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BPOV
In that moment, I said… well screamed, three words at Edward Cullen that I'd wished he'd never hear. I told him I was raped and ran away before seeing his reaction. I ran to Alice and her face turned into a mixture of horror and confusion.
"He knows Alice" I whimpered into her chest as she wrapped her tiny arms around me.
"Yes Bella, almost everyone does now" Alice sighed, sounded slightly confused and slightly irritated.
"Not that Alice. He knows how" I objected and I felt her arms stiffen around me.
"How?" she said almost inaudibly.
"I screamed it at him" I cried and smashed my forehead with the palm of my hand. I did this repeatedly while screaming the word 'stupid' at myself. Alice grabbed my hands and held them down.
"Bella, you need to calm down" she whispered calmly and I nodded slowly and took a few deep breaths. Edward walked into the cafeteria and the first thing he did was glance at me. I can't be positive about this, but I swear I saw his face pained and guilty. I shook that thought off because Edward Cullen is an insensitive pig headed player… and I think I like him. DAM IT BELLA! Stupid, stupid, STUPID!
"Alice, I'm going to go for a walk. Can I come to your house tonight?" I whimpered and sniffed with each word. Alice nodded and then looked away. She suddenly blushed and looked down. I looked to where she had just before, and saw Jasper Hale. He was tall with blonde hair. His eyes the most beautiful shade of blue and he was smiling and looking down too. Hmm? Maybe they like each other. I know for a fact that Alice likes him, she may not realize it, but when I'm at her house he is all she talks about.

I walked through the cafeteria doors and it wasn't until I was at the science building that I realized I was being followed. My whole body froze cold and my hands started to shake. The sound of gravel stopped and I dropped my bag that I was carrying. I out my hand in my pocket and wrapped my hand around my car keys, making sure the key point was sticking out from the middle of my fist. I ripped it out of my pocket and turned around with quick, forceful actions.
"STAY AWAY FORM ME" I screamed before realizing who it was. "What do you want Cullen?" I hissed at him and newly formed tears strolled down my cheeks as I thought of how much he knows.
"I-I-I" he stuttered and I bent down to get my bag.
"Spit it out" I mumbled, annoyed.
"I wanted to see. If you were okay I mean" he muttered quietly and I found myself having a smile threatening to break across my face. I mentally slapped myself because I shouldn't be happy that he was concerned for me. It was probably just a ploy to get into my pants.
"Let me see Edward? I am pregnant, scared, can't trust the world and the biggest jerk in school knows why all of that has happened to me. How do you think I am?" I whispered and hadn't realized that I was sobbing until his face turned somber.
"Upset?" he guessed.
"YOU'RE BLOODY WELL RIGHT I'M UPSET!" I exploded at him and he staggered backwards away from my fury.
"Bella, Bella, Bella, please listen to me" he whispered quickly and I fell to the floor, once again, in tears. He crossed over to me and put his arms around my shoulders as he sat down next to me.
"Don't touch me" I whimpered and flinched away from his touch.

EPOV
"Don't touch me" she whimpered and visibly winced as I touched her. She was really scared of me? Or was it men in general? I traced my fingertips over a scar on her arm. She flinched and scooted away from me.
"Please, don't" she whispered and started to cry silently. It broke my heart to see her like that. She shouldn't be hurting like this. She had been an innocent girl who had all her innocence taken away from her. She shouldn't feel like that was the end of her trust.
"Bella, I need you to trust me" I whispered softly. I needed her to see that she was driving me insane. She was purely intriguing.
"Why should i?" she mumbled almost incoherently. Okay, I guess I deserve that. I felt like telling her I thought she was beautiful and perfect and amazing. Wait… what? HOLD ON THERE EDWARD! What did you just think? Seriously man, it goes against the grain. While I mentally argued with myself she stared at me like I was a complete moron.
Finally my head came together and I smiled at her.
"I don't know, but I promise you I never meant you any harm" I smiled sincerely. She smiled the slightest bit at the corner of her mouth but it didn't touch her eyes. Those eyes had so much depth and fear lodged into the chocolate brown centre and you could get lost in them. Edward! STOP IT MAN!

"Can I ask you something?" she asked as we walked back into the cafeteria.
"Sure" I said hesitantly.
"Why do you treat girls like tissues?" she eyed me speculatively.
I burst into a roar of laughter and she glared at me.
"Tissues?" I said, laughing at random intervals of the one word.
"Yes, you use them once or twice a day, then you throw them away and go for another one" she said, justifying herself. I thought about that, and in some twisted, hilarious way, she was right.
"What's life without it?" I shrugged. Her jaw dropped in disgust and her eyes became thin slits.
"A normal one with respect and a little thing called love" she winced at the last word and looked away.
"What's wrong?" I asked her and she shook her head viciously. "Bella? What's the matter?" I whispered intensely.
"I can never have love because I can't trust anyone" she sobbed and I wrapped my arms around her, holding her to my chest. She only flinched a little, but it seemed like she appreciated my concern. She grabbed my shirt and held herself there why she cried.
"I'm so s-s-sorry" she whimpered while sobbing. She was sorry? What the hell for?
"What for?" I whispered.
Without answering she just burst into another spout of tears and hugged herself closer to me. Suddenly she started laughing in the middle of her cries.
"What's funny?" I asked whilst raising one eye brow.
"You're the first guy I've talk to other than my dad since it happened. Oh and you smell kind of good" she giggled at the same time as crying. If I wasn't holding her in my arms, I would have applauded her. This girl who has experienced was she has, is laughing about talking to me. I rubbed my hand up and down her back until she calmed down because she had stopped laughing and cried again.

BPOV
I smiled to myself. Maybe I could find love. I already spoke to Edward. That was a first for me in this town. The only guy I'd ever spoken to was my dad and now here I was crying on the chest of another guy. Edward was so nice to me in this second that I almost forgot what he was really like. I started to laugh at myself.
"What's funny?" he mumbled sounding confused.
"You're the first guy I've talk to other than my dad since it happened. Oh and you smell kind of good" I admitted and kept giggling, but I was still crying so I wasn't sure if he knew that I was still laughing. In all truth, he smelled wonderful!
"Thanks, I guess?" he said and it sounded like a question. I pulled away for his chest and he let me go. For the instant leeway I was grateful.
"Thank you" I mouthed and turned to walk away. I ran to my car in the rain and it hit me that I'd been crying for the whole lunch hour, plus my last classes. He was so understanding then, but I couldn't let myself hope for it to last. I couldn't have someone like him as a friend without there being something else wanted by one or both parties. I drove to the Cullen house and ran inside where Alice was smiling widely. She looked so excited I almost laughed.
"What?" I asked.
"You talked to my brother!" she squealed and I couldn't help but laugh. I stopped quickly and checked around myself trying to hear what that sound was.
"Bella, what are you doing?" Alice asked while giving me one of those, maybe-she's-crazy looks.
"I laughed" I answered simply. She smiled and giggled quietly at me. She grabbed my hand and dragged me up to her room.

"Bella! Sit down!" Alice demanded and I quickly obeyed.
"What is it Alice?" I asked while amused.
"You like him!" Alice squeaked and slammed her hands over her mouth.
"What!" I objected quickly. Too quickly in fact and before I realized it, I was blushing. I looked down and smiled a small smile.

EPOV
I drove up to my house and saw Bella's car out front. I smiled to myself and then stopped. I looked around myself confused. I suddenly gasped.
"No!" I gasped and shook my head. I like her! I actually like Bella! DAM IT EWDARD! You just had to fall for the troubled girl who only trusts you enough o talk to out of the guys didn't you? You SUCK! I mentally spoke to myself. I parked my car and got out. I walked through the front door and ran up to my room. I heard Alice tell Bella to sit. I listened quietly and swore that I wouldn't ever repeat if I heard anything important.
"What is it Alice?" Bella asked and I heard a slight smile in her voice. That's better, I said to myself in my head. She should be happy, not upset like she was today.
"You like him" Alice squealed and her giggles were cut off quickly so I assumed her mouth was covered.
"What!" Bella screeched almost absolutely. I pouted and almost stopped listening when I heard Alice breathe.

"Oh don't be daft Bella. I know it and so do you" I heard Alice say with a huge smile in her voice.
"Uh…"was all Bella said? COME ONE BELLA! Let me know!
"Well? Do you?" Alice pushed eagerly.
I heard Bella sigh. Dammit! She doesn't! Karma sucks!
"Yes" Bella whispered and I shot up straight. She likes me? YES!
"REALLY!" Alice squealed in delight and I heard Bella's soft, musical laughter and my heart pounded softly in my chest. I have to change. I will not disappoint! I won't play with girls like…tissues. I smiled when I thought that. She had the cutest way of phrasing some things.
"I'm thirsty" Bella sighed, and suddenly the door flew open front of me and Alice fell to the floor with laughter. Bella's eyes were wide and her cheeks the brightest, most beautiful red in the world.
"How much did you hear?" she whispered and I smiled at her.
"From where Alice told you to sit down" I grinned and walked away. I turned around and she was still frozen in the door way.
"Well, I guess he knows!" Alice chortled.
"SHUT UP ALICE! THIS IS SO HUMILIATING!" I heard Bella say before I closed my bedroom door.