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"Really Addison, Alex?" Derek asked the redhead. When he has entered the elevator and saw her, he has planned to ignore her but his curiosity is too great for him to remain silence.
Addison turned to look at him with a cold stare. "Really Derek, a twelve years old? Who are you to judge me?"
"This guy is arrogant, ambitious, he has no respect for others he's a mini- version of Mark, are you doing this to provoke me?"
Addison rolled her eyes. "Don't flatter yourself, everything I do have nothing to do with you."
Derek crossed his arms and looked at her with amusement. "Really? If I remembered correctly you're at Seattle because of me, and all the things you've done so far is also because of me, so I'm sorry if I found it hard to believe you." After a beat. "Do you know he is in love with Dr. Stevens and it will leave you as soon as she wants him back?"
If Derek is saying this to make her angry or jealous, he'll be disappointed. "I'm not blind I know he doesn't love me and I don't want him to love me , if I'm with him today it's because my self - esteem is very low, a part of me is dead, I feel alone and abandoned. Apart from Miranda I've nobody to turn to. I need someone who cheers me up and tells me that I'm beautiful." Addison doesn't know why she was sharing that with Derek.
"You deserve better than that."
"I know, unfortunately my husband ..."
"Soon-to-be ex-husband." Derek cut off
On hearing his word, pain invaded Addison's heart. "Thanks for the reminder Derek, I had completely forgotten." Addison said with sarcasm. "As I was saying, my husband is busy babysitting his twelve years old borderline alcoholic girlfriend so-"
"I don't allow you to insult her." Derek said angrily.
"Oh please she's not an angel. Before you get back together, every night she went back home with a different guy and don't act as if you were not aware of that, you know what's funnier." Addison chuckled without humor. "The fact that you refused to have sex with me to remain faithful to her while she screwed half of Seattle. If I were you, I would ask her to do a STD test."
"Alex's not an angel either, he transmitted syphilis to a nurse, and I'm sure you're aware of that.
"At least, he has not slept with a married woman while her husband was a few meters away and he has not walked without panties around the hospital... What? You have nothing to add."
"I cheated on you, so what? You cheated on me first so get over it."
"Did you get over it when I cheated on with Mark, so don't tell me what I should do."
"You have changed Addison."
"It is completely your fault if today I'm cynical and depressed, thanks to you I am destroyed and humiliated woman, I have no reason to live, nothing enthusiasm me at all." Addison sighed. "Alex is far from being perfect but he's the only one who makes me smile, even though I know it will not last."
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