Chapter 4: Somewhere, Someday
A/N: omg does anyone else feel like gagging every time Grissom and Sara start acting coupley towards each other? I only have one word for GSR EWWWWWWWWWWW! I figured I should acknowledge the relationship cause the CSI writers make it seem like they have been together for quite awhile(gag me!). I don't get it she was over him, at least it seemed like she was over him, anyone else feeling very angry towards those writers right now? Well just to warn all of you GS shippers, this is not the actual TV show writer so I get to do whatever I want (Muhahaaa) and let me tell you, if you didn't quite get the picture, snickers all the way! By the way the song is from Nick's pov.
Disclaimer: I don't own CSI or NSYNC cuz if I did snickers for everyone, plus I definitely could think of a few things that I could do with JT.
Nick returned to his apartment after dropping Sara off at hers, it had been a long, emotional day for the two of them. He thought about the things that they had told each other, all of her actions seemed to make sense to him now. He smiled at the thought of her trusting him enough to reveal her darkest secrets that only one other person in Vegas knew about, Grissom. He was happy that he had turned her down, she seemed to be over him any how. He wanted to be the one to be there for her, to be her shoulder to cry on or for her to lean on when things got to hard for the strong woman to handle. He smiled at the thought of being able to call her his, tomorrow after work, she had the day off, he would go over and ask her out on a real date, one that didn't involve pizza.
When
clouds above you start to pour
And all of your doubts
Rain like
a storm
And you don't know who you are anymore
Let me help you
find what you've been searching for
Somewhere...
Somewhere
there's a field and a river
Somewhere...
You can let your soul
run free
Someday...
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring
you peace
Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a break in the
weather
Somewhere...
Where your heart and spirit go
free
Someday...
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this
bring you peace
While she was baring her soul for only him to see, he could barely suppress his urges to kiss her until the weight of the world fell off of her shoulders and he could see the rare but never the less adorable gap toothed smile more often. She was always so closed off to everyone around her it scared him. This past year as their friendship grew he saw her become more carefree before him eyes, he almost needed to believe that he was the cause of this wonderful change in the lovely Sara Sidle.
Girl,
I know you, think no one sees
The weight on your shoulders
But
you can't fool me
And aren't you tired of standing so tall
Let
me be the one to catch you when you fall
Somewhere...
Somewhere
there's a field and a river
Somewhere...
You can let your soul
run free
Someday...
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring
you peace baby
Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a break in the
weather
Somewhere...
Where your heart and spirit go
free
Someday...
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this
bring you peace...
He pulled off his shirt and stripped to his boxers as he climbed into bed he wondered if Sara was doing the same thing. He thought of her peaceful sleeping form and how she was even more beautiful while dreaming, her face calm and relaxed as the pressure of the world seemed to disappear for just a little while. He wondered what she dreamed of, did she dream of him? Or did she dream of something only Sara Sidle would have in a dream, crime scenes, did she dream of someone sweeping her off her feet with passion or understanding or did she dream of someone like Grissom, cold and analytical? His eyes slowly became heavy as he drifted off to sleep dreaming of the next day and how he planned to sweep Sara off of her feet.
Let
me bring you joy
Let me bring you peace
Take these tears that
you cry and trust them to me
Let me give you heart
And let me
give you hope
Be the one constant love that you've never
known...
Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a field and a
river
Somewhere...
You can let your soul run
free
Someday...
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring you
peace baby
Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a break in the
weather
Somewhere...
Where your heart and spirit go
free
Someday...
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this
bring you peace
Nicky returned from his shift the next morning full of energy despite the long difficult day it had been, Sara hadn't been at work due to the very deserved day off that she took, which made his day seem that much worse on top of a case that just didn't seem to be adding up. He continued thinking about the gruesome details of the case he had been working that night as he got in the shower and let the steaming water to calm his rippling muscles. He mentally ran over the list of things he needed to do before he surprised Sara and got up the courage to ask her out on a date. She deserved the best, he thought to himself, and that was exactly what he was going to try to give her.
He arrived at her apartment with a bouquet of exotic flowers that he knew Sara would love, his stomach was filled with insistent butterflies that seemed to be more like bats, the nervousness had set in on what he was about to do. He was going to risk their friendship for something he didn't even know that she wanted. He swallowed his fear, he couldn't just do nothing about his feeling, it would surely drive him insane. He easily climbed the stairs before his resolve melted away and he would chicken out once again. He turned the corner to see none other than Gil Grissom leaving her apartment. He watched in horror as she kissed him on the cheek and said goodbye, she looked sad to see him leave. Before he could turn around and retreat with his tail between his legs Sara had spotted him.
"Nicky?"
Somewhere,
Someday
Let
me be the one
Let me be the one to catch you when you
fall
Somewhere
Let me bring you peace...
Somewhere...
He could hear her calling his name but he couldn't look at her, at least not right at that moment. His heart had shattered into a million little pieces in that one second, she already had someone. He was so stupid, her changing had nothing to do with him, he began to feel anger bubble up inside of him. How could she have led him on like that? Even worse, how could she return to Grissom after all that he put her through? He dropped the beautiful bouquet and sped back to his home where he could lick his wounds in peace. She already has someone, was all that he could think to himself, that someone was not him no matter how much he needed her she would never be his.
I am sorry as much as I hate to admit it Grissom and Sara have a relationship but fear not this is as good as its gonna get for GS they are just a little ploy in my game Muhaha! Snickers o'rama next chapter that is a promise! OH right the song is called Somewhere, Someday. Reviews help with the process of getting King sized snickers next chapter!
