Rays of Midnight

Addicted To You

It had taken everything he had to stop. Li lay in his coffin, under the earth trying to swallow the annoying liquid that was slowly enveloping his mouth, he realized he was drooling. The petite form nuzzled closer under his chin, he felt himself sigh in annoyance. Then his mind drifted back as he looked at the discolored wood right above him, there. Beyond that he knew was the surface of the underground, beyond that more earth, and beyond that, surface, and her. That stupid nitwit.

He closed his eyes tightly trying to ward off her face, her smell. Why was is so fucking difficult to get her out of his head. Her life energy was sweet, the sweetest thing that ever ravished his tongue, he had felt her heart beat against his lips, his hunger had intensified. It felt golden as if flowed inside of him, like a liquid embrace as it surrounded him and plummeted to the farthest ways inside of him.

He opened his dark brown eyes again. He was getting frustrated. It must have been because he refused to drink from another human, and then he had been starved for weeks until he came to his mothers nest, he was starving. And something about her, that girl, that stupid girl, made him lose control.

"You are thinking very loudly." Tomoyo said in a calm voice, but he knew the sound of it. Her jealousy. "Sorry... Tomoyo." He said, he knew that she liked it when he said her first name, no formality. It made her feel closer to him, it made her think that he thought of them as closer. He knew she was smiling, even though he himself could not, not right now, not with that thing above them. Living and breathing. He hated her, yes. That had to be it, he hated her, for having Sakura's name. Ying-Fa didn't deserve it, she should be dead, she should be stiff, and dead, rotting beneath the earth like the rest of the humans. Fucking cowardly things, all they do is deny, hope and do nothing to accomplish their wants, believe in their fucking God and pray as if he'd come down to earth and wave his magic stick and grant their wishes like some fucking genie.

They were all idiots, every one of them. There is no heaven, there is no hell. There's no such thing as God or love, no such thing as anything on this earth. Just lust, fucking and death. Fuck. Li thought as he closed his eyes again, willing himself to calm down.

He felt cold lips touch his lightly, opening his eyes he noticed Tomoyo on top of him. He seemed unaffected by her charm, "I'm horny." She told him, almost as an order.

He pushed her off and turned away, "I don't want to right now."

He heard her pout, he knew she hated being denied, "Why?" She asked in anger, he felt it rising in small bursts. She hated being told no. She hated being denied. "Because I don't want to fuck you." He told her, turning to face her slowly reddening eyes. She reached to claw his face, he stopped her.

"Fuck me damn it." She told him in an order.

He kissed her so hard he was sure it was hurting her, but all she did was moan. Rub up against him just as roughly, he felt himself respond. He felt his erection grow, even when he didn't want to, even when he did not love this person, even then he did it.

There is no god. And for the life of me I can't get your disgusting face out of my head, and it's turning me on. What would you think of me if I told you that the only way I could fuck her now is by picturing your face in agony? Li felt himself grunt slightly as he pushed Tomoyo down roughly, she giggled. "You're a feisty one today." She said in a husky voice, "Shut up." He ordered her even though he knew she wouldn't, she never listened to anyone, only herself. Maybe that's why he found her bearable, out of everyone he knew she was the only one that denied and took when she wanted to, nobody else. So different from that worthless piece of meat.

He kissed her feverishly, his hands cupping her face with no tenderness, no love, just pure lust and want. She forced his tongue between her teeth and took her. His hands reaching down to lift her silk dress, she reached down to stop him. "No, slow down." She ordered.

His eyes flashed red suddenly, "I'm not fucking stopping Daidouji." He told her as he undid his pants. Her eyes were lust ridden, even if she told him no he knew she wouldn't stop him. And he was right, he felt her press against him when he entered her.

She moaned into his mouth and he swallowed it, kissing her more. Trying to shut her up, he hated her, he needed her. Thrusting angrily inside of her he felt her turn tender slightly, he heard her tell him she loved him. He only kissed her harder. There's no such thing as love. He wanted to tell her, and of all that dumb shit she could of said to make his dick go soft that was one of them.

She knew why it had happened, so when he pulled out. He didn't apologize, he didn't say anything at all. "Don't say stupid shit like that." He told her and left, Tomoyo curled up in a little ball, shaking. Not in sadness, not in anything else but unrecognizable anger. She hated him when he didn't respond to her loving words, she hated it, and she hated herself for knowing that they weren't right for each other.

"I hate loving you." She said angrily, hearing his digging, and she knew where he was going. Again, like he did every time he left the coffin at the first sign of the sun setting. He went to her, Ying fa. Tomoyo felt herself sigh and angrily wipe away her tears. "Fuck you Li." Predictable Prick.


" So what are you hungry for?" Wei asked seeing Sakura busy herself with washing the dishes. Wei noticed her skin discoloring, "Has Yelan Li been feeding on you too much lately?" Wei asked reaching over to touch her cheek, Sakura turned to him innocently and shook her head. "No more than usual." She told him, reached behind him for the towel.

"You look sickly." He said, she then took him by the shoulders and made him look directly into her eyes. He noticed her pretty face and her small frame. "I'm fine Wei." She said, "Plus I was able to go and have more than enough sun today!" She said brightly, her tone shinning in his ears.

"Liar." Kero spoke perching on the window. Wei then noticed something happen to her skin when she noticed kero. She glowed.

"Kero!" She said, throwing her towel to Wei and running to her pet cat, hugging him tightly. He noticed blood of mice on his whiskers, "I see you've fed already." Wei mentioned, Kero gave Wei a wink, " There were a nice amount of mice today, I should find the nest any day now!"

Wei knew why, apparently the blood of this young girl was very favorable to the blood drinkers of this family, so at least Kero busied himself in feeding before coming into the household. Wei secretly thanked him even though he knew that Kero adored this girl, more than anyone here. Perhaps even more than Yelan cared for her, even though she would never admit it to anyone, least of all to Sakura.

"I think I want some Raisins today." Sakura said gently, Wei nodded. "I'll be back." He said leaving the room. It was then that Sakura felt it, she had grown to recognize it these past few days, that odd pricking feeling in the back of her spine, the way her hairs stood up in the back of her neck. Turning around she saw a shadowy image in the door way. She held Kero tightly to her as she backed away slightly, "Li-sama." She said, adding a small but cautious curtsy.

Li felt himself involuntarily smile as he stepped into the candle light, "Shouldn't you be calling me master by now wench?" He told her seeing Sakura's eyes narrow, "I'm not a wench." She told him clearly. Kero hissed at him. Li stood very still, trying to not make her run, "I'd like to feed on you today, Ying Fa."

"My name isn't Ying Fa, It's Sakura." She said angrily, he loved it when she got angry, her pupils would dilate, her fear would peak, and her adrenaline would rush, all that beautiful, energetic blood would begin to swirl around inside of her. "And no, only Yelan Li can feed on me, nobody else." She said defiantly.

"Plus.. T-tomoyo-kun says that you hate feeding on humans." She spoke her eyes shinning, "So why are you so set on feeding on me?"

Li couldn't tell if she was afraid or not, was this girl showing genuine curiosity? He felt himself scoff and look directly into her confused eyes, "Tomoyo doesn't know anything about me."

"But you and her, are going to marry. Don't you love her?" She said, almost in a demanding tone, he almost felt sorry for her.

Sakura noticed his eyes become darker and darker with every question she asked, as if he was loosing control as well as patience with her every time she spoke, "What happened to the Li in she Journals I read." She whispered, her eyes tearing slightly, she bit her lip once she noticed his eyes widen. "You, have no business reading my private things." She heard him say, his voice made goosebumps rise in her skin. She visibly flinched every time he spoke, as if he didn't even have to yell to will the terror inside of her to grow.

"Stop it!" Kero yelled jumping out of Sakura's warm embrace. "leave her alone!"

Li felt himself smile, "And what is a puny little cat such as yourself going to do about it I wonder?" Li told Kero, he felt it, slowly at first and then very quickly, looking to see if Sakura was still there she had run off. His rage spiked, "NO!" He roared running after her at a frightening speed.

Sakura had reached the bottom of the stairs, tears she couldn't even control were coming out. She had to get somewhere safe, somewhere where Li could not feed on her, Her breathing stilled, trying to calm down. All the while running, she didn't even realize that through he panic she had begun to run out the doors and into the night.

Sounds that she didn't bring the smallest bit of recognition began to find their way through her ears, safe sounds. Crickets chirping, evening birds singing their melodies, further ahead she noticed the woods at the bottom of the stairs, the wind flowed through her hair, she felt her feet being lifted slightly from the sudden push of it.

She held her breath, trying to get the tips of her toes to touch the bottom of ground. Whats happening!? She thought in panic as she tried to move forward once she reached the soil, but for some odd reason her feet would not touch the ground, as if in refusal.

Arms wrapped around her waist, "Caught you."

Sakura stiffened, "NOO!" She shouted thrashing, as he dug his teeth into her neck. One hand reaching up to keep her still, not realizing he was touching her breast as he held her still, Sakura blushed crimson, forgetting her pain for a second, "Stop." She pleaded. He noticed her blood change, the sparkling gold was still there but it turned slightly warmer when her blush came, the rise in body temperature added to the rapture, quenching him further.

Releasing her from the hold he breathed in, as if he needed air. His vision blurred with the delicious high that was his feed on her. Coming back to the stone mansion he lowered her to the floor, letting her body hit the pavement harshly as he licked his fingers of her blood. "You bastard."

He turned to see the cat glaring at him. "You fucking leave her alone!" Kero shouted running toward him, "Stop killing her you FUCK."

Li backed away, feeling a bubble of laughter. He felt so good, so fulfilled, so complete. He didn't respond to the cat, or even acknowledge it, he began walking off. "Wait.. don't leave...can you answer me a question." He heard the small form close to his feet say, It was Ying Fa. He looked down, seeing her struggle to stand up, "Why do you hate me so?.." She asked, exhausted tears running down her cheeks, she almost looked beautiful then.

For once she noticed his form confused, as if trying to answer her. " Please answer me." She tried to yell but had no strength. "Because..." he said, looking at her, She looked back and for the first time, their eyes met. He felt her inside of him still, he could feel her anger leaving and for some odd reason, so was his. Confusion hit him hard then, he didn't know what to say or what to feel when he looked at her face, he suddenly felt foolish for his answer.

"You have her name."

Sakura felt herself struggle to breathe. "All this pain for someone who isn't even alive anymore." She said feeling herself fade, "You must have loved her..." Her consciousness was leaving her, he saw it , her energy depleting in short desperate gasps as she fell back, her eyes rolling shut, "very... mu--" Tomoyo was there in a flash, catching her before she fell to the floor. Li noticed himself and his position...he was getting ready to dash to her, to catch her if Tomoyo hadn't been there.

Li said nothing and left, avoiding Tomoyos hurt stare.