I sadly do not own twilight or any of its characters…Stephanie Meyer owns it all, it's not fair
Chapter 4
"Take our tears, put them on ice.
'cause i swear i'll burn This city down
to show you the light"
Sophomore Slump-Fall out boy
What to wear? I had never had this problem; I usually just pick whatever the hell I found. Now I'm worried that I might not look good enough, this was going to be fun. I pulled out my black dress with the yellow bow. I stared at myself in the mirror.
"Nope I look like I'm going a funeral." I through it onto my bed and pulled out my purple skinny jeans and black v-neck top. I shook my head and through that to the pile of wrong occasions.
"You going somewhere?" the familiar deep voice-which always came with a problem-had just entered.
"Yes I am Dad. What do you want?" I pulled out an old yellow dress, it was a horrible yellow. The bin had a new fashion statement to hold now.
"Where you going and who with?" I pressed my black mini skirt to my hips, it looked sort of good. I put it down next to me.
"Port angel, angeles. I got asked to go down tonight with…someone." I was careful not to specify the gender of my dazzling god.
"And this "someone"," he made quotation marks in the air. "Would be…?" he paused hoping for an answer. I took a breath and gazed at his feet.
"Jasper hale" His face seemed confused and a little stunned.
"Dr Cullen's kid?" I nodded, he scratched his neck the way he always did when he was thinking. The problem was what he was thinking? "Well you're wearing pants and that's finale." That's it; all I have to do is wear pants? I guess that's fine.
"Red or black?" He looked to the jeans I was holding, he scratched his neck once more and pointed at the red. I nodded and put them in the "wearing pile". I pulled out my silk purple corset and smiled at it. Before I could put it down, he took it of me.
"A shirt would be better, for my sake." He looked like a pleading puppy; I'm the one who's meant to give those looks not him.
We both settled on a panic! At the disco shirt to wear, he left me to change; well I forced him to leave. I was dressed and all I had to do was sort this mess of blond hair, well a dirty blond I would say. I hastily straightened my hair so it looked all silky, as silky looking as I could get. Yawning I looked towards my clock which sat ticking on my dark walls. Six o'clock. He'll be here any more moment.
My train of thought was ended by the ringing of the door bell. I jumped out of my paralysed state swiftly. Half way down the stairs I wondered how he new where I lived, I let it go and carried on to the door almost dancing.
I opened it slowly for a little effect, I liked a bit of drama and slow opening doors to what probably would be a sex god is a lot of drama. Well for me anyways.
"Hello." He smiled that divine smile with his godly face.
"Hi Jasper." It came out more like a slur of words.
"You ready?" I nodded; I took my first steps with a huge grin on my face.
"Wait." I stopped unexpectedly, what now? "You better take care of her or I will make sure you go home with out a head…or limbs." I felt like screaming at him but I quickly calmed myself, well I think I did.
"Dad I'll be fine." I hurried to Jaspers car, it was a black Mercedes. I liked it, must be fast. That means less time with him in a confined space.
I got in the car looked at the soft leather around me, I smelt that new car smell, and gas. I stared through the front window, the black darkness of night.
It made me think, being here, no parents, no rules and no worries. I always had to make sure everything was okay, that nothing went wrong. I would watch over what my mother did, she loved to do dangerous stunts. Everyday I would go through the something, worrying she might get hurt or worse. I worried that she would get fired after all the off days she pulled. Everyday I would sit staring at walls or doing my homework, depressed of worrying. The stress I went through at home, I was never liberated. For some reason, I sit here with this boy who I have just about met, with no care in the world. I felt safe with him as if he could rid me of any pain. He would protect me from all that came. I knew that every person seeks. No matter who or where you are, you always look for it even if you don't know it. You'll look around meet every persons eye till that pull; the magnetic pull between two people when there eyes met. You could control as you can't control destiny. I had found my destiny; I had found the greatest treasure that has ever existed. I had found freedom.
"You haven't spoken at all. What you thinking about?" I stared at him, my whole realization of what I had found, had taken me nearly half the journey to think about. The whole time, we were both silent.
"Just stuff, nothing important." I lied.
"Are you sure cause you seemed a little depressed, then you just went joyful." He seemed confused as if he had never seen someone be this…joyful as he put it.
"I was just realising something, that's all." I reassured him.
"If you say so, I thought we could take a detour before we went to where we're meant to be going. Is that okay?" he seemed a little scared of what I would say; I was only curious now of where we were.
"Where are we going to then?" He gave a sigh of relief before returning to his optimistic state once more.
"Well its place I like to think, relax. It's beautiful at night with the stars out." The car stopped gracefully without a hint of a tyre screech. I looked out and a moonlight path lay by the car. We were surrounded by nothing but trees, I must have spaced out for longer then I thought.
"We going up there" I pointed towards the path, he nodded. He got out and came to my side of the car in an inhuman speed. I just passed it off as me seeing things. Politely he opened my door and held a hand out to me.
"Would you care to walk with me darling." He put on a charming southerner accent.
"Well I would love to kind sir." I answered with my best cockney accent, which was pretty bad. He took my hand and locked the car. His hands were still as cold as they were before. I may buy him some gloves because he feels ice cold. I sort of liked his coldness though.
"You don't mind walking through here do you, because if you don't want to I'll take you to Port Angeles?" I walked ahead of him making sure our hands didn't leave each other.
"I don't mind a bit, now come on I want to see what ever you want to show me." His smile was bigger then before, he carefully pulled me along the trees. I watched in every direction there was. I didn't really like being in the middle of a bear infested forest. For some reason I still felt safe with Jasper here. He may just be human but still I felt secure.
I think I might put the next chapter in Jasper's point of view but I'm not sure yet. i decided that I am going to finish this story. I'm not sure who that pleases really. I just hoped you like it.
