I ONLY OWN BLAKE (N)


After tea and our laughing fit. I and Blake went upstairs to talk. He told me all about his life and how school was the whole lot. I didn't realize till now how much I actually missed Phoenix. A lot has happened since I moved. But i'm still glad I still moved. Part of me wondered what would happen if I stayed but oh well i'm in forks now. And Blake's moving in.

With that I started giggling like a little school girl and fell of Blake's bed.

'Huh what's so funny aye?' Blake asked amused with the fact I fell off the bed.

'Nothing. Nothing.' I said getting back up and sitting on the bed again. But he wasn't going to believe me. He started tickling me.

'So you going to tell me or do I need to tickle you more?' he asked still tickling my ribs.

'I...giggle…was…giggle…laughing…giggle…at…giggle…the…giggle...fact…giggle…your…moving…in...and…i'm…giggle giggle giggle…sooo…excited' after that he stopped and I had tears coming down my cheeks. When I looked at him I burst out laughing again. He had one of the goofiest grins on his face in the whole of the world!

'right now where we?' he asked trying to be all formal which made me laugh again.

'right that's it! You where about to tell me your life since you came to forks'

Okay now am I going to tell him the truth or lie through my teeth? Well I can't lie through my teeth so it's the truth then so here we go.

'well it was the first day at school and at lunch, these 5 beautiful in-humanly people came in. I asked my mate Jessica about them and she told me they where Rosalie and jasper hale, Alice Emmet and Edward Cullen. As soon as I seen Edward I felt something towards him. Anyway so Edward was in my bio class but kept glaring at me and stayed away from me as much as I could.'

'WHAT!?!?! Why did he hate you!?' Blake interrupted

'I don't know, now shut up and listen!' I replied.

'Okay then stupid boy' Blake mumbled like a 5 year old.

'So anyway that night I decided I was going to ask him what his problem was at school. But when his brothers and sisters came he didn't. It went on like this for about two weeks. But then one day after I lost all hope he came to school. And spoke to me in bio. After that we grew closer and closer. After a couple of days he saved me from been rapped when I went port angles with some friends. And after that we started going out. He was like my hero. Then we had an argument and I came back down to phoenix. While I was down there Edward and came down to try and get me to come back but while on my way up there I fell down the stairs and through a window and ended up in hospital for two weeks. So by the time I came back to forks it was time for prom. And well for some reason I didn't like dancing anymore either so I didn't want to go. But he forced me to go so I went in my cast with one shoe on. After prom things where going great since the incident we where getting stronger and stronger. But then the night of my birthday everything went down hill. We where all opening my presents when his older brother got into an argument with me and well after that I just stormed off. And I didn't see his older brothers or his sisters at school. But then two days after my birthday and the incident he came home with me and we took a walk into the forest. While we where there he stopped, he said he didn't want me anymore and that I had changed. I wasn't the girl he fell love with. And with that he left me there.'

I paused for breath looking at Blake's face to say he was shocked would be an underestimate.

'so he left me there and after that I just fell to the ground thinking my life was over. I must of fell asleep because I couple of hours later, my lovely lap dog mike Newton found me. And carried me home. As much as he loved it getting to hold me in his arm I hated every second of it. So yeah once I got back in I just kept saying his gone he doesn't want me. Once I awoke again from a sleep I just locked myself into my bedroom only coming out for toe toilet to eat or to go to school. I was a mess. Then the day I spoke to you on AOL I awoke I was in the woods in the same place. Bit ironic to be honest. But yeah so I was there when I just suddenly awoke out of my zombie state. And I wanted to get back to the old me I can't believe how much I changed since I came to forks and I went to get back to the old me. Then you came here. So that's I really.'

We sat there a couple of minutes while he took in what I said.

'Bella boo how did you changed?' well that wasn't the first question I expected but oh well.

'well I became clumsy, I didn't wear make-up, I stopped singing, I dressed in vile baggy boyish clothes, I didn't care about my hair, I was shy, I hated attention, I wouldn't dance anymore, and I hated shopping all of a sudden. I was like a different Bella.

'but why Bella? What happened?' Blake replied still shocked but i'm not sure if it was because of how much I changed or the fact that all that had happened.

'well you see Edward was like the perfect person. He could do everything and anything. So I guess been around him just made me shy and because he got loads of attention but hated it I guess I did to. And well with the singing and dancing it was because the way he danced was incredible to be honest his whole family are like it. And well the clothes I thought there was no point because his adopted sisters where stunning where as I just started thinking of myself of plain boring Bella.

'oh right. Bella another thing is did you completely love this Edward dude?' Blake asked. You could see in his face he was upset when I said I loved him.

'well I thought I did. But once I awoke out my zombie mode I realised I didn't love him at all. I loved the fact he was dangerous and protected me and the fact he could do everything. I didn't realise it till I awoke though.' And it was then who I realised who I really loved but I don't know if he loves me back, I included in my mind. With that I looked at the clock to find it was 01:30.

'ohh goshh Blake I better get going to bed I'll see you in the morning.'

Blake seemed to be happier once I said that. Hmm I wonder why? Ohh well.

'yeahh bye Bella boo, loves you' he replied.

'love you too' I said back and with that I started walking to my room. But before I got to the door I heard him whisper to himself,

'yeah but not the same way I love you'. He said it so quietly I don't know if I was imagining it or I even heard right. so I just ignored it anyway. Once I got into my room I got my pyjamas on. Once again as soon as my head hit the pillow I fell into a peaceful sleep.


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