So I have decided that If I keep apologizing for not updating every time it takes a while to produce a chapter I am pleased with, then I will be apologizing at the start of every chapter. So here is my apologie for every chaper here on out (and i plan on there being many!):

Sorry. I luv you all? :D

but seriously I do! And to those of you who are kind enought to review and subscribe you are my favourites! But Shhh! Don't tell the other readers, I don't want to hurt their feelings, after all i love them too! Just less. :D kidding (sort of)

Anywho, enough rambling here is the rest of the chapter!

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Benjamin

I couldn't stop staring. She was just so beautiful looking down on me as a timid smile spread across her mouth before she was taken further up the staircase. I took a step to follow before I thought better of my actions.

I was completely unable to keep myself from thinking about her. One moment I was looking out the window, the next thing I knew I heard her name, I turned in time to see her being taken upstairs, and suddenly I was at the base of the stairs looking up at her. My body had reacted instinctively, like I would not survive if I didn't see her. How odd that I could feel such a strong force pulling me towards this creature to whom I yet to even speak. The connection fascinated me. I couldn't understand how I could feel this sort of connection with a wolf. Weren't our species designed to destroy one another?

I shuddered. Even thinking about doing anything that might destroy that beauty...

This is ridiculous. Maybe Amun was right about a diet lacking in human blood makes a vampires brain go soft.

Who am I kidding, even Emmett proves that to be untrue.

But what, then could give this strange creature such a firm grasp of me? I needed to clear my head of this. The transition to my new diet would not be an easy one, so I certainly had other things that should be given priority of thought. I had made my way to the back of the house again, and so I pushed open the door and walked out into the garden.

I walked out just in time to see Esme emerge from behind the side of the house, gardening tools in hand.

"Benjamin! How lovely to see you! Alice told Carlisle and I that you would be visiting! What brings you to our humble abode? And where is the lovely Tia? Don't tell me you have left her to catch up to you with the luggage?" Esme's wind-chime laugh floated to my ears as she teased.

"It's lovely to see you as well Esme! I hope I'm not inconveniencing you with my arriving un-announced like this. Please let me help you carry something." As I reached to take the bag of potting soil Esme had been cradling in one arm, I began to explain the absence of my ex-wife.

"I'm so sorry to hear that Benjamin. But on a brighter note My family and I will be more than happy to help you get accustomed to your new life. If there is anything you need, please don't hesitate to ask." As she spoke Esme crouched in front of a tray filled with flowers and an empty section of garden. I placed the bag of soil next to her, opposite her bag of tools.

"I can't thank you enough for your generosity Esme. When I first arrived Bella and Edward were there to greet me and they expressed a similar willingness to help. You really do have lovely children." I smiled as Esme laughed.

"Thank you! I really do think of them as my children. Even Bella is as much a daughter as any mother in-law could hope for. But before I get to excited about my well mannered family, did they have the presence of mind to show you to the guest room we have prepared for you?"

"Bella did mention that I was invited to stay here, but I haven't been to the room yet. Although now that you mention it I would enjoy a hot shower, if only to remove the bits of forest I seem to have collected during my journey. That is, if it's not a trouble."

"Of course not Benjamin! As long as you are staying with us you must consider yourself part of the family. Come with me, I will show you where your room is and it has a bathroom with a shower attached."

"Thank you Esme."

And with that Esme rose, abandoning her supplies, and I turned to follow her into the house. As we began to climb up the stairs Esme explained that my room could be found on the third floor. When we reached the second floor our journey was interrupted by the mysterious beauty coming out of a door to the left with her back turned to us she called to Renesmee.

"I warned you I wouldn't let you near my face with that awful goop! Lipstick always make me look like a clown! Now come on, I'm going to the bathroom to examine the extent of the damage you have already done!" She laughed, and as she turned towards me she stopped dead in her tracks. A panicked look filled her eyes.


A/N: Does anyone have any suggestions for how to handle POV when these two do finally come face to face? Oh and as always reviews are treated like awesome bits of awesomeness that make my life... fantastic! Ha! you all though I was going to say awesome didn't you! Wow obviously I need sleep, which makes sense since it 4am, but instead i'm going to stay up and write more! Just because I love you. Your welcome.) :D