Sorry it took a while. I got my computer for school on Wednesday and started to work on the story on that computer but there are so many restrictions it ended up deleting what I had worked on as well as ruining my only working flash drive. X( I also had part of a new story on there but now I can't get it off of the flash drive because it isn't recognized by the computers. Any way here is the next chapter. A bit short because of said circumstances but whatever.
I don't own Hetalia or any of the characters.
France's P.O.V.
"Oui. . .I know I haven't eaten yet. Have you eaten yet England?" I asked.
"No. . . I haven't." Arthur replied.
"Ok. I'll make us all some soup then. Would you like to help me Matthew?"
"Sure." He replied.
England's P.O.V.
After Francis and Mathew went into the kitchen I walked back into the living room where Alfred was. He was sitting up in the fetal position sobbing into his knees. I walked over to him and pulled him into a hug as I sat down. I felt him tense up as I did it.
"Alfred. . . Promise me that you'll stop." I said failing to hold in my own sobs.
"But why. Why do you guys all suddenly care about me, I mean you never cared before. . ." He said still sobbing, his voice coming out as more of a whisper. It was then I realized just how much we had broken him with what we said. For all I know his self-esteem could have been crumbling for years.
"America. . . I love you. Canada loves you. France loves you. Many other countries care about you as well. So please don't continue. Please don't kill yourself." I said.
"Really. Do you mean that?" He said.
"Yes I do, I would miss you and many others would too."
Le Time Skip!~
England's P.O.V. still
Next thing I know I was being lightly shaken awake by France. I looked down and saw that Alfred had fallen asleep as well. Weird when did that happen. Well whatever.
"Alfred." I said shaking him gently.
"Hmm." He said yawning as he woke up.
"It's time to eat. France made soup, you don't have to eat all of it but please eat some at least."
"Fine. . . I guess so." He grumbled out. 'Damn this is going to be harder than it looks.'
America's P.O.V.
'Damn, why did they have to find out. I was doing just fine without them right, well at least Russia didn't find out. Hell knows what he would do with this information.'
Meanwhile in Russia (God that sounds dirty XD)
Russia's P.O.V.
'I wonder how little Amerika is doing? I'll find out soon enough I guess though because I have a meeting with him next week.' I thought walking down the halls of a government building. 'Ahh it's been so long since the last meeting I can't wait to see him. Though, he probably doesn't really want to see me.'*Frowns a little*
Back at America's House
France and Canada had just finished preparing dinner and everyone was sitting at the dining room table.
"Alfred please eat." Canada said as he watched America swirl his spoon around in the soup absent mindedly.
"Fine. . ." America replied as he lifted a spoonful of the soup to his lips. 'Finally' France, England and Canada thought. They watched him eat about half of the soup before he stood up and said
"I going to bed."
"I'll go with you." Canada said standing up.
"Whatever." America replied.
America's P.O.V.
'Well throwing up is now not an option I guess but whatever.' Matthew followed me up to my room. Once I got there I just flopped down onto my bed.
"Gnight." I said closing my eyes.
"Gnight Alfred." Mattie said turning off the lights. I fell asleep soon afterward.
So yay Russia finally came in. Hopefully I can keep this story going because I am starting to hit writers block a bit. We'll see though. I should be able to get the next chapter up and written in less time than it took for this chapter but school starts this upcoming Wednesday for me so I don't know. See you next chapter and please review!~
