Chapter 4
Suicidal Pharaoh
Seto K. And Yami Yugi/Atem
Thanks to those who reviewed the last chapter.
This chapter is dedicated to A Rose For Me A Rose For You
Disclaimer: I will only say this once and it should apply to the whole story, I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh and I never will.
I've watched them for a few hours now. Seto, and I will now even say his name without some sort of malice. But I believe that it is still there, had taken to the corner of the room where he could watch the both of us. Of course Mokuba offered me a book to read and… of all the books he brought me Twilight. Well I had been meaning to check it out after all. I heard from some people they hated it and other seemed to like it. Well everyone has their opinions but some just won't let me express how I feel at this moment. Mokuba had taken to playing some out-witted game by himself and on the odd occasion had tried to get me and Seto to play…over a bag of pocky. The thing was it was the only one in the house and… Mokuba wanted it but Seto said he couldn't have it, it had to be saved in case they ran out of food.
But… as all young child do… they have none of it and neither was Mokuba. I sighed I had a headache and Seto wouldn't give me this great medicine that got rid of them. I believe it was called paracetamol? Anyway it got rid of almost any pain. Except the one in front of me that wouldn't let me sleep for at least a couple of hours. Named Mokuba. He had taken to pestering his brother for a birthday and had set off writing a list of who would and wouldn't attend. He was also writing what he wanted as well. Then again some who was as rich as Seto wouldn't have a problem getting what he wanted. After all…even if he was to be bought over, they could live off the interest they would make should it be locked in a bank account. But I'm not interested in how much I can loot from them in a matter of a few weeks. I just want out of this place, but at this moment in time, I have no idea's. And so… I have been sitting with my arms over my head for a while now. How long I have no idea. The weather outside is still as miserable as sin. So no interest in going outside today. Unless I want a free cold bath, and then to be dried by lighting… Doesn't sound that appealing. Removing my arms from above my head, Mokuba had since taken to colouring in the detailed plan might I add of how his birthday should be run. From I believe 10 30 in the morning till the day after. He want's a sleepover and a birthday party. If I am still here at that time, which no doubt I will be, then I will have a very good reason to commit suicide. Even if Seto tried to stop me. Funny I should say this… because this will never and I mean never happened again or be seen by anyone other then Mokuba. Seto was slouched over the sofa one book in one arm the other to support his head. I do believe there was a bit if drool flowing down one side of his face and his hair was a mess. His leather pants had been chucked to the other side of the room and he had adorned silk pants and went topless. His body was certainly someone would chase after…Hang on…Since when did I care if Seto had abs or not. Well I did… but that's not the point is it? So what if I lost them?… At least I didn't gain fat instead like most people do. Huffing with myself for my loss of abs, well I still had my gorgeous Egyptian tan…huh listen to be bragging about my battered body. This surprises me the most but…who wouldn't I don't love myself the way most people I have seen go on. I threw myself back onto the pillows behind me. I wasn't going anywhere and fast. This weather and my injuries held me back. I feel so weak… so dependent. I wonder what would of happened…had I committed suicide?
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Yami seemed to be arguing with himself again… his facial expressions kept changing from confusion to happiness to sadness to depression. I never thought one person could go through that many emotions. Well in a lifetime sure, but not in the space of about three days? My brother was draped over the leather sofa in his room. Drool running down one side of his face. Probably dreaming about shagging Yami no doubt? After the way he looks at him? Sure he has something going but my ass hole of a brother would never admit he had feelings for someone, never mind a guy. So why? In the name of the Egyptian Gods, does he decide to openly show his emotions. I mean Yami is in a state where he is neither here nor there so he wouldn't recognize the signs neither would my brother.
This kindness that he has been showing for a while…Well since the Pharaoh got a body of his own, he has been acting more friendly towards Yami's friends. Well not now that they have beaten him up, abandoned him and left him to commit suicide off domino bridge in the middle of this weather. Sure he has opened up to us but…will he open up to others. I mean I don't blame the poor guy if he doesn't… I mean your best friend beats you up and leaves you to die, because you shared a body with the boy who pant's he want's into. Sure I mean you get jealous but not to that extent. Well… no use dragging the situation any further then what has happened so far. We can only wait. Well time to wake my brother about time he made something to eat. Then again we can't let him cook. So picking up the nearest heavy book, I threw it in his general direction before making it look like I never knew what happened. All I heard next was.
"Mokuba, you little shit… Wait till I get my hands on you! You'll be castrated this time!" All I could do was roll round the floor laughing this was a funny sight indeed. Clearly I had hit my brother in, lets just say… the only thing he can reproduce with.
Well he wasn't being quiet for Yami. He had looked up from where he was laid in bed to see that Big brother was about to chuck me out the window into the cold weather. Then the weirdest of things happened … Yami laughed. Seto has stopped what he was doing to see what the noise was. Though it hurt him to laugh he tried his hardest not to show the pain he was clearly feeling. This put a smile on my brothers face.
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I had been reading a book that I had probably already read in this damned library of mine but…who cares I didn't ask for it to be put in… Mokuba did. After nodding off about Mokuba bragging how he wanted his birthday to go and who he wanted to invite cause they were his best friends and those he didn't cause he didn't like them. But he couldn't say hate as easily as I could. I hated most things. Taking in the Motou… well even if that wasn't his surname, It is to me. Was one of the…kindness…Ouch… things I have ever done in my life. But this time it doesn't pain me to say so as it had done three days ago.
Maybe this was because I had seen how vulnerable people can become or maybe I was down in the dumps with this weather and it was affecting my ego. Even when surrounded by friends look what happened in the end. Well he isn't anymore and I don't seem to think he did in the first place… each one of them wanted something out of him though what I don't know. But because he is about 5000 years old, he ain't got no family. So I suppose we have to make do. Here I go with the lovey dovey shit again. I swear its Mokuba driving me to the other end of the scale. This brat ain't pestered me so much in years, So why now? Sighing I closed my eyes to get some peace from what the outside world had brought to my unwelcome household. Thinking about what really gave me happiness… which was usually other peoples grief and pain. Not that it mattered to me if they suffered I was perfectly fine and wasn't the one doing it so what was the harm in that? No-one tells this Seto Kaiba what he can and can't do and people under him was one of them. I mean last week that bitch told me where to shove her work position. Up the crack of my arse, because I wouldn't accept the love she was supposed to be offering me but from where I was stood It was either greed, lust or both. Which I presume was both. Considering the way she was dressed.
Why? Why am I going back on life… I never did before hand so why should I start? God Motou really has turned my life upside down. But I Can't blame him I mean I brought him to my home… Grrr This is really messing my life up to the tit's. Furrowing my brow in anger. Well with eyes shut you couldn't tell what was about to happen next. All I felt was this hard thing made fast contact with my groin. That's all I am telling you after all… what would you expect? I sure wasn't. I just hope some little shit called Mokuba knew what was about to come. It was like you'd just had a really good day relaxing in the back garden and the kids hit you in the nuts with a golf club. By accident they'd say. Heh I think not. And the mother would just stand there and laugh whilst you suffered and say you were asking for it. If I asked for it, it would be on a silver platter at the foot of my bed brought to me by the best actress who worked as maid in the household. Well I don't play that kind of game or way. I play my way. Looking over to where Yami lay he looked asleep. Whispering him a silent apology before I shouted
"Mokuba, you little shit… Wait till I get my hands on you! You'll be castrated this time!" Before I grabbed a hold of him by the back of his T-Shirt and proceeded to strangle the living daylights out of him. Whilst I still had the willing left in me. This weather was making me under it for some strange reason.
And last night I thought I had strong emotions for Yami. But are they real or did I dream them? That is one thing that this Seto Kaiba knows. And that is saying something. My thoughts were broken by this strong, vibrant laugh, and it seemed that it was coming from Yami's direction. At first I didn't believe it so I ignored it as first, but after I realised that there was only three people in the room. And one of them was me, one of them was the person that I strangling, so the other had to be Yami as I had sent the maids and cooks etc home. For once it was something that I was pleased to hear. Usually someone laughing annoys me to hell and back… but this is different. I smiled since it was the only thing I could do. This may of shocked him as well mind you. I usually only laugh when someone is losing or is suffering. Anyway…leave me to think alone.
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After witnessing the most funniest thing in my life. Which just happened to be Seto Kaiba beating up his little brother cause he whacked him in the balls with a book. Made me laugh my guts up. No… not literally, its an expression…nimrod. Don't even get me started. But this is all I have to say… other then the fact that the weather is clearing up. A Man in a van went round saying that the electricity had been restored to parts of the city and may take a little while longer to return to the more busy parts of the town. Nothing surprises me there. I mean Seto probably uses more electric in one day then a average person does in a month. But that's not my business is it? I mean me and Seto have nothing in common other then the fact that we are rivals and will do anything to be at the top. His I would say was a life long goal. Mine ran through my blood. I was once a proud Egyptian pharaoh. Always at the top. But now I am not so sure anymore. It feels like my mind and body have given up. The mind ain't willing and neither is my body. So until I have recovered, it's no point trying to rise to the top. Listen to me talking about him like I know the guy.
Other then the fact that he loves money. I mean who wouldn't? Well other then me at this moment in time. I don't really feel the need to have it when I can't spend it from my bed… and don't argue with me. I am not in the mood at the moment even though watching him suffer at the hands of his brother is more fun then anything I have and probably will ever see. It's starting to get dark outside and… it seems that this storm is starting to clear up. Seto's mood has lightened as well with the weather I hope, I do believe cause I don't believe that anything I can do will lighten his mood. But this seems that this is all I can say today. Hopefully the electricity will be restored tomorrow. Or so I hope. So all I could do now was lie back and down and…just hope that one day I will be able to get out of this mess I have gotten myself into.
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Thanks For all the people that reviewed that last chapter if I didn't say it at the top. This was supposed to be a Christmas update but it never got done in time. So this can be the update for new years eve… and then I will hopefully update on new years day. This never happened and as you can see it's further along the line... i am sorry and i hope that this hasn't effected the fact the you won't review.
Thank you and please review. Otherwise I will go un-hinted, and this story will drag itself to the bottom of the list.
