I want to start off saying that I know this is terribly short but I have a lot planned for the next chapter! this is kind of a filler chapter. I didn't want to make anyone wait any longer so here it is. Chapter 5 will be much, much longer! I promise! :) Please read and Review!


~John's POV~

As I was watching Mania with my brothers and Mara, I looked down at Mara and was fast asleep. I smiled down at her and continued to watch TV. She looks so peaceful when she's sleeping. Once Mania was over I stood up and picked Mara up in my arms.
"Where you going John?" Sean asked looking up at me.

"I'm going to take Mara up stairs and let her sleep then I'm gonna get a shower and go to bed."
"Oh, well I'm going home." Sean said as he stood up.
"Same here," Steven said as he also stood up. Matt stood up as well and walked out.
"He's still pissed?" I asked as I watched him walk out of the front door of my house, without a word.

"Yep, well it doesn't help that you're holding his ex in your arms while she's sleeping." Dan said.
"Well she's my girlfriend now and before she wakes up I'm going to take her up stairs and put her in bed."
"Alright man, see ya." Dan said as he walked out with the other two. I walked up stairs and laid Mara on my bed. I looked down at her and smiled, I finally got the woman I love so much back in my life. I am no longer sitting on the side lines watching her and my brother touch each other and kiss on one another. No. That's me now I can have her back and she will be mine for a long time to come. Once we've been together a while I might pop the question. I hope I get the chance to, I really love her. I kissed her one the fore head, grabbed some clothes and walked into the bathroom to get a shower.

~Mara's POV~

I woke up to the shower running. I looked around and I was in John's room lying on his bed. I looked over at the bathroom and the door was closed. I got up and slowly made my way to the door. I cracked it slightly and saw John in the shower with the curtain open slightly. I saw back and then he turned around. I was just about to walk out when he saw me.

"Do you want to join me?" He asked looking at me. I thought for a second then walked to the bathroom, closing the door behind me before getting undressed and climbing into the shower with him. As soon as I got the curtain closed John wrapped his strong arms around me. Smiled and leaned against his chest putting my head on his shoulder. I closed my eyes and stood there in his embrace. Loving the feeling, he's the best man in the world and I know I could easily spend the rest of my life with him. I don't know why I let him go before.

"Mara?" John asked as he continued to hold me.

"Mm?" I mumbled as I kept my eyes closed.

"Do you regret when we broke up?" I turned in his arms and looked at him.

"Yes, yes John I do. I regret everything that I said and did that night."

"I do to. What do you think would have happened if we would have broken up?"

"I would like to think we would be married by now, and I would hopefully be carrying your child." I told him with a smile.

He was quiet for a while before he spoke, "I would like that, and know it's never too late to make that come true."

"What are you trying to say?" I asked as I looked at him. I could see the love and sincerity in his eyes.

"What I'm trying to say is; why don't we do that? Why don't we get married and start a family together. I want you to be the mother of my children and the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. Please Mara, marry me."

I stood there in shock the tears stinging my eyes. I couldn't believe my ears. This coming from the man that I have dreams about almost every night. I know my answer to him but I don't trust myself to speak. I smiled before getting away from him and walking out to the shower. I grabbed a towel, wrapping it around me before walking out of the bathroom. I wanted to think for a second.

~John's POV~

Okay, what the hell just happened? I stood there in shock. Did she just walk out after I asked her to marry me? Does that mean she doesn't want to marry me or that she wants to think? I have no idea why she walked out like that. I hope I didn't run her off, I can't lose her again.


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