Friendship or Bust?
Chapter 4
"We can go nowhere but Up"
-JB
Once i got to Tenesse I was on my search for her house. Yes i got her address, you know, wifi, plus Jen's mom. I think Jen's mom was really into getting me here, try to work things out. Her mom said that Jen hasn't been happy like she used to be when she lived back near us. She said there is a change in Jen, and its obvious, and she isn't liking it.
Yeah it worked out! I was afraid of rejection once i got there. I don't want her to make this all for nothing, okay no, i won't let this be for nothing, even if it takes all day, and night. I am determined to make things right, to fix everything, to get her back, and hopefully get her to be mine. I want the old Jen back, and i swear if things don't go right, I am going to kill Joe! Okay not literally but we all get what I mean right!
I walked off the plane and headed out in search for some type of ride after, with my guitar on my back. I was getting closer to her house, this cant get any better! I had a grin across my face. My worries pushed to the back of my head. I want to think of the good things, and i'm more excited than i am nervous. Me and Jen have been best friends for life, everything is going to turn out great. Tenesse is actually a nice looking place, different from what i'm used to but nice. I wonder how Jen likes it. Hopefully she won't get too attached, you know, cause what if she wont want to come back. Eh ill convince her! I looked around as i decided to just walk to Jen's house. Her mom said it was close. Everyone seems so social here, and they all seem like happy people.
...
It took me awhile, and it gave me a lot of time to think about my feelings, and about what i'm going to say to her, but I'm here...I'm infront of her 's actually pretty big! there is a barn and everything! No animals, but there was a huge yard to. I wonder if they planned on getting animals. Her house was dark red color, and there was a huge porch, that had a swingset type thing on it, and a table with chairs. Her house, is obviously more than one floor, I mean the size of it gives it away. I looked up when i heard the sound of the door opening, taking me from my thoughts, Jen was coming out her house laughing. When she shut the door and turned forward, her eyes met mine. She dropped her phone and it landed on the grass. Her mouth open in shock, and confusion and shock evident on her face. I smiled softly at her.
"N...Nick? What...What are you doing here?" She asked as she slowly walked towards me.
"I'm here for you, I'm here cause i wanted to find you. You left with no warning, and no goodbye, and no explanation. I had to find you, i couldn't just...let you go." I said a bit sadly
A sad smile spread across her face. "Nick, I'm sorry, but...it's just hard to explain." she was now standing infront of me. "and you brought your guitar." she pointed out, changing the subject in the process. I'll let it pass.
"It's okay, you don't have to explain anything right now. You can explain everything later, right now, Yeah, I uh you know, wrote a song for you." I smiled shyly and scratched the back of my neck.
"Can i hear it?" she asked in a whisper.
I nodded "of course." She led me over to her porch steps and we sat down. I took out my guitar and faced her.
"ready?" I asked her
"Of course i am!" She grinned
I chuckled and started strumming my guitar
"They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine"
JEN POV
While Nick was singing, I had a huge grin on my face, and tears coming into my eyes. Just knowing that this song was written for me, means so much. Add that to his amazing voice, this is just like a dream come true. I always wanted a guy play the guitar and sing me a song, especially a song written for me. It's like a fairytale. When a tear slipped from my eye, i quickly wiped it. I watched Nick as he sang, and played. He was so into the song. This is just showing me how much Nick truley and deeply does care for me. Maybe Joe was right...maybe Nick really does love me. I mean he came all the way here, he found out where i lived, wrote me a song, and is here playing it for me.
When Nick finished playing, i looked at him, and he looked at me, our eyes met. "thank you so much Nick, you don't know how much this really means to me. The fact that you..you found out where i lived, and you came all the way here, that you wrote a song for me, and that here you are right now, just finished performing it for me. It means so much to me. I'm truley sorry for what i did, i left without a word, no warning, and iwas being selfish. I was being a pessimest and I was only thinking of my feelings, that was wrong. I was running away from something that could have been the best thing ever, and I just need to learn to face my fears. If i keep running away... I won't get anywhere in life. Like y'all said, life is about taking risk, and that's what i have to start doing." a tear slipped down my cheek, leaving a wet path.
Nick's hand beat me to my cheek, and he wiped the tears, and he smiled softly at me. "I wanted to show you how much you really do mean to me. I never wanted you to go. Yeah we argued, but it's okay, everyone argues at some point. I forgive you, i mean this visit turned out better than what i was fearing, and I'm glad, you know, I'm glad you didn't start flipping out on me, and I understand you were scared, and you probably still are, but Jen, Please Be Mine"
Okay after this chapter, I am going to try to write longer chapters, with more details, you know?
We hope you enjoyed and please review!
REVIEW
