I won't give up
Chapter 4- The first night
I hope you will enjoy. Now, it was a bit hard for me to write as English is not my first language...Also, I would love some reviews and know where you would like this story to go. I have some ideas but I am open to suggestions.
Nick lead me to his car and he opened the door for me. My emotions were all over the place and I didn't know how to react, so I just closed my eyes and press my forehead against the window. He got into the car and started the engine, I didn't even ask where we were going. I didn't mind cause I felt safe with Nick, I knew he was going to take care of me and I needed it. Nick took my hand and he took it to his lips to kiss it. I turned around to look at him and made small smile. We drove for a while and when we arrived I realized that we were at Nick's house.
«I thought we could have a coffee and talk,» he says to me.
«Is that all?»I reply with a teasing tone.
«Chris, I would never take advantage of you, I hope you know that.»
«I was just teasing you Nick. Of course, I know you wouldn't do that.»
He gets off the car and comes to my side to open the door for me. This guy is really sweet and a real gentleman, something rare these days.
We enter in his house and I find it really cozy and confortable.
«Let me take your coat and you can make yourself at home while I make the coffee.»
While Nick is busy making the coffee, I look around. I see pictures of his daughter Zara everywhere. She is so adorable, she looks like her father with those beautiful , I feel a hand on the small of my back and Nick gives me a light kiss on my neck. Then, he puts his arms around me and I lean onto him as it feels so good. He makes us sit down on the couch and I see there's two cup of coffee on the table.
«You must miss your daughter a lot,»I say to him breaking the silence.
«Yes, it's really hard for me to not have her everyday with me. It broke my heart when my ex-wife left with our daughter, »Nick answers.
I put my hand on his and press it to show him I understand how he feels.
«Listen, Chris I don't want you to be mad at Bobby, I forced him to tell me the truth.»
I laugh and reply with a sarcastic tone:«Nobody forces Bobby to do something.»
«Maybe, he wanted me to know the truth, to understand you better...», Nick says.
«I want to be there for you, you've been through so much and yet you pulled through. This is admirable.»
«I have no merit really, I had people in my corner like my husband and Bobby...I was not alone, sometime lonely, but never alone.»
Nick smiles at me and my heart starts to accelerate. This man makes me melt everytime he looks at me and I don't want to fight it put his arms around me and he holds me tight.
«You are so wonderful Maria left me, I thought I could never trust any woman...Everything changed when I met you, »he tells me.
I feel my breathing becoming heavy and I see him coming closer to lips are so close, I can feel his breathing...He leans in and our lips meet. It's sweet at first but it becomes heated really fast. Nick's tongue enters my mouth and he tastes so sweet...We fall back on the couch and Nick is on top of hands touch me everywhere...His lips leaves mine to go on my neck and he gives me a passionate kiss. One of Nick's hand comes to my breast and rubs it, as I let out a moan..Oh, man this feels so good, it's been so long since...Nick suddenly pulls back and look deeply into my eyes.
«Tell me to stop if you are not ready, I don't want to force you,»Nick says with a heavy only answer is to take his lips, I love how he , I take his shirt off..He looks so hot without his shirt...I rub his chest and kiss him on the crook of his neck.I can feel that Nick is really aroused through our pants and I feel some fire in me too...
He takes my hand and we walk up to his bedroom.I put my own shirt off and we fall back onto his bed. Now, I am on top of him and I kiss Nick everywhere his chest, rubbing his growing erection..I hear him moan and I smile. I like to know that I can have this effect on , he pulls me over he is now on top of me.
«Two can play that game, baby,»he says to me with a smile.
Then, he pulls my shirt off and starts rubbing both of my breasts.I pull my bra off and he kisses me passionatly.
«You taste so sweet,Chris.»
Then, he put one of my nipple in his mouth and his tongue plays with it.I unbuckle his belt and put his pants does the same with mine.I caresses his member through the fabric and I can feel myself becoming wet...My breathing is really heavy and I hear my hearbeat ...I am so excited.
«Nick, I need you in me, now...»
«Are you sure?»
«Oh yes,» I say with a moan.
«Let me get some protection...»
«Nick, I'm on the pill, I want to feel you in me without..»I don't have time to finish as he crashes his lips on mine. Then, he gets off his boxers and I let go of my panties.
He enters in me with precaution, like he doesn't want to hurt me. I grab his ass and press it to show him I am ready. His thrusts are slow at first but, quickly, he accelerate as we can't hold back.
«Chris, baby, you're so..»
I let out a big moan as am coming and have an , Nick come inside falls on me and press his forehand on breathing slowly comes down as he gives me sweet kisses and caresses my cheeks.I feel so good and happy at the same time.
«Baby, are you ok ?,»Nick asks with a concern tone.
«I am better than ok, it was amazing Nick,» I says to him.
He rolls on my side, and put one arm under me and rub my hand with his other arm
«I don't want you to regret what just happened,»Nick tell me.
I turn my head to look at him.
«Never,»is my only , I close my eyes and enjoy the moment. I haven't at peace like this in really long time and I won't want the moment to end.
Later, we both fall asleep in each other arms, after I called Maria to let her know I wouldn't sleep at home...
I wake up the next morning and, at first, I don't recognize my , I remember I slept at Nick's place...We made love three times last night and it felt so good, so right. My stomach makes some loud noise and I realize how hungry I am. I get up and get dress, then go downstair. I see Nick already made some coffee and he is busy making the greet me with a smile as he comes to me. He put his arm around me and gives me a passionate put his head on my neck and gives me some butterfly kisses. Last night emotions comes back to me...Could I ever get tired of him? I don't think so.
Nick comes back to the oven to make the breakfast.
«I thought you might be hungry after last night,»he tells me with a smile.
«Ya, we certainly burned some calories,» I say as I put my arms around him. He takes my hand in his and kisses it. I love how sweet and gentle Nick is with me. I have never been a person who liked to be touch a lot, maybe because of what happened to me ...But, with Nick it's different. It feels so natural and good at the same time.I can't keep my hands off him and when we are not together I think about him almost all the scares me because the only other man I felt in love with was taking away from me and it hurt like hell..I don't ever want to go through that again, I don't if I could survive it. I barely did last time, my children were the reasons I got through it. Without them, I don't know what I've would have done.
«Chris, where are you?», Nick asks me.
«I am thinking how happy I am, »I reply to him with a takes me into his arms, kisses me.
«Me too, baby. I haven't been this happy in a long , let's sit down before it becomes cold.»
As we eat, I think to myself that maybe happiness is possible...
It's been three weeks since Nick and I made love for the first time and everything is going great. We spent as much together as possible and I enjoy every moments because I know how precious they are...You never know when it can be taken from children are becoming attached to Nick as he is a father figure to them. At first, I was afraid that my older one would not be happy to see a man in my life, but it was the opposite. I think he misses his dad and he is happy to have a man doing some activities with him, other than Bobby.
I a still a bit angry at Bobby for telling Nick the truth even if I understand why he did it.I forgave him but I am not ready to go back like nothing happened...It was not his truth to tell even though my life is not better for it. When I think about Nick, I feel this sensation in the pit of my stomach that I can't describe...I know I am falling for this man but I ready to take a leap of faith.
I look the time and I hurry, as it's Saturday and Nick wanted to take me out on a date...He is so sweet and romantic, always saying the right thing,hugging me or kissing me...I hear the doorbell right and I hurry already answered and she looks pale...Like she has seen a , I see who is standing on the porch: my mother.
«What the hell are you doing here?, I ask her with an angry tone.
«Christine, we need to talk,» she tells me.
