Kagome knew that Inuyasha had to be back from seeing his precious Kikyo and that he has to already be at camp with Sango. Kagome was hurting till no end and she hated the fact that it was because of one simple half demon. She knew that to inuysha she was just a piece of flesh that he could use when ever he felt like it and treat like garbage. Kagome didn't know what was wrong with Inuyasha's small brain couldn't he see that she was beautiful that she was a real person with feelings. Inuyasha didn't understand that. He only knew what he felt and he thinks that a great thing but its not.
Kagome's heart was broken into a million pieces and she had to deal with it on her own. Kagome understands that its Inuyasha fault that she's hurting so much but she can't help think that it's also her fault she always gave him the impression that she was ok with him two timing her. she was never ok with this but what could she do, she loves him so much that she let him be and do what ever his mind wanted until she got hurt enough to walk away. She knows that there is no one in the world or in the feudal era that could love her like she deserves. Kagome's hurting till no end and she can't accept that some guy like Inuyasha could crush her like he has done for so long kagome knows she's the most precious thing in the world. Inuyasha just can't see that. now he has lost her for ever and she loves the idea but her heart aches like if there's no tomorrow . Kikyo can NEVER compare to her.
"Inuyasha you have hurt me so much but this was your last straw and you will suffer. I will show you who I belong to. I belong to me , myself and I and if no one likes it they'll have to deal with it, the feudal era will have a brand new priestess a cold heartless priestess and they will see no other except my dear son Shippo and my friends. Inuyasha you will get the worse of me you will see no mercy. Inuyasha I HATE that I love you." whispered kagome to herself with so much venom that it could scare anyone.
Kagome walked slowly into her house in the midnight darkness. She had the thought of going to sleep with her mother but she said no that she would surprise her mother like that when kagome got to her room she felt a rush of tears trying to take over her. She pushed them away and sat in the computer chair one stray tear fell. Kagome looked out the window and more stray tears came down she was looking at the tree out side where Inuyasha climbed to reach her window so that he could spy on her.
Kagome wiped those stray tears right away and she went to bed. Kagome's heart ached like hell in her dreams and out but that night she had the strangest dream it made her power full and scared at the same time.
Kagome's nightmare/ Strength dream:
Kagome was running through a forest it looked familiar but she couldn't put her finger on it she was scared her heart was pounding the only source of light there was the moon and it only lighted up one pathway. She felt as if the moon and that pathway. Kagome felt a presence it was behind her. Kagome ran faster, that pathway looked familiar also and the moon was following it. Kagome thought that the moon and the pathway were working together to get her somewhere. She kept hearing noises she ran faster. But then a thought popped into her head. It might be inuysha following me he never gives up on protecting me, I shouldn't be scared. But then she remembered what Inuyasha had done to her and her fear turned to anger and hate and all the while her heart was aching just of thought of her trying so hard to hate him.
"Look what he has done to me he's been manipulating my brain to be dependent of him, knowing that I would need him because he was always right here to protect me. But I'm independent and when I return to the feudal era I'm going to show him. When I get back I'm going to spend a lot of time with Kaede so that I can become stronger" stated kagome
Kagome could feel the presence of that thing or the person up ahead but its aura was needing, It needed her it wanted her to be around it. It needed her presence near it so that it wouldn't be alone kagome loved the thought, so she ran faster. When kagome arrived at her destination it was a tree the very same tree that she saw Inuyasha and Kikyo kiss for the very first time after Kikyo was revived with half of Kagome's heart , the very same tree that Inuyasha was under a very powerful spell the his very own lover had put him under. The very same tree that kagome had touched Inuyasha's ears for the very first time. Why does this tree, this plant (Kagome's thoughts: the very same tree that I saw Inuyasha for the very first time. It's this trees fault that I meet him. It's this trees fault that I'm hurting right now. Why does it need me? I hate it. I've suffered so much with this tree. This is the place where I last saw Inuyasha with Kikyo. The very same tree Inuyasha cleared to me what he thought. Even though he doesn't know that he told me he did and he's going to suffer. I'm just a back up tool, when his very precious chosen tool doesn't want to cooperate that when he uses me. I'm a back up and I'm tired if this.) This holy and evil tree why me. Why can't everything that reminds me of Inuyasha leave me the hell alone?? Kagome is tired and she seriously thinking of either blowing up the tree or hugging it. Blowing it up because of all her pain and hugging it because this is where she meets Inuyasha. But something strange happen the tree starts talking to kagome:
"Hello my dear child. I see that you are much wounded, not physically but mentally and love wise. I guess that you are still in love with Inuyasha, but you will be over him soon enough .You are blaming me for what has happened to you with Inuyasha. May I remind you that I never forced you to take the arrow out of Inuyasha's chest, may I also remind you that I didn't bring you to this world I didn't not pull you in through the well. May I also remind you that I had nothing to do with that witch taking half of your soul and giving it to Kikyo? But I have done my share my darling child I was the one who put the shikon no tama in your ribcage I was also the person who gave you those wonderful friends you have and the little demon you consider your son that was all me. I am also the one who will give you the man that truly deserves you, the man that will love you for the rest of eternity, and the man that will never leave your side even if you beg him to. The man that when he has to leave on business he will take you with him even if people tell him he may not. The man that will break the law just because you tell him you want him to, the man that would hand you the whole entire world if you asked him to." The tree told kagome
"My instincts tell me that you do not lie. I am glad a tree that in names after Inuyasha can be so noble. But for you to speak of love to me is too much. You are just but a mere tree, how can you speak of love to a women like I who is still in love with a terrible person. I guess Mother Nature does not know how to pick guidance's. With all do respect who is this man that would do anything for me. Where is he in existence in mars? Then yes he may be there but here in this world is just built with cheating lying disgusting men. I really prefer not to associate with them right now dear Inuyasha tree." Said kagome hesitantly
"Ohhhh my dear child you are still wounded from Inuyasha. The man I speak of knows of your presence but he like you does not know you're his world well not yet. To answer your question my dear child Mother Nature is but our mere creator. She does not do nor pick who we assist. We pick on our own. I am a tree who provides air, oxygen. We , the trees, we are very under estimated on the things we can do I can kill many people right now just by telling my fellow trees to stop producing oxygen. Did you not know this we are the creators of this world the plants the trees and everything green that grows from roots? But our creator the one that can kill us trees is Mother Nature and the one that can kill our creator is but god the only sprit alive that can destroy the whole galaxy. You may ask why me, why did I choose you, I chose you because your worthy to worthy to be left with some demented freak who doesn't appreciate you but that's ok." Said the tree
"I have heard of this god have you seen him? Do you know him?" asked kagome
"Yes dear child I know everyone but everyone has told lies god is not a color or a race or anything to that matter. God is the color of water and the shape of water god is different and he makes sure no ones perfect. But you my child are special, you're not perfect but you have beauty of an angel your personality is demanding independent, but u must learn how to see this for yourself "said the tree
"Yea I sure do I agree with you, so who is this love of my life?" asked kagome
"I may not let you know this your heart will tell you soon enough but before you must face your fear. The fear that your heart knows but your brain doesn't want to let you know yet." said the tree
"Mr. Inuyasha tree I am afraid of nothing except loving, I am scared of nothing but that!" Stated kagome
"Ohhhh kagome you know you are scared of something else I may not tell you. Your mission from me today is for you to figure it out and confront it and you will see me again. Till then lovely child I will let you be on your way" said the tree
"Thank you so much but if what you are telling me is true then this might take all long time." said kagome
"Yes child but when you figure it out which I think will be in no time you will be freighted and I will have some one there to protect you. Don't be scared ever I will always be there for you" said the tree
"I guess I can count on you" kagome said kind of scared. Kagome was scared of what the tree was telling her and she couldn't help think it had something to do with Inuyasha she easily shook the thought out of her mind.
"You need to go now the sun is rising" said the tree
"Ok thanks" said kagome
"Your very welcome my child" said the old tree
End of Kagome's dream
When kagome woke up she saw some one much unexpected and she screamed
(Well this is the end of the chapter I hope you enjoyed. I don't own anything, and I hope you all loved it. Review I had to go through a lot of trouble for this story so if you don't like it I don't f really give a damn. But if you like it I love you. Review and let me know what you want in the next chapter) (pleaseeeeeeeee review.)
