Chapter 4

Well he got that right. I sure as hell want to avenge her. And I wasn't gonna wait around. I pulled out my knife and held in ready to fight.

"You need a knife to fight me?! How pathetic!" He boomed in a laughter that made me wana chunder( Australian for vomit).

"No, I'm just using it to make things quick." I replied and moved at an incredible speed that even Jonas didn't see me as I shoved both the knife and my fist into his chest.

He gasped as I pulled my hand out and held his dead heart in my palm. I used my talent and his heart burst into ashes and flew off into the distance.

"That's just the start, Jonas Night." I growled.

Carlisle and Edward ran onto the scene when I pulled my hand out of Jonas' chest and Edward yelled at me to stop. I ignored every word, this was what I had, needed, wanted to do right now. Kill this monster.

"Are you any different?" Edward asked.

Just as I was about to slice Jonas' head off I stopped and looked at Edward in shock. He was right. By me killing Jonas, I'd be making myself a monster as well. But yet we were different. He killed my mom because he hated me and wanted me to suffer, but I was only killing him to end my suffering.

"It won't bring her back. She's never coming back. So don't do something you'll regret when you've finished." Edward yelled.

He was now absolutely right. I let my head fall and turned to Jonas.

"Get out of here, before I change my mind. Next time we meet, no one will stop me from killing you. I swear." I growled then left.

Jonas apparently didn't hear me correctly, because he threw me off the cliff and I landed a couple miles away from the cliff, hitting many trees as I fell to the ground.

"NYX!" Edward yelled.

"Stop. She knows how to take care of herself." Carlisle ordered.

Jonas jumped on top of me and as he did so he thought of how to torture me the most. Edward came into his head and I heard Edward growl lowly. I shot up and tackled him to the ground. He was not going to touch Edward or any of the Cullen's while I still lived! Jonas now knew my weakness and I cursed myself for it. Not for having a weakness but for letting him see it. God I was so stupid. He smiled evilly and pushed me off him and ran toward Edward and Carlisle.

"NO! FIGHT ME!!!" I yelled as I ran after him and slammed him to the ground.

"Ah, so now you'll fight me." He purred sounding victorious.

"Yes I will, but I will not kill you. Yet." I growled.

"Deal. But I can't say the same for you." He chuckled.

"Fine by me!" I yelled.

'No Nyx!' Edward thought and came after me.

"STAY AWAY EDWARD!!!!" I yelled.

"Ah, your lover comes to rescue you. How sweet." Jonas teased.

I punched him in the gut and in so doing my hand went threw his stomach. He let out a grunt but kicked me back. I hit a tree rather hard and it got knocked down in the process.

I looked behind me and saw Carlisle, Emmet, and Edward Running after me.

"I said go away!" I yelled and got up and went back to Jonas.

This guy just doesn't give up! Why does he want to kill me so. I mean I know I beat the crap out of him and humiliated him in front of his coven, but god! He already took away my mom, now he wants to take the Cullen's away or kill me. I may just have to kill him whether I want to right now or not.

Emmet didn't listen and tackled Jonas to the ground and put him in one of the most unpleasant head locks I've ever seen.

"Ok, bub, either we have to kill you or you take your sorry ass away from here." Emmet growled.

Edward came up behind me and examined me carefully. I saw him frown as he looked at my chest and my arms. I looked down and saw, to my great surprise huge, cuts every where. Only now did I feel the pain from them. Carlisle came over quickly and looked at every wound carefully, while Edward and Emmet took care of Jonas by getting him away.

"Are you feeling alright?" Carlisle asked when he poked a gash that was on my shoulder.

"OUCH!" I yelled and pulled back, "That hurts, dad!"

Carlisle frowned then pulled me back only to poke the rest.

"Well you seem to have a working nervous system. Didn't see that one coming." Carlisle mumble to himself.

"English please." I demanded.

"Little tissue's that send a message to the brain telling you that you've been injured. That's why you can feel the pain when I touch them." He replied.

"Oh. Is that good or bad? In my case at least." I asked quickly.

"I think it would be good because you do have a living body, but it also mean it's bad because I'm going to have to clean every single wound so it won't get infected." He brought out 'every' and 'single' very long.

My eyes widened in horror. God this Is just not my day.

The rest of the day Carlisle had me in his study with Edward as he cleaned my wounds. When Carlisle poured rubbing alcohol on my chest the first time I accidentally broke the chair I was sitting in. What? It stung and I needed to grip something. And the thing I grabbed first was the chair.

'Edward, hold her down.' Carlisle thought and went to his desk.

"What for?" I asked sounding scared.

He turned around and had a huge needle in one hand and a string in the other.

"Oh Hell No!" I yelled and dashed out of the room before Edward could think about touching me.

Emmet got a hold of me and gently took me up stairs where Carlisle was chuckling as I squirmed around.

"Nyx, if you don't be still I'll mess up and it'll hurt.." he said calmly.

"Then knock me out!" I squealed.

'Emmet, would you do the honors?' Carlisle thought.

I heard Edward growl and Emmet chuckled evilly.

"I MENT BY PUTTING SOME DRUGS IN ME!" I yelled getting really angry.

"I don't think they'll work." Carlisle stated.

"We can at least try, for gods' sake!" Edward yelled.

Carlisle nodded then got another needle and put some liquid in it.

This time I was very calm knowing that this part would be quick. Emmet felt me calm down and let me back on my feet, but still kept a firm hand on my shoulder just in case. I sighed deeply when Carlisle cleaned an area of my arm with the alcohol and looked at me wanting to know if I was ready. I nodded in response then he gently pushed the needle into my skin.

Surprisingly I didn't feel a thing and quickly I felt the med's run threw my body.

"Ok I think they work." Carlisle chuckled after 20 or 30 minutes.

"Huh?" I asked as I staggered.

"That's what I thought." He laughed, "Emmet, you can leave now."

Emmet was laughing really hard and I couldn't exactly tell why.

'Because if you were human you'd look like a retard.' Edward thought.

I may have not been ok in my looks, but by god, I knew what he meant.

'But I think you look adorable.' Edward added quickly.

Uh-hu, sure he did. I looked at Carlisle and saw him looking down at my left arm. There he was sowing my cuts together. You know I've seen a lot of nasty crap, but man, this was just beyond nasty. This was my own skin! I think if I could, I've thrown up by now.

Edward came to sit next to me and had Carlisle stop for a minute so he could get me settled in his arms. I laid my head on his chest and yawned silently. With in second of being very comfortable in Edwards arms, my eyes drifted shut and I fell asleep.