A/N:I HATE this chapter!!! HATE HATE HATE!!! But wanted to update so badly for you guys before i leave!! I had to write it! I HAD TOO!!!
Bakura: And so i will do the disclaimer this time.
Me: What? NUUUU!!!
Bakura: Disclaimer, this chick doesn't own shit because i stole it from her. ALL OF IT!!
Me: *cries*
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I don't think I've ever had so many people surrounding me before...
I mean, not without them screaming for mercy or anything.
I think it was about noon when Marik came over with Malik pretty much wrapped around his waist for lunch.
Apparently he had told Malik as well (still need to remember to kill him later) and we spent about an hour figuring out ways to get me to feel something.
"Maybe we can have a foursome!" Malik suggested.
Marik shook his head.
"That won't work, i already tongued him in the movie theater,"
"You what!?" Both Malik and Ryou shouted at him in unison.
He was in trouble.
"It wasn't as if i did it because i like him! i was trying to get him to feel something! I was hoping for anger or disgust!"
Malik averted his gaze from his Yami and pouted childishly. Marik smiled and pulled the boy closer and kissed him on the cheek.
"C'mon babe, you know you're the only one. And besides, you're the one who suggested a foursome."
"...Touche'..."
I laughed. Those two were very amusing when they argue.
But the rest of the day was weird. Every time Marik leaned in closer to me, even by an inch, Ryou would wrap both hands around my arm and squeeze until he had completely cut of all the blood circulation.
I think Marik had called it jealousy.
It was mainly Marik and Malik who tossed Ideas around. It went from movies and plays, to me getting beat up in an alleyway, to them stealing Ryou and taking him to Egypt and leaving me in Isolation.
Ryou threw in a few ideas here and there, but they were barley heard over the two crazy Egyptians arguing over which emotion would react to what.
Eventually, the whole thing just got ridiculous as they ran out of ideas to use.
" We can scale mount Rushmore in America and shout on top of Abe Lincolns head as loud as we can!!"
"How will that make him feel anything Marik?"
"Have you never shouted before? It's a brain rush!"
"Yeah, but do we have to go to America to do that? Why don't we just stand on top of KaibaCorp and yell?"
"Because Bakura already did that and Kaiba Busted him."
I twitched. That was one thing that i know i DID tell Marik to stay secret.
I felt a soft tug on my sleeve and turned my head towards the small boy beside me.
"When did you go to KaibaCorp, 'Kura?" He whispered in my ear.
I sighed. I still couldn't lie to him. But maybe i could just tell him half the truth...
"It was a few weeks ago, i went there to do exactly what we're doing now."
"How?"
damn it...
Well, I'm sunk now...
"Hey Ryou! Can we go to the store?" Malik suddenly shouted.
Ryou blinked, a bit startled by Malik's sudden question, but nodded happily.
"Sure,"
The two hikari's grabbed their coats and left with a small wave of their hand.
As soon as I heard the door lock, i turned towards The blonde Egyptian across from me and glared my most evil glare i could muster.
Sure enough, it intimidated him, for he laughed nervously before answering.
"I'm sorry, Bakura! It slipped,"
"You know i still need to kill you for telling the Pharaoh..."
"You saw yami?"
I sighed and relaxed against the couch, massaging my temples with one hand.
"Yeah, i saw him last night when i ran from Ryou..."
This seemed to intrigue Marik's interest because he scooted closer and stared at my intently, waiting for me to speak.
"Well he didn't say much! He just gave me his thoughts on the whole thing."
"And what does he think?"
"He said that i do have emotions, I've just forgotten what they feel like because of my past..."
Marik cocked his head to the side for a minute then leaned back into his own chair, lost in thought.
"That makes a lot of sense..."
I nodded in agreement.
It did make sense. Too much sense. it explains everything and i don't like it. To have forgotten how to feel sound like i need to have a doctor or something.
It made me feel weak and, well, human.
I don't like that. Not at all.
I looked up at Marik and noticed the thoughtful expression on his face. I had never seen him so deep i thought before. The blonde almost seemed like a completely different person.
Almost.
"What's on your mind, Marik?" I asked, giving in the curiosity.
"Hmm? Oh, i was just wondering if the shadow realm would scar you for life."
I rolled my eyes and threw a random book at him, which he dodged with ease.
Stupid psychopaths.
"I doubt the Shadow realm will do anything, considering i was sealed in a ring for the past 5000 years!" I snapped.
He just shrugged and started to laugh.
"Hey, i'm just tossing ideas. You never know."
"Whatever,"
He sat in silence for a while before i started thinking again.
Why did Malik go to the store? And why did he take Ryou?
"Hey Marik,"
"Yeah?"
"Where did Malik take Ryou?"
"To the gay club."
"What!?"
The Egyptian fell out of his chair, clutching his stomach in maniacal laughter.
I scowled at his joke
"Marik..." I growled.
"I'm just kidding Bakura! but you have to admit, that got some emotion out of you!"
I blinked. He was right. I felt annoyed with him that he wouldn't take me seriously and tell me what i wanted to know.
It was, well, different.
"Well, that may be, but it's not the emotion that you would want to bring out when theirs no one around to witness the 'Accident'."
He finally calmed down and sat up on the floor, rubbing the tears from his eyes.
"Y-yeah, you're right, hee hee..."
I rolled my eyes and threw another book at him, this time he didn't dodge and it hit him right above his ear and sent him tumbling across the floor.
He sat up and glared at me, but he couldn't hold it through his giggles.
Crazy guy actually likes pain.
I remember when i used to be like that.
"Yeah so, where are they? Really?"
"They went to the grocery store, I'm not sure why though."
I was about to ask something else, but i was interrupted by a sudden high pitched squealing that seemed to come from Marik's pocket.
The psychopath fiddled around with his jeans until he finally pulled out a small metal device.
"Damn cell phone technology..."
he started pressing buttons and throwing it around but the squealing wouldn't stop. He glared at it and held the millennium rod up.
"Shut up you bastard!!"
The cell phone ignored him and kept squealing over and over.
I stood up and stole the phone in his hands before he had the chance to throw it angrily at the wall, pressed the green phone shaped button under the screen, and handed it back to him.
"oh...thanks..." Marik took the phone and held it up to his ear.
"Hello?...Oh hi Malik!....Calm down, I....You're kidding!...Don't worry we're coming. uh huh, Bye bye"
He pressed some random button and looked up at me.
"Ryou's hurt and he's at the hospital."
I stared blankly at him and collapsed into the couch when i realized i was still standing.
I lowered my gaze to the ground, trying to wrap my head around the situation.
"Hey man, you ok?" Marik placed a sympathetic hand on my shoulder.
"Yeah..." I mumbled.
"How're you feeling?"
I shuddered.
At that very moment, I wanted so badly to just bang my head against the wall until i passed out into a pool of my own blood and drowned in it.
I wanted to cause myself so much pain and grief, something to distract me from this damn guilt!!!
Ha ha ha! i told you so! I told you!!
"Bakura? How are you feeling?"
"I..." I stuttered, clenching my fists.
"I don't..."
Never feel it! Never have it! Just put yourself out of your misery Bakura! Just run away! HA ha ha ha!!!
Over and over again those words echoed in my head as i ran out the door as far away from my heartless life as possible.
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Me: CLIFFHANGER!!!
Bakura: *smacks me* You suck!!
Me: Waaaah!!! *cries*
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