Mature content Warning. :/ This is also still before Bill, Sookie and Jessica Arrive in Dallas. (Suzie's room in the Hotel Carmilla)


Set The World On Fire

Chapter 3 part 2

Dreaming of the past

"Ashley, she's growing into a very beautiful young woman." I heard Godric whisper to Ashley downstairs. "She has no idea what she's doing to me. Have you been teaching her... human things?"

"Yes Godric." Ashley replied back. With a little mind probing, I could tell that she was smiling. "She has feeling for you as well."

Both were silent for a few moments. "I understand." Godric sighed, "Even if it where to happen, I still see her as the little girl I saved..."

I decided that i'd evesdroped long enough. I slowly made my way down the stairs into the kitchen where Godric had just released Ashley's hand.

"Tommorrow night we will leave for Dallas." He said as he passed me to return to his room. I gave Ashley my usual smile before departing to pack my things.

It took a few hour but after everything was said and done, I'd moved my boxes to the living room and ran up the stairs to Godric's room. He was staring blankly into space and seemed to ignore my presence.

"Godric?" I stood before him a black corset dress and knee high black socks. He sat up and removed his shirt before resuming his previous position. "Why are you ignoring me?"

He sighed and motioned for me to join him on the bed. "You, my child, have revived emotions I thought were long gone."

I was confused for a moment until I remembered some of Ashley's "Girl Time" lessons. I blushed and Godric looked away from me, knowing that I fully understood the meaning behind his words.

"I do not wish to awaken your memories." I gently cupped his face in my hand, focusing his attention on me, "I don't want to hurt you."

I gulped and allowed my hand to travel down his face and neck, to the collar of his shirt. "Will it change things between us?"

Godric nodded and allowed me to remove his shirt. I traced the tattoo that adorned his chest, following it's crescent moon shape until Godric gently siezed my hand. "Yes, it would Suzie."

He'd only used my real name twice and both instantces where very serious.

"Would I be able to stay with you?" Godric rubbed his thumb over the top of my hand, catching onto the fear in my voice.

"Of course child." I laid down and snuggled close to him, waiting for him to wrap his arms around me.

It took a few moments. Godric had to calm himself down before I felt his two cold arms wrap around me. Goosebumps rose on my arms and Godric let out a low growl as my chest pressed against his. I looked up at him and noticed his fangs had emerged and that he was looking down at me, an emotion i'd only seen once in my life was clearly visable in his eyes;

Lust.

I allowed Godric to kiss me and he surprised me by being gentle as if I had never done this before. My arms wrapped around his neck and I pulled away from the kiss, taking in some badly needed air. Godric's eyes where still closed and he gently rested his head on my shoulder, inhaling deeply. A soft moan left my lips and Godric kissed my neck before pulling his head up to kiss me. I allowed him to shift over me, placing all of his weight on his arms.

"Are you sure?" I could feel his body responding and I was filled with relief and an odd sense of power. The relief came from the fact that he cared about me more than his own need. The sense of power came from the fact that I could arouse him.

I nodded and Godric took full possesion of my mouth making sure that I wouldn't change my mind. After a few moments, I gasped and Godric quickly pulled away.

"I'm sorry," He groaned as he slipped off my socks, allowing me enough time to catch my breath, "I forgot that you need to breathe."

I smiled softly and leaned my head back into his pillow. "I forgot that you don't need to breathe."

We both let out soft chuckles and Godric rested his head on my chest. "That sound is wonderful."
I looked down at Godric, confused, "Your heartbeat."

I frowned for a breif moment, realizing that I would never be able to hear Godric's heartbeat. Godric seemed to understand why i'd suddenly stopped smiling. He kissed me once, drawing my attention back to him.

In the few moments i'd spaced out, Godric had slipped me out of my dress and rid himself of his pants.

"Are you sure Suzie?" Godric whispered his question into my ear, making me shiver.

"Yes Godric." I sighed as he gently grabbed my legs, slowly thrusting inside me.

I let out a gasp and Godric released a drawn out groan. I felt my body heat up against his cold torso, the two extremes sending a small jolt of pleasure through me. Godric stopped thrusting and gently rested his forehead on my right shoudler. He was taking a lot of unnessicary breaths.

"Godric?" I slowly stroked my fingers through his hair.

"I'm sorry," he muttered against my shoulder, "It's been a long time since I felt human warmth like this."

He was trying to maintain his self control. I smiled and kissed the top of his head.

"Godric," I nibbled the top of his ear before I allowed my head to drop back down on the pillow, "Godric, look at me."

It took him a few minutes but he slowly lifted his head up to look at me, his fangs where down and his eyes where completely black with lust. "Yes Suzie?"

I gulpped and slightly lost my nerve. I quickly kissed him, my tounge wrapped around one of his fangs. Godric tensed as I did this, holding onto what was left of his self control. I suckled the fang and he moaned into my mouth. I took that as my sign to end the kiss and go with my original plan. I fell back into the pillow and both of my hands gently grasped his shoulders before I turned my head to the right. Godric's growl resonated from deep inside him and I shivered in pleasure when it came out of his mouth against my bare throat.

"Let go Godric." I gasped as Godricsank his fangs into my neck and began to draw out my blood with his tounge. He resumed thrusting and it was definitly less gentle than before.

Before he drew back from my neck, Godric lapped the remaining blood from the bite wound, sealing it shut. I oculdn't help the moans that escaped my lips and I felt something curl in my lower belly.

"Godric.." I gasped as my toes curled, "Godric...!"

The fact that Ashley could most likely hear our combined moans in her room downstairs crossed neither of our minds. Godric growled and I cried out, digging my nails into his shoulders.

Godric stilled and gently kissed my lips, trying to bring me down a little from my high. He pulled back when he knew I needed air and flipped me over so I was straddling him. My hair drapped over my face and Godric eyed me hungrily.

"Not done yet." He panted as he slowly pushed me down against him.

I awoke sore and exhausted. I felt around for Godric even though I knew it had to only be around eleven. Where his sleeping body should've been, my hand was only met with sheets. I sat up and noticed Godric wasn't in the room. I groaned.

"Fucking fantastic." I muttered as I slowly made my way to the bathroom.

Once the tub was filled, I gingerly sank into the warm water, sighing as it soothed my sore muscles. I reached behind me and lathered my hair with shampoo before I allowed my hands to drop back into the Godric mad at me? Displeased? And why did he leave?

I sighed sadly and finished my bath. I would just have to ask him later.

Before I made my way out of the bathroom to gahter some clothes left on the edge of the bed, I took a quick glimpse in the mirror and was shocked by what I saw. Brusies adorned my arms, stomach and hips and the bite mark Godric gave me left two puncture holes, surrounded by an ugly purple bruise.

I quickly slipped into the clothes left out on the bed, realizing Ashley was the only one who would've left me clothes. And they didn't smell as if Godric had brought them up. I slipped into the underwear and slowly tugged the skin tight black jeans over my legs, fastening the black Rammstein belt that accompanied them. The shirt was easier to put on then I thought, it didn't scrape against Godric's bite. It was my extra large Black Veil Brides tee that Ashley had gotten for me on her day trip to NYC. I wasn't allowed to go after Godric heard about Ashley bending the rules of me going out on Halloween.

I rushed down the stairs to the door where I'd left my combat boots the night before and slipped them over a pair of black socks i'd gotten on after my shirt. Ashley was waiting for me at the door.

"Godric's in the car." She smiled as she helped me up, "Come on."

Ashley drove for a few hours, passing through New York. She allowed me to plug my Ipod in and Black Veil Brides dominated the begining of our trip. We stopped around four to get something to eat and Ashley slipped off for a good half hour, telling me to gaurd Godric until she got back.

I looked down at the dark box where Godric slept for the day wondering if he was going to dismiss what happened between us last night. I sighed and looked up, Ashley had returned with a few plastic bottles filled with red liquid.

"Put these beside him." She muttered as she handed them to me. I hadn't known her to have a mean streak but I hadn't realized what the liquid was until she placed a milk jug full of it at the foot of Godric's box.

Blood.

I nodded then, realizing that Ashley had gone to an underground vampire blood bank to get blood for Godric. This much would last the trip to Dallas and then some. I placed the bottles to the right of Godric's box and quickly opened my door.

"Try to act normal." Ashley whispered as I slammed the door shut and fiddled with my seatbelt. "We don't want to draw attention to ourselves."

I nodded and took a deep breath before slowly letting it go. Ashley had already started driving, constantly looking in her rearview mirror to see if we where being follow. She let out a sigh and I looked at the dashboard clock. 4:00. We'd spent an hour and a half resting and gettign Godric's meal. I yawned and sunk back into my seat, Andy Biersack's voice lulling me to sleep.

-I would die for you
I see the truth
I've given you my heart to break
I would die for you-

A seering pain knocked me out of my sleep. I tried to open my eyes but the refused to open. I could hear my low moans of pain as I moved my head to what I hoped was the left to face Ashley.

"Ashley." my voice was hoarse and the pain in my shoulder traveled to my neck. "Ashley." I called a little louder. I tried to open my eyes, this time I was successful.

Not that I wanted to see this.

Ashley's car was rolled over on the road and the pain I was feeling was from my seatbelt digging into my shoulder to the bone. I tried to look behind me to see if Godric was okay but his box was gone. I breathed a sigh of relief that it was dark out so Godric hadn't burned in the sun. The windshield was spread a good twenty feet ahead of us on the road and I started crying when I realized Ashley wasn't in the seat beside me.

"Help!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, hoping Godric or anyone for the matter would hear me. "Help me please!"

There was a knock on the metal above my head and a gruff voice answered my pleas. "It's alright miss, we're trying to get you out right now."

Behind me, I could hear the jaws of life opening my door and a fireman cut my seatbelt while another caught me. I cried out in pain and took one last look around the car, noticing that the bottles and jug of blood were gone. When I was finally situated on the strecher, the EMT asked me what my friends name was.

"Ashley." I gasped as I swallowed blood and siliva, "She's been taking care of me."

The EMT nodded and loaded me into the back of the ambulance. "Godric asked me to take you away from here." I looked up at the EMT and realized that he was indeed a Vampire. He had applied make up to make his skin look alive.

"Is Godric okay?" I asked as he slammed the doors shut. He nodded and his short black hair bobbed.

"He was injured but the blood you guys had in the back was enough to heal him. When we get to the hospital, i'm taking you to one of the closest rooms to the exit so he can get you out."

I looked into his blue eyes and he smiled, moving around me to stop the bleeding in my head, shoulder and stomach. He whistled, "That seatbelt got you good."

"Is Ashley okay?" The vampire stopped and made it seem as if he hadn't heard my question. That was enough of an answer. Ashley was dead. I started crying and the Vampire wiped my tears away. One of my best friends was dead and Godric is MIA. I couldn't stop crying and the EMT vampire rushed me to the exact room he said he was going to.

"Good luck." He smiled as he unstrapped me from the stretcher.

"Thank you." I smiled and he nodded once, leaving me alone.

I waited no more than two minutes before Godric appeared in the doorway. He wrapped me in a blanket and held me to his chest. I moaned in protest, my shoulder hurt like a bitch and I was still crying over Ashley. Godric kissed my cheek and used his vampiric speed to go out the emergency exit. I rested my head on his shoulder and he didn't seem to mind that I was bleeding all over his white shirt.

"Your shirt's getting dirty." I whispered before I blacked out.

I awoke to the feeling of blood rushing down my throat. At first, I thought it was my own blood and I started to panic. Godric held me still and I realized that he was using his blood to heal me again. I stopped struggling and accepted it. Once Godric could see that I was fully healed, he pulled his wrist back and the wound closed on its own. He stroked my hair and cleaned it with a water bottle.

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you from the car." his voice was tense. I knew he couldn't. Vampires weren't public knowledge yet. "I wanted to save you both but Ashley..."

Tears quickly streamed down my face. "Was it quick?" Godric nodded and a wave of guilt stayed on his face.

"She was ejected from her seat and was thrown with the windshield." I was glad that he wasn't censoring this for me. "She was dead as soon as her head hit the road." Godric looked away from me. "I made sure she was though."

"How?" Godric's eyes shimmered with saddness and I could see, for a breif moment, that he was considering not telling me. "Please Godric."

He sighed and looked down at my hair, taking great care to wash all of the blood away. "I snapped her neck and drank her dry." A small cry left my lips and Godric kissed my forehead. "Its what Ashley and I decided i'd do when I hired her Suzie."

Shivers ran down my spine and my tears came faster than Godric could wipe them away. No wonder why he had enough blood to heal me. He drank the bottles and the jug along with Ashley's.

"I'm so sorry Suzie." Godric's hands stopped washing my hair and came to rest on my cheeks. I felt his tears mingle with mine on my cheeks and when I looked up at him, his bloody tears continued to flow. "I did not want to do it, please believe me." He stroked my cheek and moved so I could see him without straining. "Ashley was like a daughter to me."

"What am I to you?" The question left my lips before I could stop it. Then again, Godric had gotten his way with me and left without saying goodbye. That still hurt me and I could fee it deep in my heart.

"I don't know how to explain it to you." Godric said a few moments later, stepping away from me to get me new clothes.

"Do you love me?" I asked when he returned with one of his shirts and another pair of my black jeans.

"Ja," I smiled at his random German, "Ich Liebe Dich." He kissed my forehead and slowly helped me out of my shirt, turning around so I could change with some privacy.

I hadn't realized that Godric had brought me to another one of his houses. This one was in West Virginia and smaller. It was a one bedroom, two bath house with one floor. A ranch style home I suppose. The outside was dark brown and it matched the brown tin roof. Godric had rinsed my hair our in the kitchen sink.

I shared a room with Godric and he said nothing each night when I curled into his arms for comfort. I'd forgotten how much a death of a family member hurt. I was little and it had been seven fucking years since my family had died. He held me each night as I cried and I could tell that my bond with him was making it hurt him twice as much. Godric allowed me to be a hermit for a year after Ashely's funeral (occuring at night of course) before he surprised me.

"We're going out tonight." He stated simply as he shucked on a pair of loose fitting black pants. That peaked my interest. Godric rarely wore any black. I wore enough for the both of us. "Come on Suzie, I know you'll like it."

He handed me an outfit and I changed quickly. It was another BVB tee that i'd cut the sleeves off of with a short black skirt and my combats with arm warmers and a BVB Army issue wristband. Godric had gotten it for my fifteenth birthday. I'd put on some eyeliner for the hell of it.

I walked out of the room, stunned. Godric stood before me in a black Disturbed tee, his black jeans and a pair of New Rocks that i'd never seen before. I looked at his semi spiked wristbands as he grabbed my hand.

"You look amazing." I continued to stare at him, knowning that a blush had creeped onto my face.

"You look beautiful." It was a complement that Godric had never said to me before. I kissed his cheek as he wrapped a scarf around my neck to cover his bite. "You'll be able to take it off where we're going."

I trusted him.

Godric and I arrived at a night club about an hour south of our house. Godric helped me off of his Ducati and he laughed at my helmet hair. I rolled my eyes and he gently combed my hair with his fingers to fix it.

"You can take the scarf off now." He smiled as I handed it to him. Godric placed it inside my helmet and left it on the Ducati's seat before wrapping an arm around my waist to get me into the club.

Supe was the name of the club and I assumed it was short for supernatural. The female vampire bouncer greeted Godric and eyed me as if I was the next meal.

"Mine." Godric said as he tighened his grip on my waist. She backed off. I could tell it was because of Godric's age. over the past year, Godric told me he was around two thousand years old. Give or take a few years.

All eyes were on us for a few moments as we entered the club. It was a place that catered to not only humans, but every supernatural being on the planet. I noitced a fairy sitting far away from a group of vampires while a goblin sat between them. He was another bouncer. Godric steered me to an empty booth and a few locals greeted Godric before staring at me.

"She smells different." one of the vampires stated and Godric growled. he backed off and left us alone. A witch waitress handed Godric his TrueBlood and handed me a small Coke. I thanked her and Godric gave her a big tip. After we'd finished drinking, Godric pulled me to the dance floor.

"I don't know how to dance." I whispered to Godric with slight protest. He gave me a cute grin before wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his head in the crook of my neck.

"It's okay," He whispered in my ear, "I'll teach you."

The song was simple enough. A slow song that another couple had picked out. Godric chuckled as he placed his head back against my neck when they past. "Weres." He smiled once they were at the other end of the floor. "They have a strong scent."

I laughed lightly and allowed him to wrap his arms around me. We gently switched feet so we where swaying back and forth until the song was almost over.

"We're leaving here soon." Godric whispered as he brought his head up to my ear, "I need to return to Dallas. We'll travel through Kentucky, Tennesee and Arkansas." That was a lot of driving. "It'll be a few days drive and I have safe houses along the way."

The song ended and a song I reconginsed came through the speakers. "I Come Alive" by Oomph! The music started without the accompanyment of Dero Goi's voice and I listened to the rest of what Godric had to say. "If something goes amiss, i'll arange a plane ride for us."

I nodded and followed Godric's dancing pace. He smiled down at me as we danced.

-You know I need to be cleansed, you hold my life in your hands
And now I'm willing to bear the cross for you
Now that you've put me in chains, now that you've opened my veins
I can't believe that my world turned black and blue -

Godirc noticed that I'd taken a quick glimpse of another group of supe's that had come in. They where staring at us intently. Godric quickly kissed me and continued our dance.

-I come alive
I come alive
I come alive
I come alive-

When Dero's voice was no longer coming through the speakers Godric accompanied me to the DJ area and he said a song name so fast that I couldn't understand it. The DJ, who looked like a shifter of some sort, smiled at Godric and shifted through his Ipod's library.

Godric brought me back to the floor and I forgot about the group of Supes that where staring at us earlier. The one Disturbed song Godric and I liked started up and I beamed my grin up at Godric as we started dancing again.

Godric was grinning to and I noticed the shift in who was on the dance floor. Like Godric and I, there where several Vampire/Human couples and a few Vampire/something else and a few Were couples towards the back of the floor. I was to busy focusing on Godric's happiness to look at them for long. I could tell that part of the reason he was happy was because I was. And the fact that I was smiling a true smile for the first time in a year.

- Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul about to be mine
Leave her
We will receive her
It's beyond your control will you ever meet again -

One of the Supes motioned to me and the other four dicussed it amoungst themselves. It worried me but Godric's presence calmed some of my nerves.

-Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Realease your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her-

"Would you let me turn you?" Godirc whispered as he twirled me out and then back into his chest.

"As long as we can stay together." I looked him straight in the eyes. He nodded.

"Of course Liebe." He smirked and I could feel how happy my answer made him. Even though Vampire/Vampire couples aren't seen to often and are ofthen frowned upon.

-Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
If you'd like to meet again-

I felt Godric's undead breath against my neck, a warning that he was going to bite. We danced with Godric's head resting on my shoulder as he fed off me. The song ended and Godric quickly cleaned the blood off my neck. No one had noticed him bite me. They where to focused on the five Supes I had been earlier.

Godric held me tight to his chest and I realised then that the five wanted me. He growled and bared his fangs. Surely these Supes realized Godric's strength? I looked at the group. Two of them where vampires and the quickly backed off and out of the club, knowing what was about to go down. A third backed down, it was definitly a Werewolf. The two remaining walked up to Godric and I tensed in his arms.

"She is one of us." That voice was definitly male. He sounded as if he was gargling rocks.

"She is all we want. We will leave peacefully." That voice definitly belonged to a woman. It sounded angellic and high pitched. I had to strain to hear her.

"No." Godric shuffled me behind him, "She will not go with you."

I could feel Godric's tension in his shoulders. I hand quickly grabbed mine and tugged me backwards behind the DJ. I was about to yell out for Godric when I realized it was the DJ who helped me. I looked to where Godric had been standing and found that he was already fighting the two Supes.

"I promised Godric to get you out safe." He shifted into a panther and I followed him out, taking one last look at Godric as he subdued one of the Supes.

It took only a few minutes for Godric to return to his Ducati where the DJ and I where waiting.

"Thank you." Godric said to the panther as I slung my leg over the bike and wrapped my arms around Godric. The panther seemed to have nodded and Godric raced out like a bat out of hell.

Once we returned home, Godric started packing our things into the new Escalade that he'd purchased only a few days before. It was light tight and could tow a closed in trailer for his Ducati and whatever else we could fit inside it. As soon as the Ducati was loaded in, Godric started piling our boxes inside until we could just barely close the door. He raced inside the house while I buckled in.

"Godric," I said as he slammed the Escalade door and started it up, "Godric, what's going on?"

He said nothing and got the car and the trailer out of the driveway without looking. "Godric please."

He turned to me once we got on the highway. I'd plugged my Ipod in and a few songs had passed.

"They where tring to take you." Godric growled as he gripped the steering wheel, almost shattering it. "I had to get you out of there."

"Why do they want me?" I looked at the horizon and saw that the sun was going to rise soon. "Just stop and get in the light tight part of the car Godric."

Godric growled in frustration and pulled into a rest stop. He crawled into the back of the car and I followed him, watching as the light tight wall came up from the floor and panels covered the windows. Godric sighed and stripped out of his Disturbed tee and I gasped at the shredded back. I offered Godric my wrist to heal but he refused. He grabed a few bags of blood stored underneath the back seat and tore them open, not bothering to censor his feeding.

"You are a human hybrid." Godric started, "I knew that from the moment I met you." He situated himself to lay down on the backseat, fighting the urge to sleep, "I've noticed recently that the other non human half of you is starting to emerge. Wether it was the stress of losing Ashley or because of your human puberty I don't know."

I quickly snuggled against Godric's chest. He sighed and kissed me. "I promised you that you wouldn't get hurt. The were panther DJ is one of my friends. His name is Andreas. I healed him when he was injured by a fellow panther when he was cub. He'd do almost anything for me." I wrapped my arms arounf Godric.

"He noticed my attraction to you and knew that I might need help defending you. So he promised to protect you while I was at the DJ booth."

"But how?" I asked as his eyes drooped.

"Telepathicly. That's part of his nature." Godric stroked my hair. "I cant hold off sleep any longer love."

I stoked his cheek and allowed him to rest his chin on my head. "Sleep well."

"I will with you here Liebe."

Before we could leave Kentucky. The remaining Supe caught up to us. She ripped me out of the Esclade while Godric was waking up. Her claws dug into my back and I cried out in pain. Godric ripped her arm clean off and got her claw out of my arm. He placed me gently against the Escalade and proceded to beat the shit out of the Supe. It took a while but Godric had her pinned to the ground, about to rip her head off.

"No matter what you do Vampire," she laughed in her sweet voice, "She will become one of us. It's in her blood."

That infurated Godric past mercy. He tore her head off and smashed it with his New Rock clad foot effectively squashing her head like a watermellon. Godric sighed and whiped out his cell phone. he talked quickly into it and slammed it shut.

We pulled into the airport parking lot and a man with Anubis Air written on his shirt escorted us to a plane. We reached the Dallas air port a few hours later and Godric carried me off the plane, unconcious and unresponsive.

"Take me to Huston." were the only words I made out before I slipped into complete darkness.

-
The first thing I saw when I woke up was a very conserned Godric. He held my hand against his chest and I could see the worry etched in his face. A female vampire stood behind him while a male vampire leaned against teh doorframe.

"She's awake Godric." The female vampire spoke and I heard a slight accent in her voice. The male Vampire in the doorframe rolled his eyes but quickly left when Godric glared at him.

"He doesn't understand Godric." the female vampire spoked as Godric repeatedly kissed my face and hand.

"Isabel," He sighed and the female vampire bowed before leaving.

"Godric.." My throat was hoarse and he held out a straw for me. I drank the whole cup and he placed it on the bedside table. "Where am I?"

"In a hospital that caters to vampires and their humans." Godric smiled, "You've been asleep for almost six months."

The shock must've been visible on my face. "Stan," Godric motioned to thr doorframe, "Is just upset that I neglected my Sherrif duties for you."

"What happened...?" my voice was still soft and my throat hurt.

"The woman that attacked you had poison in her claws." Godric growled at the memory, "I just barely got you here in time."

I wiped his blood tears away and kissed him lightly. "You'll have to stay here for a few more days while the doctors monitor you."

I was released from the hospital on my sixteenth birthday. Godric smiled as he led me into a house just barely outside of Dallas.

"Welcome home." He smiled as he kissed me lightly, leading me up a spiral staircase to his room. I saw Isabel in the hallway and was surprised Godric hadn't chosen her. She was quite beautiful.

This house had two floors and the second floor was primarily our bedroom and bathroom. There was a spare room across the hall from us. The first floor housed the kitchen, living room and garage. I had a feeling that this was just another permanent home until I was given the okay to go into Dallas. Outside in the back yard was a pool and a few acres of green grass. Godric took me out to the back yard and we dipped our feet into the water.

"Tommorrow night, I will turn you." Godric smiled sadly as he gripped my hand. "The only thing I will miss is your human warmth."

I blushed and Godric kissed me, "Before hand though, I had Isabel look into a concert that we can go to."

I looked up at Godric's face, he was grinning, "You said that you wanted to go to a BVB concert right?"

I gasped and hugged him tight. "Godric, you're amazing...!"

He chuckled and let the fifteen year old in him emerge, "I know."

It was fun having Godric and Isabel help me with my Ashley Purdy war paint while Stan rolled his eyes and left. What a dick. Godric finished applying the paint and sat in the chair to allow Isabel and I to put him in CC's war paint. I giggled and Godric smirked. Never in my human life did I excpet to see Godric in this much war paint. Isabel dropped us off and made sure we got into the venue before she left. Godric flashed our tickets and we made out way into the crowd, managing to get into the pit with unusally ease.

After I'd gotten two hundred pictures of the guys, Godric to wave at CC and get one of Jinxx's picks, the concert was over.

Godric smiled as he wrapped his arm around me and kissed me. Laughing about how he'd kissed me during 'Rebel Love Song' and Andy pointed to us. Isabel didn't ask if we had fun. It radiated off me and she learned that if I was happy, Godric was happy as well. We returned to the house and Godric brought me out back by the pool after we'd wiped off our war paint and i'd placed my camera and Jinxx's pick in our room, knowing that it would be a few days before I saw the inside of our room.

Godric had already dug the hoel before we left for the concert and he helped me in. Once he was inside, he kissed me for the last time I was human and bit into my neck as painlessly as he could. once I was on the brink of death, he cut above his heart and I drank greedily from him. I laid in the dirt while Godric summoned Isabel and she covered us both with dirt, the last thing I would see with my human eyes.

Fire For your desire
As she begins to turn cold a final time
You will shiver
Till you deliver
You'll remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

I groaned and looked at my phone. It was only three in the afternoon. Fuck it. i'm not trying to sleep any longer. I grabbed my phone and changed into my torn BVB shirt with my black leather biker pants and my combats. I grabbed my wallet and my room key after leaving a note for Eric. Who would be envious of me for the rest of my vampiric life. Why?

Because I can walk in the sun.


Songs mentioned(lyrics too)

"Die For You" By Black Veil Brides

"I Come Alive" By Oomph!

"Into the Fire" By Disturbed