"You love me, don't you?"
Elsa woke up from her slumber, "Anna. How, how did you get in here, and WHY ARE YOU NAKED!?"
Anna stood at the side of Elsa's bed naked, "Elsa. You love me, don't you?" she asked, her voice lifeless and her face cold.
Anna's eyes felt like they pierced through Elsa's heart, "I. I have a crush on you, is this about kissing you today? Anna, I'm sorry. I never should have done that, but, why are you here, and why are you naked?"
Anna ignored Elsa and cupped her left breast in her hand, "This isn't the Elsa that I know," Anna stared straight into Elsa's eyes, "You don't belong here. You're the wrong Elsa."
Elsa pushed Anna's hand away and ran to the door, "Anna, you're really creeping me out. Why don't you put some clothes on, and. I'll go heat up some coffee, and, everything will be fine."
Anna turned her head to Elsa, "Why do you love me, Elsa?"
"I, I don't know. You're, beautiful, smart, sweet, funny. I mean, I loved you until you, groped me," Elsa moaned into her hand.
Anna had her hands grasp Elsa's breasts, "Do you enjoy this, Elsa? Would you like to grab my breasts?"
"N-no! I don't! Please let go! Anna, why are you doing this?!" Elsa pushed Anna's hands away and stepped back from her.
"Why am I doing this, Elsa?" she closed her eyes, "I'm not sure why I am. Do I love you and I want our bodies to express that love. Or do I hate you, and want your body to suffer for my pleasure. Which would you prefer, Elsa?"
"Neither! Anna, I don't want sex! I wanted to get to know you! I wanted to be with you! I thought you were unhappy with your boyfriend, and maybe you would love," Elsa felt an indescribable pain in her chest, "Anna. How could, you?"
"This thing is what made me love you. Do I destroy it so I could love the man I love, or let it be so I can love you?" Anna held her heart in her hand, its veins still connected to her insides.
The blood dripped from the hole in her chest, as her heart stained her palm red, "Do you want this Elsa? Do you want my heart?"
"Anna, why are you doing this? Why did you rip out your heart? How could you do that?!"
"Because I'm confused, Elsa. I don't know who to love. You or my boyfriend,"
"ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF?!"
"No. If I did, the reason for your existence would be lost. As would the reason for the existence of my boyfriend," Anna drolled to Elsa, blood dripping from her lips.
Even with her heart forcibly removed, it still beat in her hand, "Anna. Please, just leave me alone. You're freaking me out, and you need help,"
Anna's expression didn't change, "Strange. That is what someone would have said if they saw what you did to me."
"'I'M SORRY! ANNA! I'M SORRY I KISSED YOU! Is that what you want?! I'll do anything you want if you stop acting like this!" Elsa fell on her knees, "Is this what you want, Anna? To break me?"
Anna looked down at her, "I. I don't know what I want. I don't know if I want to kiss you, hug you, smile, frown, be furious, kill you, kill me, leave, stay, live, die, or exist."
Elsa grabbed her shoulders, "Is this all about what I did?! You ripped your heart out because I kissed you?!"
Anna blinked, "I removed my heart to stop my emotions. It is out of my body, but it is still connected. If I put it back in, I don't know what I'll do. But if destroy it, I'll go to my boyfriend."
"Well do something! You can't live with that thing outside your body!"
Anna crushed her heart, blood splattering across Elsa and Anna. Anna ripped the veins from its remains and dropped the heart.
"Anna, why?" Elsa dropped at Anna's feet, "Why did you do that?"
"My existence is trivial, Elsa," she muttered as her the hole in her chest sealed itself, "My only purpose, is to love. And if I cannot carry out my task, then what point is there?"
"ANNA!" Elsa screamed.
"What is it, Elsa?" Anna asked, a smile on her face as she browsed the game store, "Are you confused?"
"Yeah, I-
"You saw me rip out my heart, didn't you?" Anna picked up Mortal Kombat 2 for the Super Nintendo, "I know. I'm aware."
Elsa stared at Anna, "How did you? Anna, you're not acting like a robot or, crazy or, whatever!"
"Of course I'm not, the reason I'm not is because I love you, Elsa," Anna kissed her on the cheek, "I think I have a ten for this game. Can you cover the other three?"
Elsa grabbed Anna's face, "HOW! Why?! Anna, why is this happening? Did this happen because I kissed you?!"
"That's a good question, but should you be asking me that?" Anna smiled at her and gave her a kiss.
"Anna please. I'm, just confused," Elsa pushed her away, "I don't know what I just saw was a dream, or real life," she moaned softly.
Anna kissed Elsa's neck, "Are you enjoying this, Elsa?" she nibbled on her skin, "I remembered how you couldn't keep your eyes off me? What were you hoping for when you stayed open late? Were you hoping to taste me? I'm sorry to disappoint, but you're not going to taste me," Anna whispered into her ear before licking it.
"Anna. Please, stop,"
"What's wrong, Elsa? Don't you want this?"
"I never wanted this-
"You did didn't you? The moment you saw me with him, you wanted me. Now you have me. Be proud of yourself,"
"I never wanted you!"
"You did want me," Anna spooned Elsa in her bed, holding her stomach.
"Anna, what are you-
"Do you love me, Elsa?" Anna tugged on her stomach.
"Anna? I," she took a deep breath, "I did love you. I loved you, because you were cute, and you liked games. Once I got to know you, I started to love you even more."
Anna didn't change her expression, "What do you think of me now? What I've done to you, you should hate me, right?"
Elsa shook her head, "No. I can't hate you Anna. After what you've done, I can't hate you," her eyes shedded tears, "Do you hate me?"
Anna let go of Elsa and laid herself up "I don't know if I can hate or love anymore, Elsa. That kiss. Has changed everything."
"Anna, why are you so different every time we meet?" Elsa asked as Anna cleaned her hair in the shower.
"Because I am not the Anna you know from before. The Anna that you met at Gamestop, the Anna that went to you your store, and the Annat that you kissed were all different Anna's," she doused Elsa's hair in water, "The Anna that pulled her heart out however, is a different Anna from me. She is the same Anna that you met at Gamestop, who went to your store, and who you kissed."
Elsa felt her chest heave, "What do you mean, they're different Anna's? Are, are you a different Anna?"
"Yes. I am the Anna who you kissed that loved you," Anna smiled and hugged Elsa from behind, "The Anna you met before, is the Anna you kissed that hated you."
Elsa touched Anna's hand, "Anna, why is, this happening? Why are there different versions of you?"
"Why is this happening? Who knows? I am not the Anna that knows. All that matters is that I'm the Anna that loves you, and you're the Elsa that loves me," Anna smiled and rubbed her face against Elsa's back.
Elsa pushed her away, "What if I don't love you anymore!?"
Anna smiled, "That can't happen. Because you were born to love me."
"I wasn't born to love anyone! I was born to be me!"
"Is that what people are born for? To be themselves? I thought we were all born for a purpose?" Anna touched her chest, "I was born to love you."
"You were born to be you, Anna! You were born to be a person! You weren't born to love anyone!"
Anna laughed at her, covering her mouth with her hand, "But you were born for the reasons you said I wasn't!"
Elsa walked beside Anna, holding her hand, "Anna. I, I wasn't born to love you. I, was born to live my life."
"You don't think we're born to love me, Elsa?" Anna asked, "I thought you were."
She released Anna's grip on her hand, "Anna! I love you! But that's not my only purpose in life!"
"Then what is your purpose in life?" Anna had the same, cold face the Anna that tore her heart out had.
"To. Live! To enjoy playing games, to have friends and family, to maybe have a child so they can experience the joys in life like I have!"
"You're not influenced by love?" Anna asked.
"No. I mean, kinda yes, but I don't do everything for love!" Elsa started to shout at her.
"What do you live for?"
"I live for me!"
"Why were you born?"
"To live! To live a life!"
"What is your life for?"
"ME! I WAS BORN TO LIVE MY LIFE!"
"Your life wasn't born for a purpose?"
"It was born because. Because my parents love each other,"
"Were you born from love?"
"I guess?"
"Were you born to love someone, so that your love can give life to love?"
"No! My parents loved each other, but that wasn't their purpose in life!"
"What was their purpose?"
"I DON'T KNOW KNOW! Why don't you ask them?!"
"What is your purpose in life?"
"It's to," Elsa stopped herself and looked at Anna, "What is my purpose in life, Anna?"
"Your purpose in life, is to love me," Anna spoke to her, "Whether this affects you negatively is trivial."
"So, that's why I exist? Only to, love you?" Elsa asked.
"Yes, that is what you were born to do,"
"Then why? Why did you push me away if I was born to love you?"
"You were born to love me. But the Anna that you loved wasn't born to love you. It was born to love another,"
Elsa looked up from her feet in the white void at Anna standing in front of her. They stood in an empty void, the only thing existence being them.
"What do you mean that Anna wasn't born to love me? Who else could she love!?"
"She was born to love a man named Kristoff," another Anna stood beside her, smiling when she mentioned him, "The second Anna you met was born to love you. The first was born to love a man named Hans, but the second Anna you met was born to love you," each Anna mentioned appeared from behind her and stood side by side.
"How. How did, this happen?"
The four Anna's stood there and spoke together, "You were supposed to be an Elsa that did not love us. But you were born as an Elsa who loved Anna. This changed how this universe went. This universe was supposed to be Anna who loves Hans, and you were only there to befriend Anna. But you loved Anna, and the universe attempted to remedy itself by making Anna love you."
"But the Anna that I kissed-
"That was the universe's attempted remedy of Anna loving you. The Anna that you kissed was born to love a man named Kristoff and you were supposed to be the Elsa born to be friends with Anna,"
"Instead I was born to love her," Elsa held her arms, "So I was a mistake."
"You were not a mistake. The universe only misplaced you,"
"So why does this happen?
"We all have our place in the universe, Elsa. I suppose your purpose was to be misplaced by the universe,"
"How am I not a mistake then?!" Elsa demanded.
"A person is never a mistake, Elsa. People make mistakes, but people aren't mistakes," hundreds of Anna's appeared behind her and spoke at the same time, "You, Elsa. You were not a mistake, nor will you ever be a mistake."
Elsa looked up from her feet at the infinite Anna's standing before her, "I am here. And I'm not a mistake. I was born to me, the me to love Anna."
Every Anna smiled at her, "We are the Anna's that were born to love you!" An infinite number of Elsa's smiled at the infinite Anna's, "And you are the Elsa's that are born to love us!"
Elsa and Anna walked up to each other, and hugged, "I love you, Anna."
"I know, Elsa. I know," Anna kissed Elsa as the other Elsa's and Anna's cheered for them.
A/N So I've noticed many of you are probably confused at this 'ending'. Well consider yourselves Hideki Annoed cuz I pulled an Evangelion on your asses. As in episode 26. CONGRATULATIONS MOTHERFUCKER!
But in all seriousness I appreciate the reviews and all the people who've read it, and a part of me actually feels bad about writing it, but I wanted to put it in anyway.
However, for forcing my attempt at deconstructing fanfiction (which I think my point was lost) I will be rebooting Blowout Games in the near future. I wanna finish a few fanfictions before I reboot it though and have a few more gaming experiences so I can reference more shit.
The reboot might be completely different or just be what I originally intended, who knows? I can promise you all that Blowout Games will be rebooted at the very most, July. Until then, I hope you all can check out my other stuff if you're interested.
