Ch3

I woke the next morning with Kenya by my side, I felt as thaw I was cheating on my love with her. Kenya disserved someone else who could give her there whole heart. Mine was long gone when my love was forced to leave me.

Kenya started to steer beside me. Eventually she started to open her eyes. "Good morning love. How was your sleep." She asked. "fine." Was my only answer. She huffened as she sat up to look me in the face. "You know you would be a lot happier if you just moved on and forget about threat whore you fell for." She said in a loving town. I said nothing because she did not mean to start a fight but to try and help. she is a good women and just wants me to be happy. But she is right I would be a lot happier if I just forget. Then I can give her the love she disserves but I cant I loved that girl I meat on my birthday and I can't stop thinking about her. While im in my thots I look at the anklet around my ankle and was about to cry when someone knocked on my door.

"Come in" I said after I got my Barings. A gored came in and told me they were ready to go. After that being said I dismissed him and started to get ready for my departure. Kenya watched as I got dressed and when I was about to leave she finally said something. "I hope your brother can get you to at least smile on your birthday. Also I wish for you to at less be happy and forget about her for a day so you can at less have fun with your brother." She got up and gave me a hug. She kissed my cheek "I love you." She said knowing I would not say it back. I did not want to lie to her so I just hugged her back telling her I know and left out the room. The rest was a blare. Most days were a blear after she left. It might be because I spend up so time thinking about her and not paying atachen to whets going on arrowed me like I should.

I finally came out of my thots when I heard screaming. We were close to where my brother's home and it seemed like there was some type of raid of a small carbon of gypsies. I kept it moving. Paying no mind to what was happening any more. I was just getting lost in my thots. Thinking of how my life could have been. Of us sitting in the sun near the joint tent watching are two kids play. Im rubbing her swollen bally which is filled with my child? Us kissing each other and saying I love. Yeah that would have been a great life.