chapter 4 is up and really hope you like this chap. i'm quite happy with it. enjoy!


10 years passed and it was currently winter. Oz sighed at the view of white snow and dark skies as he sat in his study. He was 25, tall and slim but his air dimmed in color, it had lost it's golden texture and was plain and flat. Ever since that day his eyes had lost it's emerald shine and he never truly smiled. As soon as he stepped foot back into the manor with his father, Oz was forced into the arts of becoming a Noble Aristocrat. He would have lessons everyday with his teacher 'Reim Lunettes', he's a nice fellow with many talents but could be strict at times if paper work wasn't up to scratch.

Every evening Oz would be taught how to dance by teacher 'Sharon' she was kind but immediately changed her mood if you made a mistake on even the slightest step. And lastly was aristocracy and finance with 'Oscar'. Oz forgave his Uncle... eventually... but never spoke to his father.

At times Oz would study and learn history about his great, great grandfather- Jack Vessailius. People said I look a lot like him judging from the oil painting in the hall; He had a long braid and strong chin and was married to a women called 'Lacie' though Judging from the way he would stare away from the painter, id think there was someone else that Jack had his eye on.

Oz was taught everything about Aristocracy except horse riding or how to drive a carriage. Oscar had strongly suggested that I be refrain from learning anything that would involve travel. 'Typical' Oz thought- 'like i'd even know where Gil is'.

A couple of weeks after the incident, I got a new valet. A man called Sebastian who worked as a servant, tutor and par-time circus performer. He had a nice side but a demonic persona when things were not up to scratch. Oz always knew that they hired an adult to play his servant so that there was no repeat of 'last time'. Off course Sebastian was aware of Oz's behavior and was the only person who could cheer him up at the time. Sebastian had made Oz a superb Noble and taught him everything until the unfortunate day when he had to leave the household. Two months ago Sebastian received news from his agency about some kid named 'Ciel' who urgently needed his assistance and since I was all grown up. I didn't need him any longer. But 2 weeks before he left Sebastian had given Oz some tickets to the Circus that he performed at and said that it would be coming here soon. Then he was gone.

Oz would always sit in the library in his spare time. And watch the world outside in the ever changing seasons. Its had began to snow when Oscar came in and open the window to smoke. He had wanted to talk to Oz about marriage and looking for a suitor. Oz hated this subject... he had been to many parties and spoken to lots of women in their expensive gowns and plastered in thick make up. Oz was even greeted by a man in drag named Isla Yura who approached Oz in hoping to bag a noble and run of into the sunset with his money. We never speak of that evening ever. But its true that their were some lovely girls who would be a great wife . In fact Oz had once felt something towards these twins called Echo and Noise. They were both polar opposite and really amusing as they didn't get on well with each other. But Oz didn't feel anything real towards them nor with any other girl... or even... boy. 'Gil... I wonder what your doing right now?' his thoughts were interrupted as Oscar punched out his cigarette and sat down beside Oz. He sighed '... here we go again' he thought rolling his eyes.

"Right the Barma's are holding a party tomorrow night in celebration for Sheryl and Rufus's engagement... so this is the perfect opportunity for you to …."

"Look uncle..." said Oz as he stood up from his seat.

"i think i'd like to skip this party" Oz stared at the lit broken fireplace- one of his many hiding places he would use when playing around with Gil- "but I would prefer it if I was alone"

Oscar was silent and sighed . He had always regretted that day. He spoke to his brother afterwards- he knew he had a plan. Zai had always despised Oz and plotted to take anything that made him happy, even if it was a play toy or a person. So once Zai heard about the Nightrays wanting Gilbert, he started making preparations right away. Gilbert was gone and Oz was crushed. Since that day Zai was never seen again. He said he had some business to attend too. But Oz was never the same.

"I understand" he said "but promise me... Oz that you will find someone... someone to make you happy" Oscar stood and placed a hand on the boy's shoulder "will you promise?"

Oz looked at his Uncle... all hopeful with pleading eyes. "i promise"

they hugged and Oz was dismissed for the rest of the day as he was tired and wanted to wake early for his sister the next morning.

The sun light combed the fields as Oz was greeting his sister 'Ada' at the gates. They spoke about there lives. Apparently Ada was going out with a boy called 'Vince' and her best friend 'Lottie' was planning on running away from school to be with this 'rebel' named Fang.

Oz would hear a lot about Lottie and would envy her rebellious nature and freedom to do what she pleased. Whist Oz is just house bound and was forced to learn about Social Etiquette.

Later they decided to go into town for some clothes (Aristocracy can never have too many clothes) once they climbed out the carriage Oz noticed a banner upon the church hall, 'Minuit De Cirque, one night only'. "the circus" he said without thinking as he remembered the tickets 'Sebastian' had given him.

"what was that brother...?"

It was Oz's turn to be rebellious- "Ada look the circus is tonight, fancy going...?"

Ada looked up at the banner"i'm not sure brother... its awfully late"

"come on it'll be fun and we have never been to one" Oz gently looped his arm through his sisters

"what do you think?"

"well okay" she smiled and the two continued with their shopping trip.

"No" said Oscar

"But why?" asked Ada

"you are going to the Barma's party tonight to represent the Vessailius house"

"But Uncle... Oz really wants me to go with him"

"I'm sorry Ada but I have to refuse, its high time you started your Duties of gaining a suitor"

Oz heard this upstairs... but that didn't stop him. He was going to that circus one way or another.

Darkness emerged and the house was quiet. Oscar and Ada had gone to the party, leaving Oz alone in his room as he pretended to sleep. So as to avoid Oscar in case he changed his mind and decided to drag Oz along to the party a swell. 'Judging by the clock tower it was 11:05pm enough time' the blonde was dressed in casual attire to blend in and climbed into the nearest carriage with the tickets in his coat pocket

As time passed Oz began to see the big top in the distance. There we're lights flashing and candles stood all over the place. As soon as the driver opened the door he was attacked by sweet scents of candy floss and popcorn. He could see 2 sets of lines from the entrance, one was quite long for people who wanted to purchase tickets whilst the other had around 5 people who flashed their tickets to the gate keeper and walked straight in. As much as he wanted to grab some sweets and melted delights, Oz wanted to get a good seat more. So he power walked to the entrance and skimmed his ticket.

Within the tent there were rows and rows of chairs and stools some were filled from the back as that was the better view when watching the trapeze act. But Oz preferred the stage seats and wanted to be up close. He got a seat between 2 ladies who eyed him up and down and smiled. He shifted within his seat as he looked around the palladium. The names of the acts were printed within the rim of the stage but Oz could barely make them out. He figured the one in red was 'one eyed clown' and 'Black Demon' and another read 'Cheshire' but the one next to it was scratchy and old Oz couldn't make it out. But he knew it began with an 'R'. suddenly the lights dimmed and the curtains to the entrance was closed.

A man in a purple and white striped jacket emerged from the stage, his face was half hidden by his white hair as he held a lollipop to his mouth. A doll wearing a tutu sat on his shoulder as he introduced the first act. "Ladies and Gentle folk Welcome to the midnight Circus" the audience applauded. "now let me introduce the first act..." the white albino paused and gestured to his doll ..."the great Abyss swingers" it said.

Suddenly the lights went out and the tent was dark, till a single spot light shimmered on center stage and a girl clad in white emerged. Her dress and eyes were all white, even her long hair was pale as she stood alongside her partner. A man in-what looked like- a cat suit. They both climbed on separate ladders and up onto high platforms above the audience. There was no safety net beneath them. But still they both nodded at each other as they took hold of their trapeze swings hanging from the roof and then within a few seconds they flew over and across the audience. Everyone was mesmerized by their flourish and elegant movements. As the girl's dress tails and hair danced in the air as she was caught by her cat partner who starred at her lovingly. After a while of swinging and demonstrating amazing strength and agility. The man just let go of the girl and she was falling.

Everyone was screaming as she slowly dived to the floor. No ropes or net to keep her safe. She was doomed to her death. Almost everyone shielded their eyes but Oz watched as the girl's clothes fluttered and slowly exhaled onto the stage with no host in sight. There was only silence but within seconds, a roar of applause echoed within the big top as the room went dark again. Everyone stopped and took their seats as the next act began.

A small growl could be heard nearby. Oz felt a warm but smelly breath against his face as the lights flashed back on and he was face to face with a tiger. The ladies beside Oz screamed and flew out of their seats. But Oz remained calm and before he could blink the tiger shifted onto the stage with a snap of a whip. The tiger crawled back to women dressed in fleshy clothing, her bust was prominent within her corset and she wore fishing net tights- a bit like the whores in London alleyways-.

She cracked the whip and the tiger performed jaw dropping acts. It jumped through hoops and did as it was told when commanded by the trainer. Throughout the show Oz continued to be mesmerized by the acts followed suit with magicians, tight rope walkers, fire breathers, sword fighters and more. There was even some funny stuff from the one eyed clown and his doll. Who then announced the last act. The lights turned into a dark blue and the clown began to deepen his voice.

"now ladies and gentlemen to close tonight's show we have an outstanding act, saved the best till last we did... for you will be spell bound. But be warned our next act must have complete silence as he can control the supernatural forces that surround us. Ladies and gentle folk I give you"

he whispered ... "Raven".

The whole tent grew quiet and Oz watched in suspense, worry but excitement. The lights flashed on to the stage as a man stood, dressed in a long, black studded jacket with black gloves and a golden ear piece. He wore a shabby looking hat but Oz could tell that he had jet back hair that curled in front of his face. He looked mysterious and dangerous, as he remained standing.

The audience grew confused- but then a sudden burst of blue smoke formed from his feet and started swirling around him. Metal chains snaked out of nowhere and gently rattled near the audience. Everyone felt flustered and anxious as shadows were forming from the walls but Oz didn't take his eyes of the man.

The smoke began to thicken till it shifted behind him and grew from each side. The man stretched out his arms as did the smoke and a call of a bird echoed and bounced of the walls. A black smoked silhouette of open wings extended as it cawed. Oz watched without blinking as the man lifted his head and looked at him. Suddenly Oz's breath hitched and his eyes grew with shock. Green met Gold but he didn't say a word.

Time was slow as Oz watched the mans stoic face starring into him. He gestured his hand towards Oz as the midnight smoke flared down his arm and towards the blonde on looker. The smoke transformed into a small bird. Its white eyes starred at Oz... observing, scanning the boy till it turned and changed into a small rabbit that hopped above the audience. Leaving smoke trails each time it jumped. The audience gasped and tried to touch the smoke. But it would just jump through their hands. Oz could hear everyone laughing happily. But he just stared at the man in center stage. Oz could feel his face tremble. The ma blocked his face with his hat...he was no-longer looking at him instead he was on his knees and looking at the floor.

'was this part of the show?'. Oz desperately wanted to see those golden eyes again.'didn't he recognize me?' He felt like crying 'after all these years' he thought as tears slowly streamed down his cheek. Quietly he broke out his friend's sweet name... "Gil"

Suddenly orange eyes snapped open from the smoke and chains flew up and flashed passed the audience. The frolicking rabbit disappeared as more chains and smoke flew out of the stage floor and towards the audience. Everyone rushed to the exit, all hastily wanting to get the hell out of there. The raven swooped down to Oz as though it was about to attack, Oz felt his heart stop and was ready for the attack until somebody shielded Oz and the raven smoke faded into a mans chest.

Oz was silent but he could hear the heavy breaths of the man in front of him. His hat flew and drifted to the floor. Oz crouched down to pick it up but was stopped by gloved hand against his cheek. "Its you" breathed the man. "its really you" Oz shifted his eyes and starred as he looked into a pair of glazed, Golden eyes. "Gilbert" he said and felt his eyes sting. He cupped the gloved hand on his cheek. Gilbert wheezed. Then collapsed in Oz's arms as the remaining smoke wafted back into their unconscious host.

"Gil!"Oz screamed as he held onto his friend

"Don't worry he's okay" said a voice from the side lines.

The red eyed ringmaster appeared alongside a girl with long brown hair and purple eyes and was wearing a short red dress.

"wha...what" replied Oz

"are you an idiot he's just sleeping" said the girl

"now now Alice, the man is Raven's friend, he's obviously distressed so be nice Kay"

The girl who appeared to be Alice scoffed and walked back to the side lines.

"my name is Xerxes Break..." he gestured to shake Oz's hand

"Oz Vessai-um Oz"

"well well.. isn't this a surprise"

"i'm sorry" Oz questioned.

"O nothing..." said Break shall we take him somewhere more comfortable, he'll be awake soon"

"what happened?" said Oz

"O he just overdid it... he always ends up in this state eventually... though today was quite a show"

Break smiled

"..." Oz starred at the man bewildered by his presence.

"NII-SAMA!" Oz and Break snapped to the side as they watched a man with long, dark blonde hair and mis-matched eyes coming towards them.

Break sighed and stood up-

"Nii-sama" the man fell next to Gil with worry in his eyes. Then he looked at me with pure hatred.

"GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY BROTHER!"

"Now now Vince there's no need-" insisted Break

"shut it you..." The man tore Gil away from Oz then lifted him in his arms and walked away with

Gil. But not before giving Oz one last disgusted look.

Oz could hear a muffled voice talking to him – no doubt it was Break- but Oz was deep in thought "Vincent... Vincent Nightray".


Don't you just want to wring Vincent's neck... c now i'm in pickle cos i really want to wrap this story up but am really enjoying it... nope nope have to stick by my rules so the next chap will be the last and yes there is gonna be sexy sexy time... and more... also there is gonna be a alternative ending from chap 2 just cos i had 2 ending in mind but couldn't choose so i'm gonna do both xD