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Giving you my soul,

Letting you control,

Took away a part of my Lifetime

Memories of you,

Left me black and blue

Now I know you're Once In A Lifetime

"Once In a Lifetime" – Sarah Brightman

"What did you want to talk about, Conrad?" Yuuri asked friendly.

"Heika, I'd like to ask you for something."

"Anything, Conrad" Yuuri smiled. In order to get Conrad's friendship back he would do anything.

"Then please stay away from Wolfram. Do not go to see him anymore" Or not. Yuuri didn't expect Conrad to ask him for that.

"But why?" he asked.

"Because you're only hurting him"

"What do you mean, Conrad?"

"He loves you and he's hurting because of you." Conrad silently prayed that his plan would work.

"You're saying that I should make him my fiancé again?" Conrad paled. No, he couldn't let that happen. He wanted Heika and Wolfram to be back together but not because Maoh pitied his brother.

"No, Wolfram doesn't need your pity and it would crush him to find out that you're with him because of that, Heika. I said clearly that I want you to stay away from him." Yuuri lowered his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Conrad." he said.

"You shouldn't apologize to me, Heika. But if I may ask, what are you apologizing for?"

"I cannot do what you ask of me. Wolfram's my friend and I can't leave him. I know it's selfish but he's really important to me." Conrad sighed in relief. It seemed that Heika caught the bait.

"I see, but Heika please think about it. Maybe you'll change your mind later." After saying that, Conrad left.

Yuuri sighed. Why was his life so complicated? Young Maoh decided to take a walk but the noises from his daughter's chamber took his attention and he decided to check out what was going on in there.

"What do you mean they're not together anymore?!" Yelled Greta when Yuuri entered the room. It seemed that Gunter was the victim of his daughter's wrath.

"What happened, Greta?" he asked bringing his daughter's attention to him.

"Yuuri! Good you're here. Can you believe that Gunter just told me that you broke up with Wolfram?" Greta's cheeks were flushed with anger. Yuuri gulped.

"I'm afraid that what Gunter said is true." Greta's eyes widened.

"What do you mean?" she asked.

"Wolfram's no longer my fiancé, that's what I mean, Greta." He said softly.

"Why did you break up with him? You two were meant for each other!"

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, but the whole engagement was an accident. It shouldn't have happen." Yuuri explained.

"I know that you slapped him without knowing its meaning, but I thought that in a time you really would fall in love with each other."

"I've never loved Wolfram. He's my friend. I think that he's the best friend I have but I don't love him. I'm sure that he also doesn't love me."

"You're wrong! Wolfram loves you! You're the most important person in his life! Maybe he often jealous and he's short tempered but he really loves you!"

"But we're both males…"

"Gender doesn't matter when it comes to love! You're the Maoh and you don't know that?"

"I'm sorry, Greta but I don't like males." Greta's eyes shone with anger.

"I'm not saying you like males! I'm saying you like Wolfram!"

"That's the same…"

"You broke his heart!" Greta cut in.

"He'd never wanted anything from you what other fiancés had without asking you! He didn't ask you for kisses, holding hands, touching, even to acknowledge him as your fiancé in front of other people!" Greta yelled. Yuuri didn't know what to say.

"You treated him like shit! You were in public repeating over and over that you don't want him! Did even stop to think how he felt about it? Did you think that only because he didn't say anything he wasn't in pain?" Yuuri opened his mouth. She was right, he never thought of it.

"I can't believe you! You don't deserve his love, Yuuri! I hate you! You're no longer my father! Wolfram is!" She yelled at him and stormed off from the chamber.

Yuuri fell on the chair and put his face in his hands. Could this get worse? Everything was messed up. First Wolfram, then Conrad and now Greta.

"Heika, forgive me for saying this but I must agree with Princess Greta. But also I assure you that she didn't mean it when she said that she hates you. She was mad, when she's calm down, she'll apologize to you. Don't worry." Gunter said.

"Please leave me alone for a bit." Yuuri said. Gunter left the chamber.

Alone in his daughter's chamber Yuuri reflected about the times when he was still engaged to Wolfram. He remembered that countless time he kept saying that Wolfram should stop acting like they were real fiancés. He never did a second thought that he may hurt Wolfram by saying it.

He remembered when he was fighting with that blonde childhood friend of Wolfram's whose name he couldn't remember anymore. He was fighting because he wanted to get rid of Wolfram. How did the blonde prince feel at that time? How many times was his ex fiancé's heart stabbed by his cruel words or actions? Did Wolfram cry because of him? Who was he fooling, of course Wolfram's been crying. Countless time he saw Wolfram with red eyes and wet cheeks. When he asked what happened Wolfram always answered that something got into his eye. And stupid Maoh believed him.

How could Yuuri even call himself Wolfram's friend when he brought the blond only pain and sorrow? He should be the one dying, not this innocent angel. Yuuri now understood that Wolfram gave him nothing but his pure love. Even though Yuuri hurt him countless times he still would offer himself to him. And what had he got in return? Nothing.

He couldn't blame Greta and Conrad for turning their backs on him. He was really a hateful person for hurting someone as pure as Wolfram.

But he couldn't do anything about it, could he? He didn't love Wolfram. He should've broken off this stupid engagement before Wolfram fell so hard for him. It would've been better if the blonde hated him.

And now Wolfram was dying. What had the young prince done to meet such a cruel fate? No one deserved to be hurt like that, especially not Wolfram.

ooOOoo

"I hate Yuuri!" Greta was sitting on Wolfram's bed and taking out her anger on a pillow.

"You shouldn't talk like this about Heika, Greta. It's disrespectful, besides Heika loves you." Wolfram said calmly. Greta notices how sad he was. Even when he smiled, the smile wouldn't reach his eyes that were once full of life. Now they were empty and dull.

"Cut out this Heika crap!"

"Greta…"

"No, Wolfram! I don't want to hear the word "Heika" ever again!"

"That's the law. When Heika was younger, people could call him by his name but now he's an adult and I no longer have the right to call him 'Yuuri'."

"It's not fair! I wanted you two to be together!" Wolfram smiled at her sadly.

"Well, we probably weren't mean to be."

"It's all Yuuri's fault!"

"No, it's not Heika's fault. You cannot make someone love you."

"You also can't just stop loving someone." Greta cut in.

"Yes, I don't think that I'll ever be able to stop loving him." Greta smiled sadly at him. She put her hand over his to comfort him.

"I should have let him go long time ago. I knew that he would never love me but I still had some hope. That maybe someday he'll smile and me, take my hand, and tell me that he loves me. How stupid of me, right?"

Greta started to cry. She hugged Wolfram and cried for him. Wolfram seeing his daughter cry couldn't stop his own tears and began to cry. Letting out all his pain.

Yuuri hid his face in his hands. He was going to enter Wolfram's chamber to see if he was feeling any better and to apologize for his behavior but he was stopped when he heard Greta's voice. He heard what they were talking about and now he heard them cry. Right now, Yuuri wanted to disappear.