I own nothing.
Not my best, but here it is.
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Ch 3. Not what I expected
The rest of the week passed smoothly. No arguments with Isabella or Charlie. I didn't see Edward the rest of the week either. Jasper and I had agreed on going to the movies and then having dinner. I have to admit that I wasn't as excited about the date as I should've been, but I was going to try. I was hanging out with Rosalie more and more and some girl's name has been coming up, Alice. I remember Edward talking about her the first day we met, but I have no idea who she is and every time I try to ask Rose about it she changes the topic drastically. I guess it's out of bounds for her.
Friday finally arrived and I was ready for my date with Jasper. Luckily neither Isabella nor Charlie were at home to question me about my plans and I just left a note explaining that I was out with a friend. I had just finished my hair when I heard someone knocking
"It must be Jasper" I said to myself. But imagine my surprise when I opened the door and there was Edward with a bottle of Capitan Morgan, glassy and red eyes, cigarette hanging from his lips and barely able to stand up by himself. He was fucked up.
"What are you doing here?" I asked
"I'm here to take you out on a date, of course" Sarcasm dripping from his voice "Sorry, I forgot you already have one with Jasper. He is good enough for you isn't he?"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Don't act so innocent sweetie, we both know what you are after" He said while laughing cynically "Besides, you look like you are a lousy lay. I bet Bella is better than you in bed"
I couldn't understand what was going on. What the hell was he talking about? And how dare he talk to me that way.
"I guess you and Jasper deserve yourself, you both are a pair of stuck-ups"
My vision was starting to blur with the tears that were forming in my eyes when I heard a loud noise and someone moaning from pain.
"What the fuck are you saying Edward?" Jasper was on top of Edward on the floor and it looked like he had just hit him.
"I'm just saying the truth! You are both so full of shit. Especially you!" He said while getting up "What kind of friend are you? Inviting her out when you knew I was going to do it first! And you!" He turned to look at me "You fooled me with that innocent shit going on, but of course. Who would like to go out with fucked up Cullen. That would certainly damage the reputation you are trying to build here where no one knows you."
"Oh please! Don't act like the victim Edward" Jasper answered "You treat girls like a piece of meat, you told me "A ride in my bike and I'll have her in my bed in no time, I bet she's wild in the sack" I didn't think you would mind!"
"You said that about me?" I joined the shouting contest going on in the front door of Charlie's house
"It was before I talked to you!" Edward tried to defend himself "Besides, Jasper agreed with me! He said he would like a taste of it too!"
I couldn't believe this! I had just been a week in Forks and this place had started to feel like hell. I barely knew these guys and they had completely fooled me.
"I want you both out of here now!" I said while trying to keep my voice from breaking. I turned around and went up to my room
Minutes later I heard both of them leave. I was so hurt and confused. What the hell had happened down there? I knew coming to Forks was not a good idea.
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I was sleeping but there was a strange noise coming from somewhere. It was the window. I woke up and looked and the clock. 3 in the morning. I stood up from the bed and walked to the window. I almost had a heart attack. Sitting on the branch of the tree that was in front of my window was no other than Edward Cullen himself.
"Are you going to let me in?" He asked
"Of course not. What the fuck are you doing here Edward?"
"I came to apologize" He said while fidgeting with the sleeves of his jacket
"I won't accept your apologize. Now go!" I answered
"Please, just let me explain. It was all a big fucking misunderstanding" He plead
"No."
"I won't move until you open this fucking window and let me in, or I could just go and knock on the door. How would Charlie react to that?"
I doubted Charlie will be happy to find him, and that wouldn't bring good things to me.
"Get in. You have five minutes to explain yourself and then you are out. Are we clear?"
"Crystal"
He climbed up the window and got in without much noise. I couldn't believe he was inside my room. He walked around the room looking at everything that was available.
"Are you here to look at my room or to talk?" I asked angrily
"Sorry, sorry." He said. Then he proceeded to sit in my bed. He was nervous "This is new to me you know? The apologizing thing"
"I'm sure it is"
"I'm sorry about what happened this afternoon, I was not thinking clearly and I was angry" He said "I know it's no excuse for what I said, and I swear I didn't mean half of the things I said but I was so angry at Jasper, and the Bella said those things to me and the easiest way to deal with it was to get high and drunk and the next thing I know I'm standing at your door and I'm so angry, but not at you. Then you open the door and you look so pretty and then I remember it's not for me, that it will never be for me"
He looks so miserable, like something is eating him from inside and I can't help but kneel by his side and hug him
"Hey it's alright. What happened today? You can tell me" I said
"It's just that ever since I heard at school that Jasper had asked you out and you had accepted I was so angry." He ran his hand through his hair "And the Bella came by and reminded me of all the reasons of why you would never even look at me, let alone go out with me"
"What would she say that?" I asked suddenly angry at my cousin
"Because it's true. I'm fucked up. Big time, it would be better for you not to get involved with me. And I should stay away from you, but the thing is that I don't want to" He said looking me in the eye with those intense emerald orbs of him
"She had no right to say those things to you, and what about me? Don't I get a say on who I want to hang out with? Why don't you let to me the decision of if I should or not go out with you? Besides, I'm kind of fucked up too. Why do you think I moved here?"
"You are right. I shouldn't have done those things without talking to you first. I hope you can forgive me and we can start again" He said sounding awfully insecure
"I thing we can make just that" I smiled
"Good" He said "I better get going, you should rest" He started to walk to the window
"Goodnight Edward" I whispered
"Good night" He said and then climbed down and walked into the dark night.
After he left I want back to my bed and fell asleep instantly, I was emotionally exhausted. That night I dreamt of a handsome boy with green eyes that hid hundreds of secrets inside him.
