Feliciano watched as his brother passed muttering to himself every once in a while stopping and looking around. Watching worriedly he wanted nothing more than to reach out to his brother but it was useless. His brother had refused to take his medication and was now clearly distraught by whatever he was hearing in his head. Sighing he wished no he prayed that he could do something for his brother. He wished he could protect Lovino from this horrible thing that was slowly tearing his brother apart. But he couldn't he felt useless knowing that he could only hope that one day his brother would wake up and be better. His greatest fear was that Lovino would be in a hospital like his father is. It worried him to the point where he would need to leave the house just to get away from the depressing thoughts. He couldn't let his brother fall victim to this he just couldn't!

Lovino gripped at his hair pulling at it harshly as the voices screamed at him there words stabbing him. There hissed insults where driving him to the brink he felt that any moment he would fall over a cliff, he wanted to fall off a cliff at least then it would end this agony. Tears welled in his as he stood up abruptly all eyes where on him as he swayed a little before walking swiftly out of the room. In his wake he left a silent class room.

Running down the hallway he was desperate to get away desperate for this to end! Why wouldn't they shut up!? His mind reeled as he continued to sob muttering the words shut up over and over again. But they wouldn't they wouldn't! Crumbling to the ground his mind fogged over in sorrow as sobs continued to wrack his body.

The only thing that brought him out of this was when he became aware of someone shaking him and asking him what was wrong. Opening his eyes he came face to face with that...Oh what was his name again? He couldn't think straight right now! He was only vaguely aware of the other lifting him up and saying something to him. He continued to sob letting the other lead him. He didn't care where he just wanted it all to stop!

ANTONIO P.O.V

Antonio jogged down the hall his normal smile wasn't there though ever since that day with where he had made that boy cry. He just couldn't shake away the thought of his tear stained face as he himself had run away like a coward. He had felt horrible how was he supposed to know the other would take it like that he felt horrible. And he wished he could take it back or at least say he was sorry. But he had yet to see the other all of last week.

And the start of the week was going no better he just wanted to say he was sorry nothing more!Hearing something he stopped in his track looking around for the source of the noise. Lancing down the hallway he could hear the distinct sound of sobbing. Making his way down the hal he spotted a small figure in the middle of the hall. Approaching the boy he squatted down gently touching the others shoulder. But it didn't take him to long to figure out who this was. It was that boy! He didn't know his name but he sure wished he did it would make calming him a little easier.

The first thought that came to his mind was that the he was hurt.

"Hey do you think you could stand up." He said being as gentle as he could towards the distressed boy. Of course he got no response from the other he didn't really expect to.

"I'm going to get you to the nurses okay." He muttered reaching out and stroking the others hair which was kind of soft now that he thought about it. Picking him up from the floor and and holding the boy the best he could. It wasn't that the boy was heavy. No he was far from it if anything the boy was a little to light. He didn't want to make the boy even more uncomfortable though.

And after a while of shifting him and struggling with the boy. When he did get to the nurses he was instructed to set him down and get to class. He was curious though and decided to at least ask one question.

"Do you know if he'll be okay?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows.

"Yes, yes he'll be fine. Now hurry off to class you already late enough as it is Carriedo." She snapped looking through the cabinets for something.

Sighing he gave up glancing at the boy who had gone quite but was staring at him intensely.

LOVINO~~

When Lovino finally came back to something that resembled to reality the school nurse was holding a cup of water to his lips as he felt two pills slide down his throat. Blinking he continued to swallow until the glass was empty the nurse got up from her place on the edge of the bed.

"Are you feeling okay Lovino? " She asked watching him cautiously.

"S-si." He muttered staring down at his lap "Did you call Nono?" He asked knowing the answer .

"Yes he should be here to pick you up any minute now...Would you like to talk to the counselor? Just until you can leave."

Lovino simply shook his head "N-no I just want to lay down." He muttered resting his head back on the pillow. The nurse simply nodded pulling the curtain around the bed and bustling around as some other kid came in with a cough.

Curling up he tried to sort things out in his head. His memories where foggy and he could barely remember getting here! His throat felt sore and his head hurt his check felt stiff from the tears and if he looked in the mirror he was sure he looked like a mess. His scalp tingled from where he was almost positive he tried to pull his hair out.

For a while he laid there in silence the medicine had began to take affect and he was able to think a little more clearly. The voices faded to the back of his head but they didn't go away. They never did. Sighing he sat up when he heard his grandfathers gruff voice and then heavy steps approaching the curtain. Opening it his Grandfather gave him a gentle smile. He hated when others pitied him like now but he didn't bother to say anything.

"Ready Lovino?" He asked holding out his hand for the other. He ignored the others hand and got up.

"My stuff is still in my locker." He said in a very monotone voice scowling at the ground.

"I'll call your brother and ask him to get it for you and pick up your homework. Don't warry about that Lovi..." He said trailing off at the end

"I'm not going to Rodereichs either." He snapped glaring at him knowing that's exactly where hiss grandfather wanted to go.

This drew a heavy sigh from the older man "Lovino. It's best if you go see him he only wants to help you."

"That's what you always say! But I can't stand him! I really can't stand him! All he wants is to send me to a hospital and move on! I can't stand him."

"Huh. Fine Lovino you can have your way this once but you will begin taking your medicine again I won't let this continue."

"Fine. I don't care." He did he really did care he hated that medicine. But he would rather take it than go back to Rodereich. Sighing he walked out of the office and through the the crowded halls his grandfather following him. He stopped though when he felt someone pull on his arm. It was that boy again.

"Wait. I know you must hate me and I'm not telling you to forgive me. But I just wanted to say sorry and make sure that you where okay."

"I'm fine bastard and I have no clue why your saying sorry to me." He muttered .

"W-wait you don't remember?" The other asked startled

"No. I don't even know your name bastard." He said exasperated rolling his eyes.

"R-really." He looked startled and Lovino almost felt sorry for not knowing him.

"Maybe your thinking of my brother?" He said shrugging.

"No your Lovino Vargas right?"

"Yeah but...Listen I have to go." He turned hurrying to catch up to his grandfather leaving the boy in his wake.

Longest chappy yet so yay! Any way took me all weekend to right this I was busy and stuff so I wrote it late at night or early in the morning. So if it sorta maybe kinda sucks...I don't know what tell you.