I Know You Love Her, But I Love You Too
Hello! Well here's the new chapter and I know it's been a while but I've been busy... I also just wanna say thanks to all the people reading this! I hope you like this chapter and please review! Enjoy! 8D
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Chapter 4: Worrying
Kukai's POV
I kept looking at the time back and forth. I was at Utau's concert and I was waiting for Miyuki-chan to come backstage. I hope she comes. She has to come.
"Why are you looking at the clock so much?" Nagihiko said from behind me.
"Huh!" I said acting as if I didn't know. The reason they were here was because Utau's manager decided that if there were some guests on their concerts they would have more people come. Nagihiko was here because he was going to dance and Ikuto was even here to have a violin solo. They were also allowed to bring someone with them, Nagihiko brought Rima and Ikuto brought Amu. I was surprised Nagihiko brought Rima. They are always fighting and bickering at each other. I knew there was at least something going on between them.
"You're waiting for her, huh?" It was amazing how easily he could read me, "Don't worry. It's not like I'd mention this to Utau or anyone, actually." I nodded and looked at Utau onstage. I made up my mind to forget about her. She was just my friend that's it. Nothing more. I turned my head to the clock again; it's been half an hour after she should be here.
Finally I saw her walking towards us. Then, I saw someone with her. This guy was with her. I know him, it was Daisuke. He was in a couple of my classes. Jealousy was what I felt. I know I shouldn't be feeling that, but my feelings for her just can't completely go away. I stood up from my chair and walked over to her.
"Hey," I said smiling.
"Hi," She said smiling back, and then I looked over to the black-haired, tall, slender guy right next to her.
"Oh that's-"
"I know who he is, right Daisuke?" He nodded at me and smiled. Nagihiko had known what I've been feeling and came over to where we were talking.
"Hey Kukai, weren't you going to show me something over there?" Then we walked over to who knows where.
I was angry. I was mad that she brought someone with her. I didn't really think she was going to bring someone over. Why'd I tell her she could bring someone!
I took a deep breath and remembered that I still have Utau. I need to remember that.
Miyuki's POV
"This isn't a date, right?" Daisuke asked me.
"No. No it isn't." I reassured him.
"Okay. I don't want to have any misunderstandings…"
"I know you already have a girlfriend. Don't worry, it's not like you're doing anything wrong." He nodded and then smiled.
"You like Kukai?" A blush formed across my face. Was I really that obvious?
"No, why would you think that?"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes!"
"Why'd you bring me then?"
"Because I had an extra ticket to bring someone and I couldn't bring Suki-chan! Why would you think I like him!"
"Weren't you trying to make him jealous?"
"No." I know he knows I like him. He notices it and there sitting next to me he just starts laughing.
"Shut up!" And I playfully pushed him hard.
"Oh, hey Miyuki-chan!" Amu and Rima said running up to me.
"Hey!" I looked at them wondering why they were here, "Why are you here?"
"You didn't know? Utau's concert had Nagihiko-kun and Ikuto-kun included. Utau's manager think it'll help." Amu explained.
"Oh, Kukai-kun never told me that."
"Who's he?" Rima asked pointing at Daisuke.
"He's just one of my classmates at school."
"Are you sure he isn't anything else?" Amu asked curiously.
"Amu-chan, he has a girlfriend."
"That's too bad." Rima said. My eyes got wide open.
"I don't like him!"
"Hey where's Kukai?" Amu asked. They totally changed the topic.
"I don't know. He went somewhere with Nagihiko-kun."
Kukai's POV
"You didn't need to get me out of there." I said to Nagihiko.
"You were going to explode. It looked as if you were about to beat him up." He smirked. It was sort of true, but I could have had an over-protective older brother sort of feeling. Miyuki-chan would understand that if I said that. We always were like that. We were just like siblings, but I ruined it when I started liking her. I felt so awkward around her ever since. Now she's with this other dude and I'm with Utau. I sighed. Why is life so complicated!
"You settled down already?" Nagihiko asked, "I have to go onstage like in a couple minutes. I don't want to get Utau mad. I can't believe you said yes to her."
"I can't either…" Then I started walking to where we were and he followed.
When we arrived, Amu and Rima was there talking to Miyuki and Daisuke. They were sitting next to each other so closely. I stopped walking. I don't think I can handle this…
Miyuki-chan looked over to me. I knew I had to go over to her now. I walked slowly and nervously.
"Where were you?" She asked.
"Just around…" I mumbled.
"Ah, there you are." Ikuto had come over to the group and pounded his hand to my head, "Kid." I got mad at him and pushed his hand away from me. I hated being called that, especially from Utau.
"Great! Everyone's here!" Utau got out of the stage, ran to me, and hugged and sort of tackled me.
"Hey," I said hugging her back, "How's the concert?"
"Great! C'mon Ikuto you have to go out now." Utau had changed. She hasn't usually been this happy. I sometimes think it's because of me and still liking Miyuki-chan makes me guilty, but…
"It's such a drag. Do I really have to go?"
"Yes! You promised, and plus she'llget mad." Utau said emphasizing on she'll.
Miyuki's POV
They looked so happy together. I felt guilty trying to make Kukai-kun to get jealous. They clearly loved each other. I wanted to get out of there now. I just had this feeling to cry. It hurt me for some reason. It hurt me that I tried to ruin them.
"Miyuki-chan, what's wrong?" Amu asked me.
"Um, I think I should go now." I said nervously.
"What? Why?" Kukai-kun asked me.
"I don't feel well." I said standing up and getting my bag, "You could stay here if you want." I said looking at Daisuke and I started walking out.
Then Kukai-kun grabbed my wrist, "Can't you just stay?" I shook my head and started to walk again, but he held my wrist still. "Can I walk you?" I shook my head again and said, "No it's okay." He let go of my wrist and I finally was able to walk and leave that place.
I went outside and I heard footsteps behind me.
"Hey."
"Hey. What are you doing here?"
"You really think I wanna stay there?" Daisuke said smiling, "I mean you are the one who dragged me along." I smiled back.
"So where are you headed to?" I asked.
"Well I could walk you. Anyways what happened back there?" We started walking toward my house.
"Oh, well you know-"
"No I don't."
"They love each other. I tried to ruin them and I just feel horrible doing that." My eyes started to get watery.
"You didn't mean to do that."
We walked all the way to my house talking about that whole incident. He helped me not feel so guilty. I still hated myself for having those intentions though. They loved each other.
Kukai's POV
"Where's Miyuki-chan?" Utau asked me. Her concert was done and she was pretty tired like every other concert she's been to.
"She wasn't feeling too well." I said.
"Well, that's too bad. We had so much fun."
"Yeah…" Utau looked at me with concerned eyes, "What's wrong?"
"Huh? Oh nothing, it's just I'm just wondering if she's alright." Utau took my hand.
"Don't worry. You know how she is."
"I know." I sighed.
"You know I love you." I started to feel guilty. I still liked Miyuki.
"I love you too."
We stopped right in front of her house, "Well bye." I kissed her goodbye and started walking back home.
A/N: Thanks again for reading and please review! It'll give me motivation to continue writing! :D
