I wrote another chapter because i haven't updated for awhile and i felt really happy with all the follows and favorites and that some people reviewed soooooo... here is chapter 4. ENJOY!


Austins POV

I walked home with Ally's songbook in hands not even wanting to open it again because my head was still swimming with thoughts about what she had previously written.

How could someone be so mean?

Those were the words that repeating and honestly I didn't know. I didn't want Ally to think of me like that so I decided to change. I was going to start with Ally. I was going to make her not hate me. As I reached the front steps of my house I had already started to devise a plan. When I went to open the door I remembered about her songbook slash journal thing and the plan completely changed. Was better than the other one? I have no clue but I guess I was going to find out tomorrow.

But Austin didn't know just how bad Ally was freaking out about her songbooks sudden disappearance.


I woke up with a horrible neck pane and when my eyes opened saw were I had fallen asleep. I had fallen asleep working on my plan. My face was in Ally's songbook and I was still sitting at my desk. I looked at the alarm clock and saw I had over slept and had to be at school in school in ten minutes I jumped up changed my shirt brushed my teeth and ran out my house grabbing the songbook and my book bag on the way out.

I saw Ally at her locker talking to Trish. I waited until Trish was gone because that girl is too scary. When it was just Ally I walked up to Ally handing her the book gave her a small smile.

I found this when you ran into me was all I said and as I walked away the words and song I wrote for her went through my head.

" I Wish"

(Na na na na na) [2x]

He takes your hand

I die a little

I watch your eyes

And I'm in riddles

Why can't you look at me like that?

(Na na na na na)

When you walk by

I try to say it

But then I freeze

And never do it

My tongue gets tied

The words get trapped

I hear the beat of my heart getting louder

Whenever I'm near you

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

'Cause you don't see

Whenever you kiss him

I'm breaking,

Oh how I wish that was me

(Na na na na na) [2x]

He looks at you

The way that I would

Does all the things, I know that I could

If only time, could just turn back

'Cause I got three little words

That I've always been dying to tell you

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

'Cause you don't see

Whenever you kiss him

I'm breaking,

Oh how I wish that was me

With my hands on your waist

While we dance in the moonlight

I wish it was me

That you'll call later on

'Cause you wanna say good night

'Cause I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

'Cause you don't see

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

'Cause you don't see

Whenever you kiss him

I'm breaking,

Oh how I wish

Oh how I wish

Oh how I wish, that was me

Oh how I wish, that was me

I'm sorry for how I've treated you and all those words are true I just didn't know how to say them. Ive found out that the only reason why I'm so mean to you is because I don't know how to express my feelings and when I do get tongue tied mean and completely untrue things come out. I wrote this last night because when those are the things I felt last year when I saw you with Dallas. I am so sorry and I will change.

-Austin

As I went through all my classes I saw Ally and I guessed she hadn't read it yet because she didn't say anything to me.

As I looked at ally all good feelings drained from my body because I saw her flipping through her songbook as she landed on the page I watched the color drain from her face. When she finished she looked at me with tear brimmed eyes. She grabbed her stuff and ran out the class not caring about the weird looks people gave her.

I was debating in my head but didn't care what people thought so I got up and followed her out the class and just like her I didn't care about the way people were looking at me.


Ally's POV

How could he do this to me?

We have hated each other for so long so I didn't know what to think when I read that. I was now in the music room playing a random tune on the piano when I felt someone walk into the room. I turned around and saw Austin standing in the door way.

"That was beautiful," I looked away and mumbled a thanks. He walked over and grabbed a guitar from the corner of the room and started tuning it. When he was finished he looked at me with a very sincere and honest look.

"Let me play you the song" he cleared his throat and started singing, playing the song beautifully on the guitar. As he did this I felt a weird feeling in my chest.


Ok so what do you guys think. I know there relationship is going really fast but they have all these bottled up an think its hate! SO REVEIW! Thanks to the people who reviewed last time.