Chapter 4

Chapter 4! Sorry it took so long I had band camp and stuff…but Band camp is over but school starts on Wednesday

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Nicole cried herself to sleep that night. Annabelle stayed at Coley's house. Nicole slept with Pickles and he listened to her cry for most of the night. She soon fell asleep and so did he wrapping his arms around her.

The next morning Nicole walked down to the living room with her bags packed. Charles looked at her along with Toki and Skwisgaar. "I have to go back to Sweden and Norway for a while" Nicole said

"Yous wants us to comes?" Skwisgaar asked. Nicole smiled

"I guess if you want to." She said. "Skwisgaar I need to talk to you, alone." Nicole and Skwisgaar went into the other room. Five minutes later they both came out yelling at each other. "Vad sjutton är fel?"

"Det finns inget sätt jag kommer nu!" Skwisgaar yelled. Nicole wanted to cry.

"Varför grund av din mamma? Jag trodde att du brydde sig om mig!"

"Jag Nicole!" Nicole turned around and left. Skwisgaar sat on the couch mad.

"Yous didn'ts have to yells at hers!" Toki said

"Is can dos what I wants" Skwisgaar said

"Don'ts yous knows whos shes is?" Toki yelled.

"Nos I don'ts you dildos!' Skwisgaar yelled sarcastically. Just then the news came on. The news reporter came on and spoke.

"Today we will have a special segment on Nicole Katherine Meek. Nicole Katherine Meek lives not one, but two lives!" the band looked over at the TV when they hear that Nicole has two lives. "Too many of her fans she is known as Valkyrie, the new leader of Love n' Hate. To the people in Norway and Sweden she is known as Nicole the Olympian. Nicole has won three gold metals in gymnastics for Sweden and Norway.

Nicole was born on May 13th to Lilly Marie Meek and an unknown man. Nicole went to school both in Norway and Sweden. She never fit in and boy did she get beaten up a lot. Nicole then was given up by her parents at age ten and lived with Kathy and Mario Lucky in Wisconsin. She was their oldest daughter and she had a younger sister named Kaitlyn.

Soon enough Nicole's real sister Jennifer Meek took Nicole and made her Rhythm Guitarist of Love n' Hate. It is also known that Nicole has a daughter named Annabelle and is now back with Pickles!

In recent news front girl Jennifer Meek also known as Lollipop died in a car crash. She has left leadership of the band to her dear sister Nicole Meek also known as Valkyrie." Nathan shut off the TV and Skwisgaar realized that he should not have yelled at her. He didn't know that she was like him and had a mother who was a slut. It all fell into place and he now knew why Nicole's mom and his mom were best friends. Skwisgaar jumped from his seat and ran to go find Nicole.

Nicole was walking through the halls of Mordhaus and was crying. She hated Skwisgaar. He was a complete jerk to her. He didn't know how her life was. She was so upset that she was going. She then bumped into someone. She looked up and saw that blonde Swede. She looked at him and he frowned. Nicole felt a sense of regret in him. She took his hand with her finger and took him to her room. She left the door opened. And he talked to her. "Val-Nicole, I'm sorries. Is didn't knows yous hads a hards lifes. I don't knows my fathers eithers" Nicole hugged Skwisgaar and cried into his chest. He rubbed her back and comforted her. Pickles heard Nicole crying from downstairs. He came up and sat on the other side of Nicole and hugged her.

"Nicole listen, parents suck. You know that." Pickles said. "You got to go and face your mom, I mean now I can meet her, though I might not want to" he said.

"I know but, when I go my mom tries to get custody of Annabelle all the time. She says I'm not a good mother." Nicole said.

"That's dildos, you ares the bests moms I ever seens. Is wishs yous were my moms" Skwisgaar said. Nicole laughed a little bit. "Sees nows yous happies. Nows lets gos sees our mothers" the two cringed and Pickles chucked. The three walked back to where everyone was. They all sat down and Nicole sat next to Pickles who pulled her chair close to him so he could put his arm around her. She leaned her head on his shoulder and Charles began.

"Well I guess we are going to Sweden then Norway Nicole?" he asked her

"Ja, I want to see my mom first and get that out of the way. Then we can go see my Aunt Nora." Nicole said

"Ares wes goings to haves hers crumbs cakes!?" Toki asked excitedly

"Ja Toki, we will I promise." Nicole said Toki jumped up and down and Nicole laughed. Pickles smiled because he saw Nicole was happy. When Nicole was happy he was happy.

"So then, we will be going. I will get the Hatredcopter ready." Charles said as he walked out of the room.

"So I heard some noises from your room Pickles the other night." Nathan growled. Nicole and Pickles blushed a deep red. The band laughed at them. Nicole shook her head and then leaned her head on Pickles' shoulder. He then leaned his head on hers. Pickles could only imagine what would be in store when they got to Nicole's mom's house.

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The band and Nicole finally landed in Stockholm. Nicole and Skwisgaar looked at each other and both of there faces were white as a ghost. Nicole grabbed Skwisgaar's hand and they both walked to the door. Nicole sighed and knocked on the door. No one answered the door.

"Ok none is here lets go to Norway now!" Nicole yelled. Nicole turned around when the door opened. The woman was tall and had blonde hair. She looked to be about 45. She did not say anything at all. She let them all in and they all sat on the couch. The room was dark. Nicole felt uncomfortable. She then turned the lights on.

The place sure had changed since Nicole left. It was so much cleaner and prettier. Did her mom change or did she do it to impress her and her friends? Nicole shook it off and sighed. Her mother walked in the living room and sat down on the couch that was on the other side of the coffee table. "Its beens a longs times Nicoles" the women said. Nicole sighed and smiled

"Too long mama, how have you been?" Nicole said

"Hows Jenny, is shes stills successfuls?"

"Mom, Jenny died last night in a car crash." The woman cried and she left and started to cry and Nicole kinda felt sad. Nicole's mother finally pulled herself together and sniffed. Just then Serveta Skwisgelf walked in. Skwisgaar didn't even look at her. Nicole didn't blame him. The band stayed for a bit and then left for Norway

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The band finally arrived in Lillehammer. Nicole was glad to be here. It was the one place she wanted to go right now. Toki jumped up and Nicole picked up Annabelle as they walked into Nicole's Aunt Nora's bakery. When they walked in the place looked very relaxing. There were tables for people to sit at and relax and eat. There was also a cabinet locked which Nicole hoped was still loaded with her things.

"I'M HERE!" Nicole yelled as her Aunt Nora walked out. Aunt Nora smiled and ran and hugged Nicole and then took Annabelle and Annabelle laughed. "How are my darlings?" Nora asked.

"We are good Auntie!" Annabelle said. Nicole smiled and grabbed Pickles hand and brought him over.

"Aunt Nora, this is Pickles my new boyfriend." Nicole said as she blushed. Nora looked at him and gave him a hug. Nicole smiled and she saw the karaoke machine.

"Nicole, sing a song for us!" Nora said as she ushered everyone to a table. She put Annabelle down and went and got everyone tea and crumb cake. Nicole went up onto the stage and looked at the book. She looked until she found the perfect song. She put the song on and the music started playing:

Mother mother
Can you hear me
I'm just calling to say hello
How's the weather
How's my father
Am I lonely heavens no
Mother mother
Are you listening
Just a phone call to ease your mind
Life is perfect
Never better
Distance making the heart grow blind

When you sent me off to see the world
Were you scared that I might get hurt
Would I try a little tobacco
Would I keep on hiking up my skirt

I'm hungry
I'm dirty
I'm losing my mind
Everything's fine

I'm freezing
I'm starving
I'm bleeding to death
Everything's fine

Yeah, I'm working
Making money
I'm just starting to build a name
I can feel it
Around the corner
I could make it any day

Mother mother
Can you hear me
Yeah I'm sober sure I'm sane
Life is perfect
Never better
Still your daughter still the same

If I tell you what you want to hear
Will it help you to sleep well at night
Are you sure that I'm your perfect dear
Now just cuddle up and sleep tight

I'm hungry
I'm dirty
I'm losing my mind
Everything's fine

I'm freezing
I'm starving
I'm bleeding to death
Everything's fine

I miss you
I love you

The song ended and everyone who was there cheered. Nicole smiled and went back and sat next to Pickles. They all started talking. "This place is pretty nice and this crumb cake is amazing!" Nathan growled.

"I got to make it for you guys sometime." Nicole said. The band nodded and ate more. Everyone was eating, but Pickles has something big on his mind. He wanted to ask the band something. The only thing is he could not ask in front of Nicole. "I'll be right back, Annabelle come with mommy" Nicole said as the two left. Pickles sighed.

"Doods, I need to ask ya something." The band looked at Pickles. Pickles was real nervous about the whole thing.

"Wells whats dos yous wants to asks us?" Skwisgaar asked.

"I wanna marry Nicole. I mean I've known her fer a while." The band looked at him with death glares.

"YOU WANT TO WHAT! IF YOU DO THAT THE BAND WILL BREAK UP I KNOW IT!" yelled Murderface.

"Pickles he might have a point, I mean do you think you would be able to settle down?" Charles asked. "That is up to you though"

Little did the band know Nicole was listing to what they were saying. Nicole cried a bit. She had it and she had to end their relationship. She was trying to prevent this the whole time. She didn't want the band to break up because of her. Maybe it was for the best. Nicole walked back out she was upset and Toki could tell. Nicole went up on stage again and picked a song and started to sing again:

If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of
the way

And I...
Will always
Love you, oohh
Will always
Love you
You
My darling you
Mmm-mm

Bittersweet
Memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you
You need

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
You, ooh

Instrumental / Sax solo

I hope
life treats you kind
And I hope
you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy
and happiness
But above all this
I wish you love

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
Repeat

I, I will always love
You...
You
Darling I love you
I'll always
I'll always
Love
You..
Oooh
Ooohhh

Nicole walked into the back crying and Pickles followed her. "Nicole whats wrong?" he asked

"I heard you guys talking! I don't want the band to break up because of us Pickles! I'm sorry, but I don't think you can settle down." Nicole hugged him and cried.

"Nicole I can change, I can prove it to you. I mean I want to settle down with you." Pickles said to her softly. Nicole sighed it has been exactly five months since they have got back together. Everything was hell right now for Nicole, her sister is dead, she is a leader of a band who does not even call her anymore and even worse she had to tell Pickles something else which she was afraid of. Annabelle heard everything that happened. She went to Nathan and whispered something to him.

The both got up and left in the other room.

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The next day everyone woke up in the hang out room. They all went downstairs and the place was closed today because it was Sunday. "There you go my darlings, a good breakfast for a good day." Nora said. The band ate their breakfast quickly and they loved it. Annabelle finished and went up to the stage and turned on the karaoke machine. Nicole came out of the back to see what she was doing and Annabelle started to sing:

Uh, uh, some deep shit, uh, uh

Momma please stop cryin, I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed
I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you
said

You fight about money, bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you'll see
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done
my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave

Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin, cuz I need you around
My mama she loves you, no matter what she says
its true
I know that she hurts you, but remember I love
you, too

I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away
Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have
no choice, no way
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen
I don't want love to destroy me like it did my
family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave

In our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, let's act like it comes
naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays
I don't want two addresses
I don't want a step-brother anyways
And I don't want my mom to have to change her
last name

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do
anything)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend act and like it comes so
naturally
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)

Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Turn around please
Remember that the night you left you took my
shining star?
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone

Mom will be nicer
I'll be so much better, I'll tell my brother
Oh, I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better, I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Nicole started to cry and Pickles cried a bit too. The band was shocked they never seen someone care so much about someone in their life. Pickles wiped away his tears and sighed a bit. "Pickles, does she really mean that much to you?" asked Charles.

"She does and I love her and Annabelle" Pickles said

"Then go fucking ask her man!" Nathan yelled.

"Dood, ya really mean it?" Pickles said

"Ja, wes are glads yous finds someones" Skwisgaar said. Pickles smiled and took out the ring to show the band. The ring was a twelve karat diamond with a princess cut. The gold ring was engraved with "my brutal babe forever". The band looked at the ring in shock.

"Shes goings to loves its!" Toki said. Nicole walked out and Pickles hid the ring. Nicole looked at him.

"Whats going on?" Nicole said.

"Nothing at all" Pickles said with a smile. Nicole shook her head, she didn't believe him for one second.

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Well there ya go peeps chapter four…sorry that Nicole's real mom's scene was not long I have my reasons. Any way chapter five should be soon because I get out of school at 12:44 everyday.

Translations:

Vad sjutton är fel? - What the hell is wrong?

Det finns inget sätt jag kommer nu! – There is no way I am going now!

Varför grund av din mamma? Jag trodde att du brydde sig om mig? – Why because of your mother? I thought you cared about me!

Jag Nicole! – I do Nicole!

Songs:

Mother Mother – The Veronicas

I Will Always Love You – Whitney Houston

Family Portrait - Pink