I WARN Y'ALL NOW THAT THIS MAY OR MAY NOT GET A LITTLE STEAMY! (good time to say that I DO NOT OWN SKIP BEAT.) so please leave me a happy-go-lucky note of love if you want MOOOORE! (lemons included!) but I do warn you that this is my first time experimenting in libidinous enterprises! So don't judge me TOO harshly...just spank me a LIL ;)
There was nothing to do.
I sat in a cross legged position, staring into space. The president sat at his desk, staring at me. I'm sure he wanted to ask what I was doing, but wouldn't. Either way, I wouldn't tell him.
He had called me in to discuss my role in depth (now that I had had the chance to analyze the script in detail) but halfway through his questioning I burst into tears. Apparently he couldn't ask me questions with me sobbing, so he sat me in a corner to rock back and forth.
"it's simple, you know." The President broke into my thoughts. "you just need to work with Ren one on one."
Unfortunately, I wasnt listening to him whatsoever. However, Natsu was.
"yeah, I'll be sure to call him up on that. 'Hey Ren Tsuruga. I want to suck your face and do bad things to you, you naughty boy!'" Natsu lamented, waving her hand haughtily. I internally glared.
It had been happening more frequently-characters getting minds of their owns. They would pop out when i was scared, or worried: even angry. Mio had a habit of coming out around Shotaro. Setsu would glomp onto Ren. Natsu would enter the scene whenever I tensed up and couldn't communicate my feelings without sounding rude. All in all, the negative impact of taking in all those characters seemed to outweigh the benefits. I feared the same with Suki.
"...Mogami-San?" the President's eyes widened.
Natsu only glared at him. "Hell no."
He crossed his arms over his chest authoritatively. "I need to talk to Kyoko, not you."
"She doesn't feel like talking."
"thats-URG." The President sighed like an overworked father. "Just pull her back out."
"no. It doesn't sound too fun for me." she drawled in my voice.
"I don't care. I need her this instance."
Natsu glared heavily at the president. "I want you to recognize right now that you pissed me off-here's the time for it. Kyoko doesnt need Tsuruga-San; she'll find Suki on her own."
Natsu got up and started me toward's the door. "A bit of food for thought: ever think that this girl could be afraid of someone? Well, she is. And if there's anything in this world Kyoko wouldn't do, it's piss off an already pissed man. She will find Suki, but It may take time."
From behind me, I heard the president say very clearly, "that is time we do not have."
Natsu turned me ever so slightly to look at the president. "So then, who do I kill to MAKE time?"
Suddenly, something warm and soft fell onto my shoulder. A hand. The president smirked as I turned to see the little ass who would dare to touch me.
What I did see was Tsuruga Ren, staring down at me with the biggest lying gentlemanly smile
I had ever seen.
"IM SOOOOOOOORRY! IM SOOOOOORRY!"
For the eighth time, I tried to reel in the small girl and stop her incessant apologies. Even though I had previously told her that one apology was always enough, she still insisted on banging her head to the ground like a Muslim to Allah. Apparently, I was playing the role of God.
After scaring her back into herself, I kidnapped her to my dressing room to make her stop sobbing her eyes out. Somehow I wasn't too sure If It was a good idea or not. As was, the room was beginning to fill with tears, and I had no raft.
"I KNOW THAT IT WAS CHILDISH TO REVERT BACK TO MY CHARACTER'S IN HARSH TIMES BUT I COULDNT TELL THE PRESIDENT HOW I REALLY FELT AND I WAS VERY CONFLICTED SO I LET NATSU OUT A LITTLE, JUST ENOUGH TO SCARE HIM, AND SHE GOT FULL CONTROL, WHICH, WAS INDEED MY FAU-"
"-Mogami-San."
"-BUT I WILL TRY EVEN HARDER THEN I HAVE BEEN TO FUFILL MY ROLES PROFESSIONALLY AND NOT BESMIRCH YOUR GOOD NAME FOR MENTORING ME ALL THIS TIME!"
"Mogami-San: it's OKAY. You don't have to-"
"NO!" she broke in. "I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE! I'VE DONE NOTHING BUT CAUSE YOU TROUBLE SINCE I GOT HERE TWO YEARS AGO! IM A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING! I DON'T DESERVE TO-Mphh!"
In a single moment, I ripped the girl off the floor, twisted her so that she faced away from me, sat down and pulled her down with me onto the ground while my hand rested on her mouth. Pulling it so she was looking directly into my eyes, I spoke sharp words. "Mogami-San, you are PISSING me off. I'm sorry that I have to be this harsh, but I want you to realize that letting out characters is OKAY." I waited to see her eyes light up with understanding before continuing. "What is NOT okay is being unprofessional by not talking to your co-star, and instead taking it up with someone who cannot fix it."
She stared up at me, a tear running down her face. It took her a couple seconds, but she began to nod cautiously. She had seen the error of her ways, so I let go of her face.
"thank you. I should have talked to you first instead of the president and Moko. I will be more professional in the future." she whispered from her place on my lap. God, I couldn't stay mad at someone who had that ability to adapt.
"Its fine. Now what's the actual problem?"
She toyed with the end of her skirt. "well..."
"Mogami-san." I deadpanned.
"the thing is...this is the first time I've ever done a drama like this and I..." she trailed off. "I..." she began to mumble.
"WHAT?"
"I've...only ever kissed Shotaro."
That pissed me off. Hearing his name on her lips pissed me off more then I could bear. I wanted to crush her with my lips in that instant, and make him fade away from her memories completely, forever. As it was, I was having a hard enough time not wrapping my arms around her waist. And for god's sake: WHY THE HELL WASN'T SHE RUNNING AWAY?!
"Tsuruga-San?"
I looked down at the delicate girl, throwing the Tsuruga Ren facade back on. "eh?"
"I'm sorry to trouble you like this, but...I need help in this area. I've been working for awhile, but I haven't been able to find Suki at all." she refused to raise her head to look at me.
I sighed. This was one I understood well since I hadn't been able to find Aido in the three days I had had. "characters take time."
"Not like this." she looked out the window dauntingly. "I've never been so afraid of a role-ever."
"Because of the sexuality?"
Her face lit up like a christmas tree. "Yes." she whispered.
I chuckled ever so slightly. "Mogami-San, you haven't had your first kiss yet. It's not wrong to be a little afraid."
She looked at me with a confused expression. "But, I have-"
"-Mogami-San. We established that that kiss would not be your first one. That kiss, because you didn't want it, doesn't deserve to go on your record. As far as I'm concerned, you're still pure."
She stared at me for a moment, cautious concern written all over her features. Was she really so terrified of being defiled that it would cause her this amount of grief? But after that moment her face lit up with happiness and sparkles. "you really think so?"
How precious. Without thinking about it, my hand went down to caress the cheek of the girl who sat in my lap. She leaned her head up, almost allowing the touch. Our eyes met.
Being Setsu had loosened her, I was sure. Especially towards me, because of Setsu's brother complex. But Kyoko's look at that moment compiled more then just Setsu...
...it was a lustful look.
I highly doubt she realized she was doing it, but that face she made, her eyes hard and but warm...it sent every drop of blood in my body southwards.
I gritted my teeth as I tried to will my blood back up. No matter what, I didn't want Kyoko to recognize that I was aroused in any way. But that would most likely be hard to ignore with her unintentional grinding of my lower body.
I felt myself thrust up a bit without thought. "Mogami-San: can you get up?"
She leaned her head back up. "mogami-San?"
Oh god. Oh god no, I cried into my head. There could have been no worse time for Kyoko to suddenly become a genius.
Because Kyoko had become Suki.
She turned a little more, her bottom half now purposefully grinding harder. I bit the inside of my cheek, feeling blood spurt inside my mouth. The feeling of her was indescribable, and I needed it to go away that INSTANT. Her hands traveled from their appropriate place by her side to behind me, wrapping me in a backward hug.
"What are...you..." I choked out, knowing full well what she was doing.
'Suki' raised herself from my lap, turning around to face me. Each knee was on a Side of my torso, as she leaned in closer. One hand reached down to tickle my already growing erection. "Mogami-San!"
"she's not here right now, but I can take a message." she whispered seductively in my ear, grinding herself into my chest, breathing into my neck. My entire being became stiff. All my focus fell onto the ball of sexual prowis that Mogami-San had just created. I wanted nothing else-only my hunger for her to be satisfied. I grasped her face, and brought her mouth to my own with force. She complied with no other thoughts.
The second our lips met, I almost died. Her mouth tasted like chocolate and raspberries, mixed with something else that only she could contain. Her small lips grasped my lower one, biting and sucking the living shit out of it until I couldn't breathe. That hand that had previously made the tensest errection I had ever had even more tense started to draw circles on the cloth of my jeans, right around the epicenter. My hands shot up her shirt and wrapped around her naked back. So warm, so soft.
So wrong.
Yet, I couldnt stop. Even if Kyoko had woken up, I wouldn't have been able to stop. I pressed her against me even harder, nibbling every part of her body I could grasp. This was not Aido. This was not Tsuruga. This was me, Kuon, the stained man.
And at that moment, I felt as if I was being washed clean.
My mouth went to her neck, playfully biting and nipping at the sensitive flesh.
Suddenly, her skin felt different, it felt hotter, even more tight and delicious then before. "ah." she mewed. "ah. Do it...again."
I obliged, running my tongue over the skin, feeling her shiver in my arms. I wanted her to shiver, wanted her to never stop carassing my body. I wanted that sexy warmth, that delicious fire to continue through me.
So of course it had to end.
"Tsuruga-San?" Kyoko asked slowly, obviously waking up from Suki. I took the second necessary to switch back into Character.
"good job." I swallowed. "it looks like you found Suki." and with that I got up and left to the private bathroom to rid myself of the evidence, leaving a very confused Kyoko in my room.
How gentlemanly.
