Okay so I haven't updated in ages... SO a massive thank you to Crazyperson17 for reviewing and giving me inspiration to carry on.
I Do Not Own Twilight
Bella's PoV
I tossed and turned all night, effectively getting no sleep, but the image of Edward was forever imprinted in my mind.
*Flashback* (8 year old Bella kinda hard to do 8year olds so bare with me)
Yay!... Wait why? Oh yeeah Today's the fair! Today's the fair! Oh no I hope mum doesn't catch me jumping on my bed again. She said it was unladylike... whatever that means.
Later in the day
Oh sugar pops where's mummy. I walked through the looming figures of the crowd on my tippy toes trying to find mummy or daddy or even maybe my maid Hilda, naah never Hilda she's sooo Mean! She didn't give me any sweeties when we went to the sweety shop, but she gave sweeties to Rosie (her daughter).
Then I heard a big persons voice shout "Bella! Come Over Here!" ooh it might be Daddy, but I didn't know daddy shouted THAT loud, that shout hurted my ears soo much.
I went up the hill, keeping trippy over-ly mummy said that's bad, so where is she? Oh... Oh... Oh... It was Emmett, Edward's brother... I want a big brother... Wait Edward? This will be embarresing whatever that means.
I came to a stop in front of Edward, but then at that very moment the wind blew and a tuft of hair blew out of my French Plait. Oh this is soo scary, no my inner voice said Edward's mummys scary oh I can't believe I said that.. thought that. Oh no what's happening my cheeks feel very very hot, maybe I'm ill? And another thing why is Edward staring at me?...!
Then Edward reached over and tucked the strand behind my ear aggghhhh what is wrong with me? Why does my tummy feel all floaty like butterflies... What if I sicky on Edward... Breathe.. Breathe.. Calm.
Then I did the impossible I looked up and gave him a toothy smile.
*End Flashback*
He was so sweet even as kids, it is not modest for me to be thinking like that, but still I love him I voiced my words "I love him!" I sighed in frustration. I looked at my nightstand, yet another memory came to me, I put down his picture of me and him.
Maybe now I'll get some sleep.
EdwardPov
I stormed to my fathers study " WHO PLANNED THIS!" I demanded furious, I flung myself on the nearest chair, letter in hand. My father heaved a sigh "Me and you're mother, have decided this for you..." He paused then exhaled "Me and you're mother have decided this for you because, you are 18 this fall it is time for you to grow up, be a man" He repeated stumbling on the end. He ran his hands through his grey barely there hair.
"I'm sorry Edward, we did it for the best"
" For the best!.. For the best?" I bellowed hysterically
"Yes Edward for gods sake now shut up and be quiet" My father shouted.. My father NEVER raises his voice this must be serious.
" Why dad, Why? I will never forgive you" I muttered lethally, as I stalked out of his study.
I glanced at the letter in hand.. I was to marry Tanya Denali, Duchess of Yorkshire.
Bella pov
Tears stung my eyes, he was to marry Tanya Denali, Duchess, Beauty... Selfish. Oh I could get treasoned for that mere thought. "Bella are you feeling adequete?" My fathers voice brough me out of my now seeming fuzzy fantasies. " No father may I be excused?" I pleaded him silently with my eyes. "alright go"
I stumbled to my room, tears blurring my vision. I barely made it before I collapsed on the floor.
Sorry it was so short right now I'm at the computer desk sick, all I want is 1 review to continue... Thank yous soo much. grrr... Now I'm going to bed My first cliffy. Love, criticize and Review!
