Chapter 4

I woke up content with Cas still laying over me this is how I wanted to wake up every morning like this and that's when I noticed Cas was asleep, which was not a good sign "Angels don't sleep". Said a voice from the doorway I looked up Gabriel was standing there leaning in the doorway with his arms crossed over his chest and a sad smile on his face "Do you know what's going on with him?" I asked in a whisper Gabriel sighed "We wanted to wait to tell you and Sammy he still doesn't know", Gabriel paused if I didn't know any better I would say his eyes watered "When Heaven gets new Angels a few of the old ones have to go, usually the ones who have been disloyal, or in our case helped stop the apocalypse lose their Grace so it can go to the other Angels". Gabriel finally spit out I looked down at the sleeping man beside me who looked so happy and content with his life, I combed my fingers through his hair thinking the door across from mine opened and Sam came out dressed in his jogging outfit "Hey what's up?" He asked Gabriel who just smiled at him "Nothing Samsquatch just teasing your brother". He pushed off the wall and closed the door behind him I didn't know what to do if Cas wasn't an Angel anymore then what did that mean? Was he hopeless? Did he feel bad? Or regret saving me? I shook my head Cas loves me even if he doesn't have his wings he'll still love me.

Cas finally woke and after talking a little we got dressed and walked hand in hand to the living room I could hear unfamiliar giggles and a big booming laugh and when we stepped inside the scene that met me almost made me die laughing Dad and Mom were sitting on the couch Dad had Mom pinned down and was tickling her Cas smiled at me and I smiled back it was nice to see them normal like this, finally noticing we were there Dad stopped and looked up "Hey boys how's it going". He asked I smiled a little "Good". I turned to Cas "Hey we still have to question that teacher". Cas nodded "I can do it this time Dean if I can find my badge you stay here". I nodded and went over to the drawer in the kitchen "Ok so do you want to be Spears or Sixx today?" I asked him he grinned "Sixx". He said I chuckled a little and handed him his badge "Go get your monkey suit on I'll have something to eat redy for you ". He nodded and walked to the bedroom, I knew Cas liked red meat most of all so I made some bacon and sausage for him, after a while he came out with his tie undone, Mom and Dad were watching us with curious eyes "Dean I've never tied a tie without just wishing it into existence". Cas said I smiled and walked closer wiping my hands on a towel "Its easy here I can do it for you". I grabbed ahold and worked the tie "I remember the day Sammy had a schoo thing I didn't want to go so I stayed home but he needed his tie tied Dad was on a hunt we were in the hotel getting ready and I teached him how and he said it was stupid". Cas smiled at me when I was done I gave him a quick peck and slapped his butt he jumped a little and turned to glare at me Mom laughed at us "Hey Cas don't do anything stupid you see something call me use the codes". He nodded "And Cas", he turned back around with his hand on the door "I love you". I said he smiled widely at me "I love you too Dean". He opened the door and walked outside that's when I realized he forgot the keys "Hey babe wait up". I yelled jogging a little and grabbing the keys from the drawer he stopped "Yes Dean?" He asked me I threw him the keys and he caught them "Don't forget baby". I said with a smile he looked down at the keys in his hand and smiled "You trust me with her?" He asked silently, I nodded "Just be careful with her will you?" I asked him he nodded and got in the drivers seat he then pulled out and drove down the road, I sighed and walked back in the house "You guys are adorable". A sickening voice said it was a voice I was hoping to forget turning around slowly I was met with a guy wearing the same vessel as before sick no longer melting off he had his arms crossed over his chest and a smile on his face "Dean I thought you would remember me after all I did wear your brother once". Lucifer said my throat closed up "What the hell do you want?" I asked him after a while "Relax I'm on orders from my Father I can't touch you or your brother and I have to be a good Angel I also can't come in all I want is to talk to Gabriel". I looked toward the door "OK I'll go get him I guess". I jogged in the house "Gabriel!" I yelled Mom and Dad got up from the couch and walked over to me looking at me with curious eyes finally Gabriel and Sam who I guess was back from his jog came in "What's up Dean-o you look like you seen a ghost". I sighed and tried to center myself "Your brother is outside", I said slowly he raised a brow "You know was in a Cage now isn't, a great big bag of Dicks, wore my brother once!" I yelled Gabriel froze, the room was dead silent and then everyone moved to the door at once. Still he stood there looking at the road back facing us when he realized someone was there he turned and smiled "Well, I ask for one and I get the whole clan", he said he smiled "Nice to see you again Sam keeping my meat suit warm for me?" He asked Sam who glared "Go to Hell". He told him he chuckled a little "Been there didn't agree with me know I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm back, and I'm sorry because I was a good boy I was able to hop out of the Cage dearest Dad just needed new Angels and we all know what happens then I use the last of my mojo to get over here I'm not an Angel anymore I'm a freaking mud monkey I guess what I'm asking is can I stay with you just for a few weeks?" I looked to Sam who motioned for me to come closer "He's not an Angel so he can't hurt us let him stay". Sam said still looking at Gabriel and his brother I nodded Sam was right he wasn't a threat anymore and maybe having him around would be a good thing "Fine you can stay just for a little while". He smiled at Dean Dad spoke up "Who is this anyway?" He asked me well shit I sighed "Not important right now uh call him Luci". I said grabbing his arm and dragging them all inside.

Mom refused to let me practice in the gun range saying "Your still recovering Dean you need rest". That's what landed me here sitting on the couch watching "Game of Thrones" and eating bacon, hearing the sound like something pouring down the sink I peared over Mom had all the whiskey, and ahchol and was pouring them all down the sink "What the hell are you doing Mom?" I asked her getting up from my chair "Dean, you and your Father have a problem so no more drinking". I stared at her but not wanting to argue I just slowly sat back down a few mintues later Dad walked in not finding any beer he asked where it was and that is why Mom and Dad are yelling at each other I put my head in my hands I was hoping dying would fix their problems but I guess not "What the hell is going on Dean?" Sam asked over the yelling "Welcome to the first five years of my life this is nothing wait until they throw things at each other or when Mom brings up an affair he had". I said gravelly clicking on the next episode of "Game of Thrones" Sam came around the couch and sat down by my feet "Why are they fighting?" Sam asked sadly I scoffed "Well Mom decided me and Dad are acholics so she poured all the alchohl down the drain but I think I heard something about 'You're the one that let our sons be hunters what the hell is the protect Sammy thing Dean is important too because of you our son has nightmares of hell' but hey whose really listening?" I said with a dark chuckle Sam nodded "Dad said they had the perfect marriage I just can't believe they hated each other so much". Sam said watching the TV I shrugged and ate another piece of bacon, hearing my phone ring I got up to get it, it was Cas.

C: Dean I'm on my way back home the case isn't a case I'm positive but uh we have a problem.

D: What kind of problem?

C: A relationship problem Dean.

Cas hung up after that what the hell? "What did Cas want?" Sam asked me I turned around still in shock "To tell me that the case wasn't actually a case and somehow we have a problem him and me". Sam froze and got up "I'm just gonna go in my room and uh read or something". He got up fast but I chased after him "What are talking about Sam?" He sighed "Yesterday I saw Lisa in the store she remembered me I barely got out of the store she wasa demanding I tell you were you were". The world slowed Lisa remembered? What the Hell? "What did you tell her?" I asked him feeling like my mouth was full of cotton "I told her I didn't know but the last I saw you you were in Kansas Cas must have ran into her". I nodded "The case was in Lawerence Lisa does remember, she put together Lawrenece with Kansas shit". I sat back on the couch and groaned Mom and Dad were still fighting and our happy little bubble was slowly falling apart piece by piece.

Dad and Mom stopped fighting after Dad left with a slam of the Bunker door, Mom was cooking a bug dinner still smiling despite the fight that lasted three hours, soon after the lasgna was put in the oven he arrived with a guest and I froze when I saw her she hadn't changed a day Lisa was frowning at me her arms crossed over her chest Cas walked up to me and kissed my cheek I insticly leaned into his touch "I'll be in our room give you guys some privacy". I nodded and soon Lisa and I were alone the tension in the room was thick I opened my mouth to say something but she held her hand up "No Dean I'm going to talk your going to listen, I get it ok you didn't want Ben and I to get hurt so you thought you would leave well its not really new for you is it? Leaving when people need you just when we start getting close your brother comes back from the dead and you leave not even explaining what happened when you pushed my son! Dean why couldn't you just leave our minds alone? Did you really think that it would last Dean? And then I get my memories back I go to the store in the town I moved into with Ben and my sister I see Sam and I ask him where you were because I wanted to talk to you he tells me he doesn't know but he did! Does everyone lie to me? I go to Kansas I do some research of my own and then Castiel walks in so I jump on the chance to talk to him he is the only one who told me the truth! I ask him what has happened in the last few years and he tells me you two are together is that why you really left? Cause you were Gay? I gave you the choice we didn't have to be together and you knew that Dean!" I stepped closer to her "Are you done?" I asked her she nodded and motioned for me to talk " I didn't leave because I'm in love with Cas, I left for your protection Crowley kidnapped you to get to me so I made Cas wipe your memory and you want to know why I acted like I did with Ben? I was turning into a vampire I didn't want to hurt him! As soon as I got out of there I ran and cured myself". She shook her head slightly tears gathering in her eyes " I want the truth Lisa, there is to much concidence for Ben to not be mine I just want to know is Ben mine?" I asked her she turned away and I heard her suck in a breath "God, ok fine I didn't want to tell you because I was worried you would run off then I saw how good you were with Ben teaching him about cars and helping with girls and I was on the verge of telling you but yes Ben is yours". She said I had to sit down and put my head in my hands "Where is he? Are his memories back to?" I asked her with my head still in my hands, she sat down next to me "Yeah he's not that mad at you though his exact words 'If I'm going to be a Hunter than at least I remember what Dean taught me'". I looked over at her with wide eyes "What do you be a Hunter?" She sighed and her voice broke a little "Before we got our memories back I was living with my sister a vampire broke in and attacked us he captured Ben and I, I still don't know how we got away but he killed my sister Ben said he would get revenge and has been hunting ever since he's in Lawrence right now with a ghost case". She said I got up from the breakfast counter and grabbed my coat and my keys "Come on, get in the car I'm, going to get Cas this stops now". I walked up down the hall but Cas stood with there already with his arms crossed after hearing us no longer yelling at each other Mom came out "What's going on?" She asked I sighed "I'm going to get my son and stop him from hunting and hopefully he'll come back here". I explained, Sam flew out of his room "Ben is yours?" He asked quickly I nodded he gulped and smiled he shooed me forward and I ran out the door Cas trailing behind me Lisa sat in the backseat looking at her hands I got in the car turned over the engine and Cas put in "Cherry Pie" I smiled and drove as fast as I could to Lawrence.

Lisa gave us directions to where Ben was and when I asked her why she let him hunt she informed me that he's eighteen now and she didn't have a say in the matter. I sighed and pulled up to the house Ben was waiting outside on his phone in his hand he looked up when we pulled up and smiled "Dean!" He shouted and bounded down the steps with a huge smile on his face, I hugged him when he got to me and ruffled his long hair "Your starting to look like your Uncle Sam with all that hair". His eyes widen "Dean, he didn't know I was going to tell him on the way back". Great just great "Wait your my Dad?" He asked, I nodded he smiled a little more and got in the car on the way back he explained that he got his memories back first and then slowly his Mom did too, he asked what I was up to the last few years and Cas spoke up "We have a house with Dean's parents, some friends and family, and now you guys hopefully you'll like it". I smiled at him "I was worried you know". I told him he looked at me and squinted "Why?" He asked me turning back to look at me "When you said we had relationship problems I thought you met someone else and were leaving me in the dust". He smiled and kissed my cheek "Dean, that would never happen". I smiled "Good because I have guns and I'll hunt you down". Cas chuckled and turned up the radio.

We arrived at the Bunker and we all went inside Mom was taking food out of the oven and smiled at us "You must me Lisa and Ben, I'm Mary Dean's Mom it's a pleasure to meet you". They shook hands and sat down. Soon everyone came out for food Bobby smiled when he found out Ben was mine my Dad just snorted when he got back from wherever he went "Ok so if I'm going to be staying here can at least get peoples name's?" Ben asked I took a drink of my Coke and nodded "We have Jo, Ellen, Bobby, John, Mary, Bela, Ruby, Meg, Adam, Benny, Pamela, Ash, Gabriel, Castiel, and Sam". They all said their greeting "Well who are the new comers Dean?" Bela asked I smiled "This is my son Ben and his Mom Lisa". The sound of silverware hitting the table was all around me "SON?" They all shouted "Yeah you know when a Mommy and a Daddy love each other or when said Dad is passing through town meets a very pretty dancer.." I was enterupted by Jo "We know how it works Dean we're just surprised that you have a kid". Jo took a bite of her salad, I rolled my eyes at her I noticed Lisa looking at Cas and I strangely "But wait how did their memories back after all this time?" I asked the ex-angels in the room "Well from what I understand Cassie's Grace was keeping their memories on lockdown but now that none of the angels have any Grace it went away". Lucifer stated from the entryway, all eyes went to him Cas froze and looked at me I put my hands up "You heard him he doesn't have any Grace it was Sam's idea to let him stay here in the first place". I told him he shook his head and went back to eating "Who is that anyway?" Lisa asked I sighed deeply and put my fork down "This is an Archangel and before you guys freak out he's harmless now all we have to worry about is his snark". They nodded cautiously Jo and Ellen were still glaring at him knowing exactly who he was "This is the Archangel Lucifer". I said again forks were heard clanking on the table " Why is he even here?" Cas asked "He used the last of his mojo to get here I guess God let him out of the Cage and he here is". I told them all of course everyone was a little skeptical of him but they treated him civilly which is all I can ask.

After showing Lisa and Ben where they could sleep Cas and I went to our room Cas frowning at the clothes I handed him "Why can't I just sleep in what I'm wearing?" He asked I chuckled "Because when you go to sleep you wear pajamas not a suit now come on put it on". Cas sighed and took his clothes off and put the pajamas I handed him on he climbed into bed next to me and after a while we both fell into a dreamless sleep.