Rumple povl
love is weakness, someone had told me, once upon a time. Now I wasn't so sure if that was true, even after losing Belle. Love was a powerful energy, it had cleared my view, there was more than just hatred and pain. Love created some sort of peace and happiness I never thought that I'd find. Without Belle, the world lost it's worth. I had given up magic witch I never should have done, I could have easily fought the Evil Queen…
Why did she want me anyway, I was completely powerless.
I knew Belle was strong, she wouldn't give up soon, but I wanted her to be happy, she deserved so much better than me, she could find happiness, if she would let me go. Although the thought of never being with her again, hurt my heart more than I could have ever imagined. But there was no way my brave Belle would come back. Even after all the promises we made.
" I still can't believe you actually sacrificed yourself for that girl" I had always been a coward but for Belle, I would do anything, I realized that now, coward or not, I couldn't let her suffer, because of me, not again,… She has such a pure heart, she wouldn't harm anyone. I deserved this punishment for all the unforgivable things I had done.
"Perhaps it was my love illuminating me" She really brought up the best in me and I was grateful for that. She deserved much better than me. She would forget about me in no time and find herself a suitable handsome prince, maybe that would be for the best, there was no telling what the Queen would do if she came back. All I wanted was for her to be happy, but the thought of her is someone else arms, was unbearable. I wasn't afraid of what the queen would do to me, the worst was over, I would never see Bae nor would I see Belle again. It was all my fault. 'I am so sorry' I let my cowardliness destroy everything, again. I felt more hopeless than ever.
" Oh please Rumple, has it really come down to this? Your nothing without your power !" She laughed at me, really fully enjoying the position she was in. I felt so humiliated, she would for everything if I ever had the change to take my revenge on her. But I wouldn't pay any price for it, she's worth nothing. She continued "I'll help you reach to the darkness and then we would be all powerful, nothing could stop us, if we work together."
Unbelievable,….
Belle povl
I kept wondering what the queen could be doing to him. It made me feel sick. Knowing the Queen wanted Rumple for some evil plans or just torture him or kill him or kiss him,… And then when I would come back for him, he wouldn't want to come back. Rumple wouldn't forget me so easily, he loved me, he had proven so. But she could control him with his dagger. Or she could make him evil, or she would just lock him away in a dungeon for all eternity. Whatever the Queen was doing to him was bad. Perhaps I did lost him forever. I couldn't help but cry. As silent as possible, but I couldn't hide my emotions very well, she noticed. She wanted to say something, but kept her mouth shut. She walked closer next to me and spoke " Don't give up, it'll be alright, it's true love right ?" I nodded, I had to stop crying, this was becoming ridiculous. I was a grown up woman." It's just—" she interrupted and gave me a quick hug " I know" I smiled up at her, she was so kind, it made me feel safe. she really was becoming a friend. It made me feel a bit guilty. She didn't deserve this.
I had to tell her, we would been traveling all this way for nothing. And it wouldn't be fair, she had treated me as her friend, I had to ben honest with her. It was now or never. " There's something you need to know about my true love" I sighed, this wasn't going to be easy not that I was ashamed of Rumple, but I knew of his reputation and she had met him before. "Oh really, why is that?" I took a deep breath and tried to control my she spoke first " No need to be nervous, you could tell me anything" I nodded, and looked her right in her eyes.
" Well, you know, that sorcerer, you mentioned before,-"
"Rumplestilskin ?"
Yes, I,… I lied to you I do know him, I made a deal with him I once , I became his maid in his castle and I, we.., we fell in love," She stared at me a little,surely she didn't know how to react to this revelation. I spoke again "Before you judge me or him, he isn't the person everyone makes him out to be, there's good in him, he has made some bad choices in life, yes, but he sacrificed himself for me, he gave up his power to save me and made a deal with the queen so that I could go free."
She gaped a little,she hadn't expected any of this. But she didn't show any disgust. She just stared at me with a questioning look. She stood there for a few moments witch seemed endlessly. She finally spoke " Well, I think everyone deserves love, but I didn't think he would be capable of it, are you sure ? I mean I don't want to be rude, but he is evil, dangerous and has tricked many many people. I don't want you to get hurt." I really understood her reaction but it saddened me that people thought of him like that, I knew Rumple had done bad things in his life but he was cursed and alone, I was truly happy to know that, that goodness had come out. "He has put me before himself, he would never hurt me" I knew those words were true as I spoke them, he would never hurt me. She smiled at me and nodded, I felt very relieved, I didn't have to lie to her anymore. "So, what do we do now?"
