Present Day

After Julie came round, we all studied, although Xeoria was looking at her medical books that I got for her recently, and she then seemed to be drawn into a section in which I could feel she was confused about.

"What's up Xeoria? You seem confused?" I asked gently, knowing that despite her intelligence, there were things even she couldn't understand.

"It not that I'm confused, rather it's this chapter on sexual intercourse and the topic of "love". I understand "Mating" from what I can gather from my memories, yet what is love? And there's also a section on arousal and erogenous zones for humans, yet my memories tells me differently," she replied, almost like she was bewildered yet there was a hint of loneliness.

"Xeoria, are you lonely? By that I mean, do you want a partner?" I voiced my concerns, wondering if by being with me at all times prevented her from finding someone for her, perhaps her own species.

"It's something like that. For us, I think arousal is the heat we feel when we want to mate with another, which when I first felt mine for the first time, I was worried and confused, but you helped me with that," Xeoria replied, with a giggle at the end. I remember that day so well, it was like yesterday...

Three years ago

I went back to school when Xeoria suggested (but stayed home the day of my birthday where I got a brand new easel!), and it was perfection. The bullies didn't attacked me anymore, and one of them even became my friend! Even though at first, I was weary of Julie because it could have been a trap. But after about six months of sitting together at lunch for a while, I shared a piece of my cake which Xeoria made the night before, and she gave me half of her chocolate bar, and then from there we became really good friends. We even went to each other houses to study together, however, I was a bit tentative about her coming round to mine considering Xeoria is there more or less 24/7. I said to Julie that I'll speak to my parents first and she was happy for me to do so.

My parents are never home now, the last time I saw them a few week ago when they told me that they'll be travelling off planet to an un-terraformed planet, in which they were in charge of operating the construction of the terrforming plant which will allow the planet to be come habitable. Hence the reason our family is so rich, yet they seemed to think that giving me a big allowance of 2.5 million a month was enough to replace any love or care for me. But since Xeoria came into my life, I had all the love and care I needed, and for that I am grateful. I got back home just in time for the evening meal, and we were halfway with eating when I told Xeoria about Julie coming over to study. Xeoria slowly stopped eating her raw beef, and turned to gaze at me.

"Julie? Hmmm is she trust worthy? If she is, I have no qualms about having her round to study," she told me, almost enthusiastically. It made me happy that Julie can meet Xeoria, but also there was another feeling? Am I jealous? That's silly, although Xeoria has always been my friend only, but would it so bad to share her? Only time will tell. The next day, I told Julie to come round my house with me that day and if she wanted to, she could stay the night. She was happy she was allowed to do so, and quickly texted her mother to tell her the details. The day went by and it was a horrendous day to be in school. The amount of homework we got! Even the thermonuclear theory and the mathematics was crazy! Even if we were in a higher tier to study at, it gave me a headache just thinking about it!

Julie and I walked out of the building hauling our workload and headed to the bus that will take us to my district. We went to the back and we spoke about random things like pizza, some of the boys in our class, and even about our hatred of one of the teachers. We got to my district in no time, and we walked to my house. When we got there, Julie was gobsmacked.

"You live in a freaking mansion! What does your parents do for a living?" Julie asked, almost with reverence. I shook my head slightly, amazed at her reaction.

"My parents are owners of a construction company that builds terraforming plants, it's not really anything I'm interested in," I told her sadly, and we walked to the front door. I let us in and I smell cookies being baked. Oh no... I thought we had a plan Xeoria!

"Is someone home Vi?" Julie asks perplexed, thinking it must be my parents.

"No... Okay... Right this is so not how we agreed to do this. Julie, I need to tell you about someone, and she isn't normal or at least, not like us. I mean to say... Aw screw it, I'll just show you!" I pulled Julie into the kitchen and there she was. Xeoria was reading one of her recipe book, and she turned to face us.

"Hello little one. How was school? And hello Julie, pleasure to meet you, I'm Xeoria," Xeoria greeted us calmly as if it was normal that Julie knew about her.

"Pleasure to meet you Xeoria," Julie replied, not at all nervous. I was shocked! I was expecting her to scream or faint, but she kept her cool. She is really brave, or just that awesome!

"Xeoria are you making cookies again? Yaaay!" I ran and hugged Xeoria, happy that things are working out. We hugged for what seemed like a long time, then Julie screamed.

"I smell burning!" She yelled, and Xeoria snapped into action, grabbing an oven cloth and taking the tray out of the oven, and the aroma was heavenly. I looked at them and they looked perfect! I am proud of how far Xeoria has come in her cooking.

"They are fine, they look good and perhaps tasty," she muses and set them all on a cooling rack. Julie and I looked at each other and nodded, in a silent agreement to head off and study in my room. We walked up the stairs and entered my room, where again Julie was shocked.

"Your room is lush! You got a super king sized bed with posters! And the tv! It's so big!" Julie practically drooled. I laughed, and mentioned how soft the carpet was, and she jumped right out of her boots and landed on the floor. I laughed until I started crying. It felt so good to feel like this with another girl, someone I could relate to.

We got on with studying, moaning at the hard questions and celebrating when we done them. By the time we finished, we were almost crossed-eyed and was glad that Xeoria called us down for dinner. We both rushed down, smelling something amazing and burst into the kitchen to find home-made pizzas, garlic bread and even chicken wings!

"I thought it would be nice to have more of a fun meal tonight... Please enjoy, I need to... Have some time to myself," she said then walked out the kitchen.

"Erm, Vi... Is Xeoria okay? She seemed annoyed..." Julie noted, and I looked at her thinking what could be wrong.

"Well let just eat for now, she wouldn't want us to let it go cold," I simply say, then we settled down to eat.

We ate with delight, this was the best pizza I have ever had, and Julie was also happy, saying nom and Oh my goodness. We had fun and even talked about how well Xeoria was getting along with cooking.

"Well that was the best pizza I've ever had, and that says a lot," Julie giggled, " But I'm worried about Xeoria... You think we should check on her?"

"I'll check on her, she might just want me," I shrugged apologetically, and I wanted some time with Xeoria alone as well. I got up and went upstairs to my room, knowing Xeoria would be up there. When I approached my bedroom door, I heard a loud thud, and a screeching that sounded like a cry? I burst into the room and saw Xeoria pacing around and acting frustrated.

"Xeoria? What's wrong?" I asked, concern was strong in my voice.

"I don't know, I feel so, I don't know!" Xeoria shouted, and with a hiss, knocked over a lamp with landed with a thud, but didn't break.

"Is it Julie? If she's making you feel like this, I can ask her to leave," I say, thinking the worst, that maybe Xeoria was jealous of me.

"Julie isn't the problem. I feel something more primal, an urge of something, but I don't understand what it is!" Xeoria slumped onto the bed and placed her head in her hands, sighing with frustration, " I think it's something within my mind or body, and it's strong too."

I thought about what Xeoria said, that it was a primal feeling, something within her mind and body. I looked at the way Xeoria was sitting, legs pressed together, squirming almost, and how she seemed almost embarrassed... Oh!

So she... And she doesn't know what it is! This is almost funny, and I let slip a giggle that I tried to suppress. Then it all came out, I was laughing so hard to the point that tears was leaking out.

"This is not funny! This is serious! I could be ill!" Xeoria screeched out loud and punched me on the arm.

"Ow! I'm laughing not because you're ill, but that you're horny! Bahahahahahaha, I think you're feeling aroused and it's funny because you don't know what it is!" I told her, and kept on laughing.

"You mean to say, it's like a heat that needs to be fulfilled?" Xeoria asked and I took pity on her, thinking I was being a bit mean.

"Well, your "heat" or arousal is just means you want to feel good, and that you want to maybe touch yourself, or try and make yourself feel really good. I really don't know what's it like for you Xeo..." I say, thinking about how to make her understand that this is normal, or at least normal to feel this way, "For me, I mean, I don't feel that sort of thing strongly yet, but when I do feel like I want to feel good, I sometimes touch my breasts, and sometime touch my private parts when I'm on my own. It's very normal for us to feel like this," I blushed, thinking this is the most intimate thing I have ever told Xeoria.

"I see, then I would I go about doing this? I have no breasts and I've only my private parts. Could you maybe help me find some spots that make me feel good?" Xeoria asked. I blushed, thinking this was very nearly like having sex! But we're best friends and friends help each other no matter how embarrassing or intimate it is!

"Okay, well maybe you should stand up? Might help it easier to find your special spots," I say with a slight giggle. Xeoria laughed and stood up, stretching her arms and legs, even her tail too. I started with her head, gently moving my hands over her bumps and the tube shaped veins. She sighed slightly and I moved on to her neck, where she giggled.

"That tickles," Xeoria told me and I kept moving to her chest, where on a human where the female breasts would be.

"Do you feel something there Xeo?" I asked, curious about her body. She shook her head and as I moved my hands to the side of her chest, she gasped and giggled.

"That felt good, try my back please?" She asked. I nodded and went to her back, first touching the dorsal spines releasing some shivers from her and I went to her tail, I only touched the base of her tail where she let out a screech, and nearly fell over. I nearly jumped backward at her reaction, and laughed.

"I think, and I'm only guessing here, that you felt an orgasm, or something close to that. I would suggest touching your privates now by yourself, and finish off. I promise it will be good." I tell her and slowly went to the door.

"Okay... I'll come down when I'm done... I feel somewhat delirious," she told me in a happy voice.

I giggled and left her to her own devices, and slid down the banister laughing all the way. I jumped into the kitchen and Julie jumped at the sight.

"Oh my god! You scared me! You've been up there for an hour, is everything okay?" she inquired

"Oh it's all good, she was just... having some alone time," that was all I was willing to share, considering it's not fair for me to say. "She's more or less fine now," I smiled.

"Ahh, at least she's fine, I feel real tired and we should sleep really," Julie let out a huge yawn to show how tired she was. I laughed and dragged her upstairs, and with a gentle knock, I let us both in my room to see Xeoria in her nest area, and I looked to the floor to see a air mattress has been made for Julie.

"I thought to make Julie bed up, and I put a old film on, so let's have fun," she sighed so happily, which made me smile and we all sat together to watch the film and to talk, until we all fell asleep on my bed...

Present Day

I went and hugged Xeoria, knowing that she was with me because she was my best friend, and I love her to bits. But, my heart feel heavy, for I feel I could be keeping Xeoria from a companion, or a mate. I just want the best for all of us, maybe we'll find a way through this...

Hey everyone, sorry it's been a while, things been a bit hectic with college, work, losing my job, looking for one and this horrible weather!

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