AN- Alright, onto number four! I am so proud of myself for getting here…lol. However, I do love all my adoring fans and even more adoring reviewers!
Yaoi Emo Kitsune- For me to know and you to find out. Maybe. However I am glad for the love!!! Or luv…
Deshera- Thank you very much! I've only read the first volume of the manga and I haven't seen any of the anime so I just know the basic plot. I'm glad no one finds it TOO occ and also glad you enjoy it!
DISCLAIMER- I don't own Loveless, Ritsuka, Kio, Soubi, Yuiko, Yayoi or any of the other characters in this fanfiction. I do, however, own this story so if you steal it "I'll bite your legs off!" (I don't own the Monty Python movie that quote is from either tehe)
Beautiful Goodbye
"R-Ritsuka!" cried Soubi shoving open Ritsuka's bedroom window and bursting in on him and Yayoi. They were curled on the bed with their arms wrapped around one another.
Ritsuka looked up at him with an indignant look on his face. "What Soubi?"
"Ritsuka!" he cried, lunging forward but landing only on his knees. "Ristuka I thought you loved me! You- you said so!"
Ritsuka walked slowly up to Soubi and said very slowly "It didn't take you long to get over me, did it?" Ritsuka reached into his pant's pocket and pulled out the cell phone Soubi had given him. He threw it on the floor into Soubi's lap.
"Ritsuka, what are you talking about? I love you I'll always l"
"Save it, Soubi," said Ritsuka, his voice too hard and cold for the sweet little face and adorable ears. He moved over to the bed and wrapped his arms around Yayoi's waist. "You never loved anyone but yourself."
Soubi turned towards the window to leave but not before looking back at Ritsuka and Yayoi. "I really hope you've found happiness Ritsuka." He whispered softly "Honestly, I do." And the part that killed Ritsuka was that he sounded like he really did.
Soubi hopped down from the window and turned to leave. He felt like someone had ripped his heart out but at least he had kept his pride…sort of.
He held the warm cell phone between his large palms and turned it over to read the inscription on the back. Soubi and Ritsuka forever it read. Admittedly, it hadn't been the most romantic gift for the first person Soubi had ever fallen in love with but it had sufficed.
Soubi assumed that was why Ritsuka had given back the cell phone; because it was a token of his undying affection. He remembered what Ritsuka had said- about it not taking Soubi long to get over him. He wondered what that was all about. Maybe there was something in the phone, so he flipped it open to check.
He saw the picture first. Him and Kio sound asleep right next to one another. Then he saw the caption. The "Ritsuka, it's over." At the bottom, he saw the number it was sent from- his own. He gasped and dropped the phone in shock. As he ran back to his apartment, he could only find three words escape his lips.
"Kio you ASSHOLE!!!"
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Ritsuka looked into Yayoi's eyes and smiled. He had these beautiful green eyes, like a cat only hotter. His arms were small and properly proportioned to his body. They wrapped tightly around Ritsuka and slowly rubbed at his cat ears.
Ritsuka glided his hand softly down Yayoi's back and rubbed at his tail. It felt strange to hold someone else's tail since he had never had a boyfriend his own age.
Yayoi broke the kiss and sat up to look at Ritsuka. He pulled him down into his lap and slowly kissed his ears. Then he straightened and said "What where you and Soubi talking about, Rits?"
"What?" asked Ritsuka, wondering why Yayoi would bring up Soubi. After all, they were together now. What would it matter?
"Well, I guess I was just wondering what was going on between you guys. I mean, you said it was over so I figured you guys are dating. But…" Yayoi trailed off, blushing like a little kid. Ritsuka when he did that, it made him look so adorable.
"What?" asked Ritsuka as he softly kissed the blushing parts of Yayoi's face.
"Well…I guess I was just wondering if you were really in love with him." Yayoi was now so red he could have been entered in the county fair. He felt naked asking a question like that so he was grateful when Ritsuka tugged on his shirt. It reminded him that he WASN'T, in fact, nude.
"Oh, God, Yayoi, you ask such hard questions…" Ritsuka moaned. He quickly noticed the apologetic look on Yayoi's face and whispered "No, no, I love that. It's why you're you. I guess…I didn't really love him, I just loved being loved. Does that make any sense?"
"Yeah, yeah it does," said Yayoi, honestly understanding. "Well, Ritsuka, I don't love you. I like you very much and I want to be in a relationship with you but for right now I don't love you."
"You know what Yayoi?" said Ritsuka slowly moving closer to Yayoi's face, "That is exactly what I need."
And so they kissed and kissed and kissed. The evening faded into night. Minutes and seconds ran together to make hours. All of it fading into this perfect, unblemished blur. Just a little while where both of the young boys felt safe, unpressured and cared for.
Meanwhile, Kio was working up a blur of his own. One much less…perfect.
AN- Okay, so that's it! Review if you like and if you don't but REALLY review if you want to see Kio get the shit beaten out of him (oops…that may be a kind of spoiler). Till next time!
