Warning(s): Yaoi ( boyXboy ) for those yaoi haters. Mention of sexual activity and rape. Character insanity. Character death. Use of drugs and alcohol. I guess that's it. If there's more, then I'll add more in later chapters. I'm sure this isn't all.

Note(s): I'm new to writing Beyblade, so if anyone's OoC, then tell me. I'll try and be IC next time, alright? All I know is their english personalities, so if their japanese personalities are different, then tell me. All I know is Kai's personality. That's it. That's all.

I'm sorry if I got any spelling wrong. The only spelling corrections I have are google. So, it I made any mistakes, tell me.

Criticism is welcome.

I do not own Beyblade.

Enjoy! xD x3

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"You,
For you.
When you're on the edge and falling off,
It's all over for...
"

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Takao's PoV

I snuck into the dojo an hour after the light went off. I quietly packed stuff that I needed. Food, clothes, food, money, food... Food. I checked how much money. Well, it'll at least it'll last me a couple days. I need a job or something, and then I'll stay in a hotel 'till I get an appartment or something, and somemore money for food and other needs.

Silence.

"I'm planning too far." I murmured, hoping I don't wake anyone, "I need to get outta here first."

Once I was ready, I walked right outside, and I...

"WHAT!? SHIT!" I screeched.

I got trapped! I'm trapped in a net. I struggled and pulled only to see that the net was pulled down. Shit. If only I brought my kendo, 'cause I think someone is trying to kidnap me. Well, I do have something else in mind. I pulled out a glass.

Right when these figures were about to grab the next, I freed myself. I was about to run when the light came out. I froze.

"Takao! Don't go! We want answers." Pleaded a familiar voice.

"If you have a problem, you can tell us. We're your friends." Pleaded another voice, his voice as soothing as ever.

"I'm sorry, Takao." Said another, apologizing for exposing such a sensitive thing earlier.

Silence.

I fell to my knees. I can't lie to them anymore. They're... They're my best friends. I can't lie to them anymore. I don't care if Kai kills me, I need to tell the truth.

"Takao...? Are you alright? You're crying."

"Oh no. Takao, come in here and talk to us."

I walked inside, and dropped everything. I sat down. I hugged my knees and cried. My grandpa and my brother are there too, so they'll know too. They'll know everything. They remained silent. I don't see Kai there. Shit, I need him here.

"Takao?" Max asked, and sat down next to me, "You alright?"

"Give him time, Max." Said Rei, giving concern, "Besides, Kai isn't here."

I shook my head, "N-No... You won't accept the truth! You wouldn't..."

"It's okay. We'll accept you not matter what." Said Max, still using his soothing voice.

Silence.

I shook my head, "I'm not ready yet. I bought wine, that's it. It's me. All me. I'm sorry I lied to you, Rei."

They all looked at Rei. He softly smiled, "It's fine, Takao. Now, lets see how long you've been buying wine."

He left to my room to look for evidence, and I sighed. Once they they're gonna piece together 2 and 2, then seperate Kai and I up so that we'd never see each other again. I don't want that.

Silence.

"You know, they're not that smart." Said a familiar voice. I turned to see Kai there. His arms crossed, "They're slow. So it won't be 'till later they'll figure it out... By then, you'll already be gone."

I sighed, "They aren't dumb."

"I wasn't implying that." He simply said, "I'm saying that it'll be weeks later that they'll figure it out. So, just don't give any hints, and I'll quicken up the pace of our mansion."

I nodded, "Fine. You're here late."

"I was outside, Takao." He said smirking, "I heard everything..."

Silence.

I stood up, "Well, what should we do?"

"Hn." He replied, and walked pass me, heading into the kitchen, "You figure it out."

I sighed. Rei and the others came back holding up a recept, "Hmm, I'd say that you started buying wine... Like 2 weeks ago? This is the earliest recept I got."

I nodded, "That's correct."

They're a week off. Good. That means that it couldn't make sense to them, so they don't have to put 2 and 2 together. That means that the oldest one I must've threw away, or hide pretty good.

"That doesn't make sense. Kai came back 3 weeks ago." Murmured my brother, "So you did buy it for yourself."

I nodded, "Yeah."

"Takao. You're grounded for a month. No going out unless I ask you for errands." Said Grampa.

I sighed, "Yes, Grampa."

"That means friends, boyfriends, or whatever, out." Said my brother rudely.

"Don't be rude, Hitoshi." Said grandpa, "Or you're grounded too!"

"Yes, Grampa." He murmured.

I sighed. Well, that's just great.

Kai walked up to me and leaned to whisper something.

"I'll be back tonight. Call me when you are going out." He whispered, and walked away to leave.

"Hey!" Yelled Hitoshi, "You better not be plotting to see my brother! Being grounded means no boyfriends over! I know you two are in love, but my brother is grounded!"

"Hitoshi!" Yelled Grampa, "You're grounded too!"

"Aww, come on!" Yelled my brother.

I chuckled lightly, "How long?"

"As long as you if he continues to be rude!" Yells Grampa, "I'm giving him a week!"

"Humph!" My brother huffed.

I watched as Kai left. Kinomiya family has been known for their stuborn nature, but sometimes we don't get along with other people, or other family members... But we are family, and we could get along perfectly. 'Cause we also have kind hearts. I didn't get along with Kai at first, but then I learned how his grandfather treated him. He's a Hiwatari, so he's known for his rich past. However, Kai is different. There is always a family member that's different from the rest, and they should be respected because of it. However, he's the last of his family. Other then his grandfather, but he's in jail, and he'll probably die in jail. Other then him, he's the last of the Hiwatari family.

It's too bad that he continue the family line since he loves me.

He loves me. I almost feel bad.

Silence.

"What do you have in mind?" Asked my brother.

I looked at him and gave a soft smile, "That Kai's the last of his family. I almost feel bad for him."

"Humph." He huffed, "They don't actually desurve to continue."

I frowned, "Actually, they do. I'm gonna marry that guy, then adopt a child. His family will continue."

"You're planning way ahead of your time, Takao." Said Hitoshi, sounding annoyed, "You gotta wait 'till you're older then 20. Then you could marry. Are you sure you're gonna be with Kai 'till then?"

I grinned, "Of course... We survived 2 years, we could survive more, right?"

He gave off a look. He looked sad... Almost pitiful. What is he thinking? Why did he give me that look? Of course Kai and I would be together forever. Right?

I frowned, "Of course. Kai and I would be together forever."

"Takao..." He softly said.

Silence.

I sighed, "I'll go to my room. Going to bed early. I... I'm tired."

"Alright." He murmured.

I left to head to bed. I'm so tired of this mess. I-It... It's too much to take.

I laid down in my bed.

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I winced when I was shaked. I groaned. Who is trying to wake me up? Why did I wince, really? I opened my eyes slowly only to see crimson eyes.

Silence.

Oh. It's Kai.

I began to shake.

Am I excited?

I leaned down slight. I froze.

"You're scare." He murmured.

Silence.

No. No, that can't be true. I mean, yeah, I'm shaking right now, but it shows I'm excited, right? I shook my head slowly, "N-No."

He raised is arm to show he was gonna hit me.

I winced.

"See. You are scared." He said, lowering his hand.

I watching him, wide-eyed, "No. Th-That meant nothing, Kai. I'm actually happy to see you right now. I-I'm excited... R-Right...?"

"You're starting to doubt yourself." He stated, "Are you sure you're excited to see me? Or are you just scared to leave me?"

I quickly sat up at that, "What!? No! I'd never leave you, Kai! I love you too much to leave you! I'd never leave you, Kai! You're cool, attractive... Y-You've become a part of my life!

"Takao..." He breathed, and stared at me, "... You're obsessed."

I felt hurt. I shook my head, "A-Are you breaking up with me?"

"I'm stating the obvious, Takao. Not breaking up, unless you want t-"

"-No!" I yelled.

Silence.

I leaned up and hugged him, "Never, Kai. Never."

He never hugged back. You're giving me mixed messages, Kai. You wanna break up with me or not?

I nuzzled him, "At least tell me. Tell me I love you. You haven't been telling me lately."

"... I love you, Takao."

"Thank you. Thank you very much. I love you too..."

"... Which is why we need a break."

A... A break?

"Y-You breaking up with me." I stated and hugged him tighted, "P-Please don't I-I don't wanna leave you. Remember what I said? Please don't leave me again. I-I love you too much..."

"I can do anything I want with you... As long as I don't leave you again." He stated.

I nodded, "Please..."

Silence.

He laid down next to me. I snuggled up next to him. I surely wasn't hoping to let him go. I never plan to let him go. Never. I hope we'd stay together forever.

"I love you." I murmured.

We laid there 'till we fell alseep.

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Next Day

"Takao! Wake up! You're going to school!" Yelled my brother, obviously trying to wake me up.

I groaned, "Nii-san. Not now."

"Takao! You're late for school!" He yells.

I sat up quickly, catching that, "What!? Oh, that's right!"

I got up quickly and got dressed, ate breakfast, and headed off.

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I still pretended to sleep so my friends wouldn't worry. Still though. What was last night all about? Kai wasn't even with me this morning, so he must've left sometime after I fell asleep. At least I got a decent night sleep. My heart feels relieved all of a sudden. Could it be that Kai was right? Could it be that I'm really starting to doubt myself? Or is it that Kai is wrong, and that I'm perfectly fine? How is it possible? How could I doubt myself when the answer is clearly in front of me. I know I love Kai, and I plan on staying with him forever.

So, why is it that I feel relieve right now? Could it be true that I'm doubting myself?

"Now, lemme tell you now, the mind could be uniqe in everyway. Our eyes could clearly see these colors, right? Well, we don't know if that's actually true or not. For example, our blood. For all we know, our blood could actually be blue, and not red. Our mi-"

Huh. That's interesting. Could my mind truly lie? Am I really seeing Kai as he is right now?

Or is that a lie too?

The bell rang.

I sighed, and I stood up. Deciding to head to the next class.

"You lied to me, Takao." Murmured Hitomi.

I looked at her, "What? How?"

"For one, you got up after the bell rang. Also, you weren't snoring." She said, glaring at me.

I frowned, "I didn't lie to you last time, Hitomi. I didn't actually hear the teacher, nor did I hear the bell last time. So, I was asleep."

"Sometimes you go into deep thought, and never hear a thing." She said, crossing her arms, "You might've lied."

I froze, not sure how to respond to that.

Silence. The class is gone.

I shook my head to snap out of it, "Never mind, I'm sorry, alright? Now, I gotta get to class."

I ignored anything Hitomi says, and went straight to the next class.

I feel bad.

Very bad.

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Fire.

I hear fire. I also smell it, but I don't see it.

Why am I in fire?

"Takao!"

Is that... Kai...?

"Takao!"

I opened my eyes to see that I'm in a place where there is fire everywhere. The sky is red, and there's barely any land where the fire isn't touching. Where am I? Am I in... Hell?

"Takao!"

No. Kai!

I started to run along a path surrounded by fire. The path was blue. I ran until the voice got closer.

"Takao!"

I stopped to see my friends and family. They were trapped in the fire. No. Everyone!

"Everyone!" I yelled, "Can you hear me?"

They didn't hear me, and continued to panic, trying to find a way out. No. Everyone. I looked for a way to get into that circle, for it was getting smaller.

"Takao!"

"I'm here, guys!" I yelled, even though they couldn't hear me.

Wait. Someone's missing. Hitomi, Kyoujuu, Rei, Max, Grampa, Daichi, Hitoshi...

Kai! Where's Kai!?

"Takao." Breathed a voice behind me.

I turned around only for me to be pushed into the fire.

This time, everyone noticed.

"Takao! No!"

I closed my eyes, and I burned. Why Kai? Why? I let the tears fall.

Silence.

"You'll be gone by then..." He mouthed.

Nothing.

I am nothing.

Kai.

Am I really gone...?

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I winced when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I gasped, waking up.

"Takao... You're crying..." Breathed Max in front of me.

Silence.

A dream.

It was just a dream.

What does it mean though?

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To be Continued


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