(a/n - what is that I see? Oh, could it be another update? Why yes, yes it is!)

Ghost #4 - Fred - Haunting

I never thought that it were possible, if I am honest. I never thought that I could grow to be so scared, so afraid, so frightened by my own brother. My own twin brother. All of my life we've been together: one and the same, pranksters by name and nature, inseparable, indistinguishable. And now, now he's gone. Left. Kaputt. Nothing.

Well, not nothing entirely. Every night, my memories haunt me and taunt me, memories of a better time, a time without war, and a time with him. People say it like it is a good thing: when somebody close to you dies, their memory lives on, and the ghost of their memory will be a happy thing, something for you to treasure. Well I don't. I do not treasure the memories of Fred one bit. I rue them. I rue the day he died. I rue the day that Voldemort returned.

Everywhere there are parts of him: the ghost of his memory, haunting me. I can't function properly, and I can't breathe properly. All that I can think of is how empty my life will be without him now, and how much I wish he was here. Nobody deserves to die. And Fred definitely didn't. How am I supposed to live when half of me has been ripped to pieces?

Mum says I am understandably upset, she is too. But not as much as me. Her son died - she has other children, but me, I don't have another half to the whole. I am forever incomplete. Forever.

Apparently it'll all be over one day. Apparently I'll grow to accept the fact that Fred has died, and I'll cherish his memory. But right now, here in this exact moment, his memory is haunting me, a ghost of my past and present and foreseeable future. Perhaps I will. Perhaps, one day, I will find something to ease my pain, and allow me to smile again. Allow me to be rid of the ghost which haunts me in such a bad way. Perhaps turn it into a good ghost, and a good haunting. I'll never get a replacement for him, that's for sure. As no matter how much the ghost of his memory haunts me, nothing can ever end what was, and always will be, Gred and Forge Weasley.