Sexual Disgrace
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Her plate was filled with various foods and Sakura did her best to eat every last bite. Feeling as if her stomach would explode if she ate another bite, Sakura sat back in her chair and listened to the others conversation.
Her eyes slowly began to close but not before she took a last long glance at Uchiha Itachi... She didn't know what had caused her to blush so furiously but she had nonetheless. The last thing she remembered before falling victim to sleep's spell was Itachi's gaze on her...
If what happened before was only a dream, then...
Why am I all of a sudden wishing to have the same dream again?
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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. Just the new Akatsuki characters!!! YAY! XXD
Nor do I own the song titled broken by Seether and Amy Lee. ENJOY! XXP
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Bold- Emphasizing on something (a word).
Italics- Thinking or flashback or dream.
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Chapter 4: Come to Understanding
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"I think she's asleep...?" Whispered Kamuri as she looked at the woman seated beside her.
Standing up, Itachi strode over to the kunoichi and scooped her up in his strong arms. She did however stir before going limp again. He left the still dining room and preceded to his chambers, which was also were the kunoichi would be staying until she was used...
The blossom is full of surprises...
Laying the sleeping woman on the bed, Itachi covered her cold body under layers of silk sheets and left the room. But, not before he took a last look at Sakura and giving out a sigh.
Back in the dining room, Kisame was finishing off the last of his supper. A loud slap was heard and echoed throughout the once quiet room, screaming soon followed after... Deidara was holding his reddened cheek and Asami was fuming beside him.
"You pervert!" She yelled in his face.
All eyes were upon an embarrassed Deidara as he laughed nervously and stood from his seat.
"Well, I think I have some weapons that need to be sharpened..." Said man stated.
Before anyone knew what was happening, Deidara had left the room in a dead sprint towards the Akatsuki training grounds. Narrowing her eyes at her cousin who was laughing the previous event all up, Asami went to reach for a piece of food to throw at him but was stopped by Kisame who gave her a dangerous look.
Ridding herself of the idea, Asami crossed her arms and sat back in her seat. Her food had hardly been touched!
"I'm going to bed." She announced.
Kamuri bid her a good night before the black haired female was completely out of the room. Taking his plate into the kitchen, Kisame placed it in the sink and once again went into the dining room.
This time when he arrived to take a seat, Itachi was already there and finishing the rest of his nearly cold dinner...
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Clutching a towel to her naked chest, Sakura took a step back away from a darkened figure entering her home through her bedroom window. Grabbing a kunai, Sakura didn't hesitate to send it soaring towards who ever was trying to break into her home.
"State who you are now!" She demanded in a stern tone.
The male chuckled deeply as he landed on her carpeted floor and took a few steps forwards. Sakura got into defensive position, even though it was kinda hard to do anything while trying to cover her naked body from the intruder.
"Don't make me repeat myself!" She shouted.
"Or I'll..."
He laughed again.
"Or you'll what Sakura?"
The way he said her name, it held hatred, dripping off of it. Her breath hitched in her throat as she tried to match the voice to a possible body. Realization hit her hard, real hard. Sakura felt like she was slowly getting her chest pushed in. He had come back!?! Sasuke had come back!?!
Absurd!!!
Squinting her eyes, Sakura tried desperately to get a good look at the man through the darkness in her room.
In the blink of an eye, Sakura felt herself being held from behind. The towel falling in a heap to the ground as she gasped in surprise and fear... His hot breath made her tremble against his sturdy male chest.
"Are... are you..."
She couldn't! His name! It just wouldn't come out of her mouth! She was a powerful kunoichi and hardly ever felt afraid of anything! But... at that moment, Sakura felt so... small and insignificant compared to the youngest Uchiha...
"Say my name Sakura..." He said in a deadly tone, gripping her tighter, causing her to wince.
Shutting her emerald orbs, Sakura began to shake her head furiously. No! This couldn't be happening! Not now! She hadn't thought that he would come back! To Konohagakure! Yet ultimately back to... her...
Hadn't this always been her dream!?! For Sasuke to finally leave Orochimaru and his quest for power and return to her? In the hopes that maybe... he was somehow going to return her feelings for him and love her back...?
But... but that was all in the past. She had told herself to just forget about that... that bastard! Though, no matter how many times she had tried to bring herself to hate... resent... detest him, she just couldn't bring herself to do so...
I mean... Ino had ended her huge crush on Sasuke long ago and was happy to be with Nara Shikamaru. But... for Sakura it was different... She didn't have a crush on Sasuke... No. It was so much more than that... She loved him with all her heart...
He trampled on it and shattered it the day he knocked her out and left... for good. So why now? Why was he returning to Konoha? And why was he in her bedroom at a time such as this!?!
Did he come back just to mock her and make her feel bad? Like he had always done... When he was apart of team 7, he wasn't half as sinister as he was at the moment... So then why was he holding her in an almost death grip like hold? What does he intend to do...?
"Never..." Was her simple answer...
"I'll never say your name! Because you are not him!"
His lips were oh so close to her ear that it made her shudder at the thought.
"Oh but I am Sakura..." He said in a deadly tone.
Shaking her head, Sakura tried to remove Sasuke from her, but to no avail...
"No! He's dead!" She shouted from the top of her lungs.
Furious, Sasuke turned her around to face him. His sharingan was activated which made him look all the more dangerous than he ultimately already was...
He crushed his lips against her own in a bruising kiss. She had tried not to succumb to his oddly warm touch and kiss, but Sakura couldn't suppress the low moan that escaped her throat.
Tears formed in her emerald eyes as Sasuke parted from her and pinned her against the bed. His hungry eyes looked upon her naked form and he nearly let a purr leave his lips. Sakura's heart was racing at an incredible speed that she herself couldn't calm it down...
"Sas... Sasuke..."
That was her mistake... The Uchiha dipped his head low enough that his lips brushed against Sakura's, sending a wave of pleasure up her spine. Gripping his shoulders, Sakura pressed her lips against Sasuke's and felt him shift a little.
At that moment... that blissful moment... Sakura couldn't help but enjoy it. Even though she knew that she was breaking so many rules... He was of course an S-class criminal and a betrayer to Konohagakure!
What would everyone say!?!
Nothing! Because there was no chance in hell that she was going to breathe a word of this! Maybe she should just enjoy it while it lasted...?
Although, something went off... A warning bell inside her head seemed to have gone off the moment Sasuke had forcefully kissed her.
She was already in too deep to turn back now...
Letting his hands roam all over her curved body, Sasuke couldn't help but admire all the years of training that Sakura must have had done in order to have portrayed such a wonderful figure.
She was above all else, gorgeous...
Once again, Sasuke gently captured Sakura's lips. This time, however, when Sasuke kissed her, it was nice... Not possessive... It held longing?
It couldn't be!
Their foreheads were pressed together as both looked each other in the eyes. Sakura's held so much sorrow in them... and Sasuke's held determination? For what though? Determined to claim her after so many years?
"Sasuke-kun..." It rolled off her tongue so sweetly that it nearly made Sasuke lose all self control.
He could tell that she was about to cry. Instinctively he kissed her. Tenderly at first, but then he felt the need building up inside of him. Sasuke plunged his tongue in the kunoichi's mouth; he tasted her sweet crevice and memorized every inch of it.
"Yes. I'm right here." He said assuring her.
Unzipping his pants, Sasuke positioned himself at Sakura's entrance and slowly, as not to cause her any harm, broke through her virgin barrier and began a steady pace...
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Startled, Sakura rubbed her eyes and sat upright. Her head was killing her and on top of that a dark blush covered the crests of her cheeks. Tightly closing her legs, Sakura couldn't help but feel slightly embarrassed that she had become wet when she had dreamt about her sexual encounter with Sasuke...
Though, there was still more to the dream. No! It was no dream! It was real... It had happened almost a year back... She hadn't seen nor heard from him since that night...
There were still so many questions she had wanted to ask him... Her vision blurred as tears began to form in her eyes and overwhelmed her.
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Breathless, the Uchiha and Sakura stayed cuddled up on her bed for most of the night. His arms were wrapped around her mid section, keeping her safe... Tracing his jaw with her index finger, Sakura felt Sasuke's large hand take hers and held onto it for a while.
"Please... Stay..." She pleaded quietly.
He looked away. Sasuke looked away from her emerald orbs, afraid that he would see her cry and make a foolish decision that he had promised himself he would not do.
"Get some sleep."
She didn't bother to argue, for she knew that there was no use. He would make up his mind quickly and leave her when she least expected it...
Enjoy the moment while it lasted...
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Tears threatened to fall as Sakura hugged herself tightly and forced herself to be strong!
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Knowing that the cherry blossom had fallen asleep, Sasuke moved away from her naked form and began dressing his own nude body. Making his way to the window he had entered her room through, Sasuke let his head to the side, in order for him to see the sleeping woman...
She truly was beautiful...
About to make his long journey back to Sound, Sasuke's ears picked up Sakura's mumble while she continued to sleep. The one thing that made the Uchiha stop from jumping into a nearby tree was her final words before falling silent...
"I love... you."
A sympathetic look etched onto his handsomely sculpted face. Sasuke turned his head away from the woman he had just slept with...
"I'm sorry..."
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A sob left Sakura's tightly shut lips as she forced herself not to succumb to sadness that she was so accustomed to these days... Just as she was about to lay her head on the soft pillow that was her only comfort, the door to her room opened to reveal a very tired Uchiha.
"What are you doing up blossom?" He said in a husky voice.
"Get some rest..."
Her emerald eyes widened! Those words! The words that fell from Itachi's mouth at the moment! They were the words of Uchiha Sasuke the day he left her in the middle of the night... Sakura covered her ears with her hands and shook her head to get those words out of her head!
"Shut up! Just shut up!" Sakura screamed.
Taken aback by Sakura's all of a sudden outburst, Itachi neared her and sat at the edge of the large bed.
"Blossom..." He said in a warning tone.
Looking him dead in the eyes, Sakura saw images of that night with Sasuke a while back flash before her teary eyes. She just wanted to get away! Go far away from Itachi! From everyone!
"Did you have a nightmare?" He said, almost sounding concerned in a way.
Shaking her head, Sakura placed her hands in her lap and stared blankly up at the ceiling. Her expression was void, free from any type of emotion.
Do I love Sasuke?
No. My love for him vanished long ago...
A deep blush covered Sakura's cheeks as she recalled the events of that night... Itachi must have noticed this, for he outstretched his arm and caressed one of her hot cheeks.
"A dream... You could say that."
Baffled by Sakura's words, Itachi removed his hand from her cheek and was about to leave. If not for her voice calling him back.
"Stay... Please..."
Looking at her, Sakura felt as if it were Sasuke standing in the doorway instead of Uchiha Itachi. They just look so much alike!
I do not love Sasuke!
I do not love Sasuke!
I do not love Sasuke!
I do not love Itachi!?!
Wait! Why did I say Itachi!?!
She turned her face away in utter shame and pulled the blankets more securely on her cold body. That night he had been her warmth...
Turning on his heel, Itachi left the room without a word. Leaving Sakura alone once again... Just like Sasuke had done that night...
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away...
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
She felt so confused at the moment... Why had Sasuke made love to her? Did he just have to satisfy his urges? Or was there something more behind it...? Something of greater understanding...?
And what about now? She was sure as hell that Sasuke was still with Orochimaru. No doubt that he still desired power and to kill his brother, Uchiha Itachi for the massacre of their clan when they were only children...
Cause I'm broken when I'm open...
And I don't feel like I'm strong enough.
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome...
And I don't feel light when you're gone away...
What about Itachi!?! She held no feelings for the S-class criminal, right?
Feeling as if she had dried swallowed a pill all of a sudden; Sakura got out of the large bed and left the darkened room in search of some water. Bad thing about it was that she had no clue whatsoever on how to get to the kitchen!
Moving down a corridor, Sakura caught sight of Itachi in a small room. So the room she was placed in was his room? Slowly walking into the room, Sakura already knew that Itachi must have sensed her presence because he spoke at that instance.
"What do you want blossom?"
Not answering his question, Sakura watched as wind from an opened window blew into the room and made the air much colder than it already was to begin with. Rubbing her arms with her hands, Sakura looked around for anything that would keep her warm.
The worst is over now and we can breathe again.
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away...
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
In the corner of her eye, Sakura caught Itachi shiver a bit. Looking down at the thin blanket she had just found, Sakura walked towards Itachi's form and draped the blue sheet over his shoulders.
Turning to look at her, Itachi gave Sakura a confused face.
"You looked cold..." She said honestly.
Making a fist, Itachi threw the sheet off himself and stood from his spot, eyes boring onto Sakura's small frame.
"I don't need your help blossom..." He said in a deadly tone.
Shaking her head, Sakura looked Itachi in the eye and also stood from her spot on the floor.
"You're just like him..."
Sakura couldn't prevent herself from saying those words. They just seemed to roll off her tongue as she stared wide eyed at Itachi who merely took a step towards her trembling form.
"And who exactly is he?"
Turning on her heel, Sakura began speaking quietly.
"No one..."
Growling with impatience, Itachi gripped her shoulder and forced the pink haired woman to face him. She was terrified and he knew it all too well...
"Never compare me and my foolish ototo, again!" He snapped, venom dripping from each word that came out of his mouth.
Cause I'm broken when I'm open.
And I don't feel like I'm strong enough...
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome.
And I don't feel right when you're gone away...
Itachi left the room, but not before narrowing his crimson eyes down at Sakura... The blanket lay forgotten on the floor by Itachi; however, Sakura was there to take it from the wooden floor and wrap it around her own body.
The slamming of the door from behind her was enough to tell Sakura that Itachi had left the room and that he wasn't very happy. Not like he was anyways...
Cause I'm broken when I'm open.
And I don't feel like I'm strong enough...
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome.
And I don't feel light when you're gone away...
"It doesn't matter if you try to deny it..."
"Because you and him are the same... Inside and out..."
No matter how many times Sakura told herself that she did not still love Sasuke after so many years of his betrayal and rejection towards her, now... she just couldn't shake the thought of his image from her head, not the way he made love to her...
Clutching onto the blanket tighter and closer to her cold body, Sakura couldn't help but feel as if she really did still love the Uchiha... And what of that night? Many questions that Sakura wanted to ask Sasuke were lost... forgotten in the blissful moment...
Why didn't I push him away!?!
The understanding of the entire event was still somehow fresh in her mind... She knew that Sasuke would never love her back the way she had done for so many years... She cried for him when he was ever hurt. She would mourn day and night when he left in search of power with the snake sanin Orochimaru.
Even now Sakura had trouble telling herself that she hated him! He had taken her virginity! No... She had willingly given it up to him... and for what!?! Yet another moment when Sasuke left her when she was most vulnerable!?!
I mean, it was to be expected of Sasuke to do something of that sort! She hadn't told anyone about what went on between Sasuke and her. Not even the Hokage, Tsunade, knew about what had happened...
Of course Sakura felt bad about it! She gave up her virginity to the one person that she was supposed to loath and detest from the bottom of her heart! He did betray Konoha and tried at one point to kill Uzumaki Naruto...
What did I get myself into!?!
The sexual moment with Sasuke had been her second encounter with the youngest Uchiha. The first time was when they were all sent to Sound to infiltrate Orochimaru's castle for any possible stolen scrolls and his plot to destroy Konoha once and for all...
The morning sun had yet to rise and the skies were stained in colors of oranges and pinks; making it look more splendid than usual. Haruno Sakura, rested her elbows against that of the Konoha bridge railing as she waited patiently for Naruto, her teammate to arrive.
Far out in the distance, the kunoichi could make out the figures of Naruto and who seemed to be Kakashi-sensei. Even though long ago he was no longer their teacher... A genuine smile made itself known on Sakura's lips as she greeted Naruto and Kakashi.
At once they headed off in the direction of Sound. They didn't take one break! Not one! And Sakura could already feel all the running taking a toll on her fatigued body. Naruto had offered to carry her the rest of the way but she declined, saying that she couldn't keep bugging him about helping her out all the time.
Feet aching and lungs feeling as if they'd explode, Sakura came to a halt directly behind Naruto and Kakashi. They had arrived at Orochimaru's castle and it looked much more sinister than before...
Before they could even enter the castle or bust into it, like Naruto had said, the one person that they were already sure to see stopped them from taking another step. Uchiha Sasuke stood on a high tree branch just overhead. Sakura looked him in the face, her emotions had to be in check when she would surely fight against Sasuke. She could not afford to spill all of her emotions out and cry for Sasuke to come back like when she was 12!
A handful of shuriken came flying their way as they dodged Sasuke's weapons. Cursing inwardly for letting herself get to into her thoughts, Sakura was quick to counter. Throwing three kunai aimed at Sasuke, Sakura soon figured out that it was a fake and that the real one was currently blocking a head on attack from Naruto.
This resulted in Naruto being thrown to the ground, Sasuke's sword so close to his neck. Instinctively, Sakura had thrown more weapons at the Uchiha but to no avail. They were blocked and came soaring back her way. Ducking her body so that she was on the ground, Sakura growled in annoyance as she ran towards the Uchiha about to kill Naruto.
Though, Kakashi beat her to it and was currently fighting Sasuke off. Even to Naruto and Sakura it looked as if Kakashi was even having trouble fighting off Sasuke. Sweat beaded on his forehead from exhaustion. Sakura and Naruto ran at the Uchiha and both delivered a series of kicks and punches his way.
Punched in her stomach, Sakura hit the trunk of a tree hard. Her body was starting to go numb and her vision was blurring before her eyes. She could hear fists being connected with that of human flesh, making a sickening noise to the ears.
Sakura witnessed Naruto being thrown down and held in place by Sasuke who kept him there. Kakashi sensei was still recovering from a few bad wounds that Sasuke had inflicted upon him.
The fox holder kicked Sasuke off of him and tackled him to the forest floor. Naruto was able to get in a couple of good punches to Sasuke's face but it seemed as if it hadn't bothered him one bit...
Gripped from the collar, Sasuke raised his sword and aimed it at Naruto's heart. It was as if everything was happening in slow motion, because Sakura stood from her spot on the ground and rapidly ran towards the immobile Uzumaki.
Outstretching both her arms, Sakura managed to get Naruto out of the way before the long sword pierced his heart and ultimately killed him. The tip of it had gone partially through Naruto's shoulder which caused him to howl in pain.
Sakura was on top of the wounded Uzumaki as she tried to sum up all her remaining courage to look at Sasuke. However, Kakashi was now up on his two feet and attacking the Uchiha mercilessly, without any time to spare.
All Sakura could do was heal Naruto's wound up as best as she could and watch in horror as the battle between the two raged on...
As Sakura recalled that battle, she couldn't help but let a sad smile grace her lips. That same day Sasuke was so intent on killing them all that it seemed as if someone were controlling him.
Then why...?
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Author's Note
I hope you all enjoyed that chapter! I think it was extra long than any of the previous chapters! LoL W/e? Did all you wonderful readers like it or not? Tell me!?! XXP
I actually am looking forward to posting up the other chapter and have already made upcoming plans about this story. It will be a fairly long story, 20 or so chapters at least! Oh and also! I may not update as soon as I did this one. Gomen Nasai! I have three other stories (including this one) that I am working on and have one that will end shortly. But not too soon, eh?
You know what to do!
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P.S: I will ask you for this in later chapters, but I do not know what pairing I should have!?! Sasuke X Sakura or Itachi X Sakura!?! Because I have two different alternative middles and endings for this story, depending on which couple you all want? It doesn't really matter to me, as long as all you readers are happy! XXD
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