A gentle ray of sunlight flooded into the room, waking up the Anti diva very slowly. She reluctantly opened her eyes and fixed her messy hair to see a peacefully sleeping Brie Bella cuddled into her. Paige's heart melted at the way the sun's gentle rays showed the freckles on Brie's nose. "Morning beautiful," Paige whispererd softly before pressing her lips against her lovers forehead, making Brie smile and nuzzle into the crook of Paige's neck in return of the gesture. As much as Paige felt she was in love, she knew it was what she called the "lovey-dovey" stage where things start off great and it was only a matter of time things could change... And quite frankly, the thought terrified her. Of course she was a strong minded and independent woman who came across unbreakable, but when it came to her heart, that was a whole different story. Paige sat up slowly, trying not to disturb Brie and ran a hand through a strand of her hair as a quiet sigh escaped her mouth. She slowly turned to look at Brie, who was quietly stirring trying to find Paige so she could cuddle back into her. Thoughts raced through the Anti Diva's mind as she acknowledged her lovers natural beauty and the guilt for disturbing her sleep, but in the back of her mind, the same thought began to consume her mind and creeped in again... "What if this was because of the alcohol and she really was doing this to get over Bryan?" She had been pondering this for at least an hour or so and it always made her her heart beat uncomfortably fast as if it were to just jump out of her chest. Paige got out of the bed and silently grabbed some fresh clothes that she once left in the Bella Twin's room before heading to the bathroom. She could feel her eyes welling up with tears and a shower always helped her refresh her mind.
Brie woke up and sighed, she honestly thought it was too good to be true. "Why would Paige want to be with me?" She thought to herself as a wave of sadness dawned over her while desperately trying to slump deeper into the queen sized bed. Tossing the sheets of the bed and lying there as the warm air from the bed escaped made Arizona's hippie shiver, making her want Paige to be with her even more, making her crave Paige's loving warmth and strong arms to make her feel safe. Brie then heard the shower water run from the bathroom, making her ears prick. "Great," she mumbled to herself "Nikki's gotten into the bathroom before me, now I'm gonna be hear for another century.." she laughed quietly before her mind wandered it's way back to Paige. Roughly 10 minutes went by and the water to the shower turned off which confused Brie greatly as her sister takes longer to shower...
Paige hopped out of the grand shower and grabbed a soft white towel and dried herself quickly. She really hoped the shower would've revived her in some way possible, usually the warm water flowing down her back massaged her but instead, it tensed her muscles as more thoughts consumed her mind. She was dressed in minutes, black skinny jeans with a fitted white crop top and her hair in ponytail. She then rested her hand on the cold door handle and attempted to calm herself down before opening the door to a startled Brie in her matching blue underwear sitting on the edge of the bed, their eyes met instantly.
"G-Good morning," Brie stammered while Paige nodded in response, she physically had no words and walked over to Brie. "S-so what happened last night?" Brie continued nervously as the Anti Diva sat next to her. "We had a moment together, if you know what I mean.." Paige replied, rubbing the back of her neck and looking down feeling ashamed. Arizona's hippie blushed uncontrollably and lifted up the other woman's chin and locked eyes with her.. Brie couldn't afford to lose her. The pair smiled at eachother briefly but both smiles faded quickly as they felt overwhelmed by what had happened the night before. "I'm so sorry Brie, I should've been more respectful. I m-mean I love you but I-" Paige began before Brie's gentle kiss cut her off, making her want to just sink and fall right back into Brie's love. However, Paige pulled away slowly... "I just need time to think about this," The Anti Diva's voice quivered "I'm scared of putting my feelings on the line. I'm scared to get close. I'm scared of ruining things between us too and all my past relationships left me broken. I just need time to think. J-just try and keep your distance, Love," Paige informed as she got up and grabbed her clothes from last night before heading straight to the door. Brie sat looking down as her hair covered her face, hiding the many tears streaming down her cheeks as she heard the hotel door close. She felt like she lost someone she truly loved. "I love you Paige..." Brie whispered.
