came bowling towards the couple.
'Zach attack!' Exclaimed Jake, arms ready as the small child dove into them, 'what up buddy?'
Rebecca and Zach were visiting for a few weeks. Rachel had just give birth to a baby boy, and Rebecca wanted to be here to help out around the house, now that Jacob and moved out.
'Babies are boring,' Zach replied with a roll of his eyes.
Jacob let out a chuckle, as he adjusted his nephew in his arms.
'Well, they don't exactly think you're too exciting either buddy,' Jacob pointed out as they made their way into the living room were hís sister resided.
' baby Harry came to visit earlier today,' he huffed, referring to Sam's Two year old son.
'Did you have fun with him?' Leah asked sitting down on the floor beside Zach, were his toy cars are.
'Ehhh, no' he says with a 'duh' look on his face, 'he followed me around every where I went, wanted everything I got, and then put his sticky hands all over my toys,' he pouted.
'That does sound kinda rubbish,' agreed Leah.
'It was! And then my mom made me give him my model cars!' Zach informed, looking at Jacob, who was perched on the arm of the chair Rachel was sitting on 'the one you bought me'
As Leah looked from Zach to Jacob, she couldn't believe how alike they were. Same pouted mouth and brooding eyes. Zach looked exactly like Jacob had at six, right down to the shaggy shoulder Length hair.
'Becca!' Cried Jacob Wearing the same outraged look Zach was, 'that wasn't cheap you know, it took me ages to find the perfect one too!'
He wasn't lying, he'd bored Leah with it for weeks before giving it to zach, researching every last detail of it, as if he was buying an actual car.
'Jacob, it's a stupid toy' Rebecca rolled her eyes, Leah's eyes widened, this was not going to end well.
' it's not stupid,' Zach pouted crossing his arms.
'It's not just a toy,' Jacob argued.
'How about,' Leah interrupted, 'tomorrow you come to work with uncle Jake and me,'
'That sounds boring' Zach scoffed.
'Oh really?' Asked Jacob, 'that's cool, I'll just ask Harry, we got this really cool pick up truck to work on…'
'Do I get to help?' Zach piped up, causing Jacob to smirk slightly. The smirk that Leah loved so much.
'Get to help? I Need your help,' informed Jacob, 'but if you don't wanna, I can always ask har…'
'Momma, can I?' He asked, crawling on his knees over to Becca, 'please, please, please'
'Depends,' sighed Becca, glancing at her watch.
'Pens on what?' The little petrol head asked.
'How fast you get into your PJs and in your bed,' his mother replied, before getting off the chair and chasing the giggling boy out of the room.
'Where's Paul?' Leah asked, getting up sitting in the chair next to Rachel.
'Patrol,' yawned Rachel.
'Sam has him on patrol the night after his wife gives birth?' Jacob arched a brow
'Jake,' moaned Rachel, 'I'm too tired to argue.'
'How you holding up Rach?' Leah asked her friend studying her carefully. As if on que, baby Will started crying.
'Please take him Leah, I can't do this again,' Rachel begged looking on the verge of tears as she held the baby out to Leah, 'Paul's been trying his best, but I'm feeding him myself, so he's been attached to me since the minute he was born,'
Leah recoiled, looking cautiously at the baby in Rachel's arms. She hadn't held a baby from her periods stopped. From her body stopped working like a normal females should. Since she realised she'd never be able to have what she never wanted. From something that she never wanted became something she really needed.
Jacob sensed her hesitation and jumped in quickly.
'Here, give him to me,' Jacob sympathised, reaching out for his newest nephew, 'go get a few hours sleep,'
''But you guys will be heading home soon…' Argued Rachel.
'When's his next feed 12?' Interrupted Leah, Rachel nodded in response, 'we'll wake you then, yeah?'
'Thank you,' sighed Rachel, heading to the door before turning around and smiling at the sight off her baby brother, cooing over her baby son, trying to sooth his cries. 'y'know, everyone insists that Will is Paul's double, but between us, he's all you,'
Jacob grinned back at this sister before she headed to her room for much needed sleep.
Leah leaned over the arm off the chair Jacob was now sitting in and smiling down at the baby that looked even tinier in Jacobs big arms.
'Rach is right he's so like you,' whispered Leah as she gently stroked his head.
'Hear that Will,' Jacob joked, 'you're gonna grow up to be one handsome devil,'
Leah rolled her eyes laughing slightly.
'He's so small,' Jacob whispered, 'I didn't see Zach until he was 3 months old, am I holding him okay?'
'Perfectly,' Leah responded, as that warm glow appeared in her stomach once again at the sight of him with the baby.
He spoke softly to the infant, his calming voice soothing the tiny tot. What he was saying Leah wasn't sure, but watching him tugged at her heart. This should be a happy moment, this should be an adorable moment, so why was there a lump forming in Leah's throat. Why did it hurt so much?
'Jake?' She whispered, glancing down at the ring that glinted on her left hand.
'Hmm?' He asked not looking up from his nephews peaceful face.
'You know I can never give you this right?' She whispered, not looking up at her fiancée.
'What?' Questioned Jacob, his brow scrunching together in confusion.
'You know I can never give you this right?' She repeated, finally looking up at him, biting on her bottom lip when her voice came out slightly watery. 'I can't give you a son who looks exactly like you. Chances are, I can't give you any kind of child,'
'Lee, where is this coming from?' Jacob wondered softly.
'I mean, a werewolf is never getting passed for adoption,' Leah laughed, 'but you're so good at this, you deserve this and I can't give it to you,'
Jacob took Leah in for a moment, wishing his arms were free so he could comfort her.
'Leah,' sighed Jacob shaking his head, 'don't get me wrong, I'd love a son who looks exactly like me, a daughter with your smirk and assertive nature' he added, 'but I want you more,'
'Really?' she sniffled.
'Really,' Jacob confirmed, leaning forward to press a soft kiss to her lips, 'for the record, you'd be so good at this, you deserves this and it kills me that I can't give it to you'
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